/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10056149
I guess this is that type of night, Hi anon how are you feeling

>>10056150
I'm dying of sickness, I'm very lonely, I feel like an actual loser watching all of my peers from highschool do so well in their lives when I actually did very well in school (topped a few classes), got into my first preference for university but everything has been completely shit for a few years. My parents divorced, I tried to commit suicide shortly after starting university, the abuse I suffered growing up all came to the surface which caused my SO to leave me just over a year ago, I recently had to put my cat to sleep a few weeks ago and I still cry about him at night, I can't maintain friendships I just get friendly with people and then for some reason I can't explain after a few months I just stop talking to them and block them on everything even though they've been nothing but lovely and supportive of me, I work a shitty minimum wage job, I keep flip flopping on my degree making no progress, I get very anxious from going outside, I've estranged myself from most of my family, I feel empty without people to share my life with especially without someone to love and be loved by, I hate my body and I keep fluctuating my weight as large as 15kg at a time to try and change myself, I hate my face and I want to save for surgery, I try to buy nice clothes and things I think I want to wear but I just end up feeling empty, that this isn't me and I look stupid and ridiculous.

How are you?

There's new "lifestyler" girl in my community. She discovered lolita few weeks ago. I really want to tell her to f*ck off with her "loliable" skirts and dresses.

>>10056153
Anon I.... I'm sorry man I just lurk in this board but man this is sad. I thought my life was sad, with how I just don't have an SO but I feel really bad for you man. If you need someone to talk to and I mean really talk to I'm here. I usually don't do this for people but no one deserves to feel alone. I will spend the rest of the night keeping you company

>>10056154
You sound like a jealous girl.

I really want to start working on cosplays again. I have more ideas than ever before and already bought most of the materials I need, but but since my armor just fell apart at the last con I have no motivation to do anything cosplay related

So is the dakimakura for the Joseph cosplayer still getting made?

/cgl/ has been pretty shit lately. Where did all the newfags that don't use the catalog come from? I'm annoyed.

>>10056203
tumblr probably

>>10056201
jojo here. I e-mailed the artist who offered to draw the art. They didn't respond yet. Daki-chan posted some pics last thread which will serve as a reference. The idea is to get a drawing of her like pic related

it probably will come out in a few weeks at very best I think

>>10056203
Nothing wrong with a slow lolita dominated board getting a little variety

>>10056172
I have. He's not even a bad drunk, he's just a sappy drunk, but watching him stumble around and act like an idiot is still really scary.

>>10056188
My parent also picked up smoking again for the first time in like 20 years when she got drunk. The smell gives me terrible feelings of anger. Also it just smells plain bad. How can anyone do that to themselves? I would go with him but I still want to try and work on my emotional baggage myself and trust him to just go and stick to a drink limit or something. I like to believe that, but he's a complete pushover and sucker for peer pressure and he honestly can't really stand up for himself.

I hope the death of Tumblr brings a revival of lolita blogs. I miss long-form lolita content, and am so sick of Instagram popularity contests and misused tags.

>>10056235
Only thing the death of tumblr is doing is sending pedophiles to Twitter in their droves

>comm has Christmas party
>give my person awesome gift, they’re happy
>doesn’t get my gift from my person because it has yet to ‘arrive’
>pretty sure the person that got me doesn’t like me and they’re moving away
>hasn’t bothered messaging me or anything of that nature
>tfw you’re probably not getting shit

> Tfw going through an unlucky financial streak
> Insurance messed up my auto pay and undercharged me so now instead of spending what I budgeted for, I have to pay the actual charge plus make up the difference, so it's $450 for three months
> Hours get cut at work
> Hedgehog has a tumor on his foot and can't put off getting it removed until I get my tax refund, that's another $300 but thankfully the little bastard is alive
> Hit a deer and need to get my car fixed, thankfully have full coverage since I'm still paying it off and went with the lower copay, but that's still $500 out of pocket
> Have a slight problem with using retail therapy when I'm stressed but am normally responsible enough to just not look
> Make the mistake of looking and see pic related
> It moves, it talks, it can connect to your smartphone, and I've never wanted anything more because the series creator made sure it was as perfect as any 1/8th scale model can be and they had the original voice actress come in and make sure it has a full vocabulary
> Tfw it's about $1,800 so there is no way I can justify buying it

>>10056236
Well they will be in good company

>Tfw no fellow cosplayer bf or gf to rub my feet after I’ve been walking around in stilettos all day

Man I just really love cosplay

All you gulls just wanna talk on this Anonymous imageboard but not in person. Some of you really need a good talking to.

>>10056344
>tfw no cosplay gf to help me with measurements since I’m stoopy

>>10056289
This is why you save money and don’t get exotic pets lol

>tfw no tall sweetheart artistically inclined lolita gf with similar tastes as me
I should stop scheming on a thing that's a mirage

>>10056379
Nayrt but with exotic pets YES you have to find a vet that takes exotics, but the care still tends to be cheaper than with cats or dogs (at least with exotic mammals, idk about reptiles and birds). Obviously this varies depending on where you live. But $300 isn’t too bad for treating a tumor imo. I’ve seen family members spend thousands to treat their dog’s tumor.
Hope things get better for you soon, and I hope your hedgie gets better >>10056289

>tfw slut
>tfw conventions make me super-slut
>tfw zero will power or self control
>tfw constant hysterical shame

Tfw have bf who says he loves you but he isnt very good at showing it so you feel anxious all the time and hes sick of you asking for reassurance but you feel like you arent wanted or needed by him because he wont tell you sweet things unless you ask for it

>>10056399
Uh are you an ugly slut?

>>10056404
I would say I am conventionally attractive

*Ba dum tish*

But no, I am not fat and pathetic

>>10056413
What anime girls are you willing to let me fuck you as?

>>10056414
the ones you would have the charms to actually seduce in their respective universes

>>10056416
What if they're just crazy and want to murder me?

>>10056401
My ex boyfriend was with me for 6 years and exactly this way. I was finally getting fed up and he dumped me and doesn't even feel bad about the way he treated me. I was a very good girlfriend who tried very hard for him. Dump him.

>>10056413
Well I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that just try to control yourself anon, beat of more

>>10056417
Would Chad let that stop him? Channel your inner Chad. I am crazy and have nearly murdered someone, you must be prepared out there anon.

>>10056418
Are you dating now?

>>10056422
>implying it'd stop me
>implying I don't want her to dismember me after she uses me and drains my balls

>>10056423
What do you mean? The breakup was about a month and a half ago, so I'm neither dating him or anyone else.

>>10056427
That’s what I meant, are you seeing anyone else. I’ve been awake for 24 hours working on this cosplay so I am very tired

no matter how much I try and play around and delude myself, I will NEVER be a woman

>>10056431
Tfw woman but will never have a penis to fuck other women

>>10056399
Well hey there sugar pie

>>10056434

I wish to ban all men from this board

>>10056435
Now that's just rude.

>>10056418
Shitty exs rarely feel bad about their actions, they typically either are too selfish to care about anyone else's feelings, jump through mental hoops to justify everything to themselves or hook up with an enabler.

>>10056442
What does a cosplay newfag gotta do to get a qt gf?

>>10056443
Let's start with "not desperately beg for one"

>>10056443
>>10056449

And lower your standards because if you don’t have a qt3.14 cosplay gf it’s because you’re ugly and/or an autistic sperg

>>10056449
>>10056451
You guys are rather bitter today, lighten up it’s a joke. What crawled up either of your asses

Good feels! I'm going to my first meetup tomorrow, and I'm so excited.

>>10056344
>Tfw want to be this BF but can't.

>>10056442
It's sad because he's actually really kind but super distant and cold in the last year. He said I wasn't mature enough and a bunch of other things and I would try to reach out to him and cry in person and maybe he did care in the moment but nothing came of it each time. I love him very much, I just wish he was a better boyfriend. Everyone I know is like, "He'll come crawling back within a few months!" And I'm always like "Haha I doubt it!"

>>10056239
Message them something along the lines of 'hey, hope you had a nice Christmas. Did you send my secret santa out yet? If not, you could give it to me at the next meet! Hope you're having a great christmas.'
Make it as saccharine as needed. Get your damn gift.

>>10056236
so basically twitter will be dead next
good...

>>10056401
>>10056418
Okay I have trapped myself in this too. I feel so dumb for always believing it's going to be better and give him a change after a change but I just love him so much. How the fuck do I convince myself I'm only going to regret staying for too long and he is not going to change? He is depressed but does absolutely nothing to it but claims his bad behaviour on it and refuses to get help. I feel like a fucking idiot because this isn't the first time I'm in a relationship like this. First time I'm this in love though...

>>10056399
>tfw not even sluts want to fuck with you
yes, I know /r9k/ post, also...
>tfw not sure if bait or not

>>10056452
>tfw it was only a joke
and you call us bitter

I don't know who's baiting who anymore

>>10056490
Well I didn't think I wanted to clash with an anon today but here we are

>>10056443
Real answer: take care of yourself, be a decent, somewhat interesting/passionate and likeable person, be able to open up to others and just put yourself out there really.

>>10056474
Mine is also depressed, and I have no doubt that it's a factor in his behavior. He's admitted it's a problem with him. I've been repeating "You cant force someone to care about you" for many weeks now. It makes me feel a little better because it reminds me that it's really out of my control and I can do better now. Just make sure you don't end up like me and let him make you feel like shit for so long that you feel completely undesirable

>>10056499
bring it

Just had a very bad day.
>went in to work as normal
>I'm 5 hours a day commute anon and I've already been on the verge of a crying breakdown all this week about how much I hate this fucking job
>2 pm comes, manager calls me for a "meeting", and I find out I'm the only one going
>I've been fired before and I know what's up, that dread sets in
>tells my my coworkers have said I'm "rude"
>I speak very directly, but polite, I tolerate people's bullshit, never judge them, always assume the best, generally don't get worked up about shit, don't take offense to anything they say, although they've been rude to me several times I've just ignored it
>among the offenses claimed against me, I said the system we use is lame (it is, it's convoluted hunk of shit that makes a task that should take 1 minute instead take 20) and I have asked for guides on how to navigate their approval ladder system (apparently saying that my last position had such a guide is "rude and offensive")
>I also mentioned my 60 year old coworker is "older" (specifically I said "hey x, since you're older than me you might know about y" related to how a certain job benefit works)
>apparently she took offense at this... I mean sky is blue water is wet, honey you're 60 fucking years old yes you're older than me, facts are offensive now, even though my tone was deferring to her as a parental figure with reference to her age, apparently it's offensive oh my god okay)
>anyway I can't tolerate being accused of shit like this or quarreling with people so I started crying in front of the manager and after our talk I told her I was leaving for the day
>I don't want to go back on monday, I know I'm not going to be able to convince myself to walk a single step out my door
>between the shittastic job and the hell commute and my super sensitive widdle crybaby tattle tale jealous cunt coworkers who never shut the fuck up about their ugly cats or kids or bullshit they're doing, I don't want to go
cont.

>>10056508
Don't cry when I spank that ass

>>10056509
>I'm actually in a bad financial position and really need the money
>last time I was out of work it took me a month to find another job
>my rent is high and I had a lot of unexpected expenses lately, dosh stash is getting low
>could pay 2 months of rent right now if I don't pay off whatever I put on my card (mainly bills, groceries, etc) without touching my investment portfolio ($5k in it)
>don't want to get into credit card debt
>been at this job less than 2 months, but I don't see what I can do, I thought about going postal and shooting all those insufferable cunts, if I go in I'll have a crying breakdown
>really need income right now to get back on my feet
However
>have been wanting to get out of my lease
>heard job loss is a possible way to get them to tear up your lease
I'll have to find the lease copy and read through it about that clause. If I can get out of this fucking lease I can get a cheap room rental and solve my financial issues. That's the only upside I'm seeing.
I don't know, I'm just upset and in shock right now. I hate corporate culture, I hate oversensitive cunts, I hate that god damned system, I hate the whole job, I don't even want to go back, but I'm thinking about the financial dent this is gonna put on my bank account.
Advice, third person perspective on this? Even if I force myself the 2.5 hours in on monday it's 50/50 if they fire me on the spot or not and I'd rather spare myself the time waste. to go or not to go?
I suppose I should ask my contractor who placed me here but I'm not delighted about her accusing me of having done wrong.
Should I just never fucking speak to normalfags at jobs? Should I pretend to be a deafmute? I hate this walking on eggshells culture with cunts that get offended at everything. They've said tons of offensive shit to me and I never ran to the manager.

Pass your best traps photos (if you see the penis better) +505 81850136

>>10056511
You immediately start job hunting. Keep going to work, cut contact with your co-workers unless it's in a professional context and hold your opinion on anything. As soon as you get and accept a job offer you quit on the spot unless you're legally obligated to provide a notice.

>>10056511
>They've said tons of offensive shit to me and I never ran to the manager.
And before someone asks, it's not like I keep a notebook of everything ver batim that I found offensive, I'm not petty, I let things go and forget about it. I can think of like one example right now and that was something the manager herself was in on saying "they need to help me "get a life" because I said I don't have a boyfriend and don't really go out on weekends."
So I don't know. I don't know. I wish I had a remote job so I won't have to deal with this god damned hell of PC culture bullcrap and normalfaggots.
Should I learn programming? If I start this weekend how soon can I be getting income? At least a few months if not a year or two right? I'm so fucking fucked. I hate this shit. There are some remote jobs in my field, I'm going to apply to every single one of them this weekend but I have slim hopes.
I just hate people so fucking much and I hate commutes and I hate everything and all I thought about on the way home was either going postal or committing suicide. I'm just so tired. Every time my situation starts looking better, I get a kick in the face like this and back down I go. I should just kill myself right? I should kill everyone else?
If normalfags don't want mass shootings maybe they shouldn't keep kicking people who are already on the ground.
Luckily that 60 year old cunt has type 2 diabetes so she'll die in agony quite soon.

>>10056514
Yes, I'm resigned that this weekend I'm going to be sending upwards of 100 applications for everything possible. But if I go in on monday after all, get told I'm fired after crawling all the way there, I'm afraid of what I might do. I'm really stressed and not okay and now this happened.

>>10056515
I know the feeling anon. I worked in a office job for about 2 years and felt my soul just leaving my body. Said fuck this, went back and got my old job in a grocery store back. I'm beginning to practice art so I can be good enough to work off of commission whilst learning a new degree in case that doesn't work out but I fucking refuse that corporate bullshit. If you're not one of the in-crowd you cannot make jokes, you cannot talk about yourself and you must be meek and agreeable at all times but everyone who is can be as offensive and concieted as they please with no retribution.

Fuck them.

If you want someone to talk to privately, I am available so drop a throwaway or something. It's obvious your going through fucking hell right now. I used to do 3-4 hours commutes but 5 hours a day is really taking the piss. I know how soul crushing it is.

>>10056511
Just read lease, job loss does not get me out of it. Early buy out is 2 months of rent in cash, so it's useless. Oh well.
Now to drag out my resume and update it... God modern life sucks. I should go Thoreau and build a fucking cabin innawoods.

>>10056515
What is your field anyway? I think what you really need to do is just get out of your own head for sec. Do something else to give your mind a rest and come up with a plan when you've gotten a hold of yourself

>>10056518
>. If you're not one of the in-crowd you cannot make jokes, you cannot talk about yourself and you must be meek and agreeable at all times but everyone who is can be as offensive and concieted as they please with no retribution.
I feel that feel. Thank you for the offer, I don't know what is to be said otherwise. It might be nice to have someone to talk to, I have no friends or family so venting on 4chan is the best I get. Drop a kik and I'll message you if you like.
iktf so bad. I used to be a bartender and it was pretty /comfy./ I was happier when I was dirt poor and working part time. I'd take mopping floors over this bullshit any day.
Normalfags should all die. I hate them, I hate them, I hate them so much.

>>10056523
desu if this is your attitude, no wonder people seem to be against you. While I know that it can be hard in an office setting when people don't seem to like you much, you coming here talking about killing people and hating everyone probably also comes across as a standoffish "me vs everyone" attitude, which is probably where all the vitriol is coming from anyway. You need to help yourself too.

>>10056511
>I thought about going postal and shooting all those insufferable cunts
Yes, you don't seem the least bit insufferable yourself, autismo

>>10056521
Accounting. It's 8 hours of hell until I feel like my eyes are bleeding, and it's all on a computer so the fact that I need to waste 5 hours a day commuting is just salt in the wound. There are a few positions opening up for remote work for it, but it's still like winning the lottery. I keep hearing within the next 5-10 years they're gonna be mostly remote but I just don't know, they also said we'd have flying cars by now. The work I do is endless bullshit.
I get ambitions to start a business or be an entrepreneur but it's all bullshit, you need connections and money and approval from normalfaggots to let you into the money flow, it's hopeless I think. All I see is a bunch of bullshit and these cunts making out like bandits off the bullshit, but the pie is out of my reach, held behind the "in group" and I'm the "have not."
If I could do the job from my laptop and not need a commute or to live in the high rent city it would be tolerable. It's like you're drowning and someone says, "just wait 5 years and maybe you'll get rescued from this hell."
>>10056528
Stop, you know I'm just upset right now. I'm very easy going normally, but when I get kicked in the face for not being part of the cool kids club, it stings. They can tell me I "need a life" and that's honkey-dory but referring to a coworker as being older than I (and therefore likely to know things about x) is a cardinal sin? Is that fair? Is that sensible?
My hate came second.

>>10056523
I've got no kik but

here's a Discord Crucy#0217

Throwaway instagram if you like their messaging system from_ilya_

Or email
[email protected]

>>10056531
>implying half the people on this site haven't thought about killing someone else or killing themselves before
Yes that's right anon. I'm glad you're morally superior to me.

>>10056507
>You cant force someone to care about you
Thanks for this anon. I have one abusive and one otherwise really bad relationship behind me so I really can't take this and I'm hurting so bad. You encourage me to write my feelings up in a long ass message to him (he has been playing for 14h now and had no change to talk to him) and suggested we think about the future of our relationship carefully because I can't see it going on as it is. I hope all turns good for us in the end and you will find someone who appreciates and cares for you anon.

>>10056534
Nothing to do with moral superiority but the way you sit here and talk about how much the ebul normalfags need to die just makes you look like a sperg

>>10056510
I’m used to it so I won’t cry anon

>>10056509
>>10056511
>>10056515
>>10056523
No offense but your attitude sounds pretty crappy and I'm sure that was the bigger reason people complained about you. I get you're here to vent but just looking at your default reactions to things already gives me major red flags.

I strongly recommend getting out of your head and try approaching the situation differently. What the other anon said about job hunting is a good start to get on the path you want to be on. I also think it's worth taking the complaints with a grain of salt as a starting point to think about how people receive your interaction.

>>10056536
Ah well
we're on 4chan after all
good for you, you got to insult me. do you feel better about yourself now?
>>10056533
you're probably just offering to be polite, i don't want to bother you. i'm getting drunk right now and soon i'll be wonderful.

>>10056545
>do you feel better about yourself now?
I do actually
t. anon who also works in an office who's into hentai monster rape and collecting anime figures but who also gets on with all of their coworkers and can pass for a normalfag

>>10056532
There should be plenty of demand for capable accountants. I'm not really the most knowledgeable person as far as this is concerned, but maybe look into working for smaller companies or ones that do something that actually interests you. I personally would stay away from the restaurant industry, because I've seen firsthand how inescapable it can be, but it sounds like you definitely have the credentials on paper to manage. As far as places to live, a prosperous small to mid-size city, like Charleston, SC or Charlottesville, VA might suit you a little better than the hustle-bustle of a major metropolitan area.

Can some gulls post their feet please

Can some fit lurkers post their arms please

In all seriousness, I just wanna stare at some cute coord inspo and get drunk on wine for the rest of the evening while I figure out my week of christmas outfits. No one's gonna be in the office next week so why the fuck not.

>>10056545
Not going to push you into something you don't want to do but if you feel like talking, it's there. Probably best to go through instagram or discord if you contact me at a later date.

>>10056552
Not for free.

I feel so awful because i just submitted some sloppy as fuck coursework. The crappy uni schedule is really taking it's toll on me. So many hours wasted doing what I don't want to do and rarely any time to have some time to breathe and think about myself. I have been in uni for 3 years repeating the is year twice and I finally scrapped my way to 2nd year and now I feel like I'm messing it all up. I hate my parents for threatening to kick me out of the house on to the street me go to uni instead of just letting me work a shit 9-5 job until i have my life together. I have no friends or couches to sleep on so living at home is my only option. I want to go to therapy but thanks to my uni schedule i can't find a good time slot. My parents only want me to have a degree so that they can flex on our relatives. I want to get a decent paying job so i can buy lolita and disappoint my parents further, but I have myself so much right now idgaf right now.

>>10056561
fuck i'm retarded, I can't even spell.

>>10056561
I know that some if not most universities offer some on campus counselling free for students.

>>10056552
give me your info and $100 and i'll send you any kind of feet pics you want anon

>>10056569
>implying your feet are worth $100

>>10056569
You better send some used socks my way for that price you little footslut

>tfw thigh high fetish
>girls don't wear thigh highs anymore

>>10056575
I wear thigh highs regularly, you just wouldn't know they're thigh highs because my dresses and bloomers hide them.

>>10056578
THEN WHAT'S THE POINT IF I CAN SEE WHERE THEY END?

>>10056580
can't*

I'm so angry I can't spell anymore.

>>10056580
The point is that I don't wear my thigh highs for you anon-kun.

>>10056583
YOU TEASING, LECHEROUS BROAD

>>10056585

>>10056575
>tfw all my lolita socks reach mid thigh

>>10056587
HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT

[nospoilers]Someone just post ZR already[/nospoilers]

>>10056548
I've had bad encounters with smaller companies (broken promises about hours to be given.) Businesses, even small businesses, are still businesses and are designed to generate profit. If that profit comes at your cost, that's that.
i have aesthetic reasons for liking large cities...
you're trying to help so thank you. there are a large number of jobs, it's just a matter of getting one that pays well, a lot of them want to underpay some cheap naive monkey straight out of school. i'll just have to look and apply to a ton of them and see what i can get
i don't wish to return there in any case so that's that, money can always be made and there's no point torturing myself for it, no point being with cunts who smile to my face and tell evil things to the manager behind my back, they can go to the devil, there's no shortage of other companies
>>10056547
great for you, go hotglue a fig with your cunt cummies
>>10056555
thank you trips goddess, i'm listening to jpop and getting drunk and I'm so wonderful right now

>>10056399
there really isn't anything wrong with that, as long as you use protection.

>>10056591
Talking to someone sounds like a better idea than using alcohol as a crutch.

>>10056149
I want a Finnish qt depressed gf that I can cheer up through my boundless optimism then marry and have 5+ kids with.

>tfw in such a good mood I find myself skipping around the house

>>10056153
I know this is hollow, but I genuinely hope everything turns out for you gull.
You succeeded before, you will succeed again.

>>10056572
i got used socks with sheep on them, used socks with pokemon on them, whatever you want anon. i'll even buy some sheer stockings just for you

>>10056570
that's just business honey. doesn't matter what they're worth, it's what people will pay :^)

>>10056600
Please refrain from posting my wife. Thanks

>>10056601
what's wrong anon-kun? could it be you're... craving my mcnuggies?

>>10056599
How often do you shower Anon

>>10056602
YAMETE

>>10056603
usually every other day, sometimes 2 if i haven't been sweaty/just sitting at home, but put in a request and i'll gladly do it

>>10056606
More importantly, will you declare this transaction as income?

>>10056608
the thot audit is a blessing, i don't expect to make 12k from this, but i'll write it off if you want me to, taxes are a good thing!

>>10056572
Anon, you could buy brand new socks for that price, or even new, brand socks. No need to go secondhand.

>>10056610
>taxes are a good thing!
>The bootlicker selling her socks to a literal bootlicker

Can't tell if this is poetic or ironic.

>tfw con tomorrow
>cosplay parts are still missing

>>10056612
Give me some recs on $100 socks

>>10056610
Oh, I'm not the poor sap buying them. I just wanted to make a tongue-in-cheek reference to a current event.

>>10056613
i’m just doing business baby

>>10056413
Marry me

>>10056616
understandable, have a good day

>>10056593
really i don't want to bother you
besides what people may think i'm a kind and thoughtful, gentle person
and alcohol is wonderful. i've made a ghetto concoction with homebrew iced green tea, gin, and lemon juice. it's pretty good.
gin is fantastic, you know? $15 for endless joy.

>>10056515
If you start learning programming right now and fully dedicated yourself to it you could get a job by end of January, chances are it won't pay that great.
I can get you an interview for a big name tech company if you want, just choose the position you're looking for.

daki lolita, if you're lurking, can you drop a throwaway e-mail? just wanna be sure you're over 18 before commissioning a daki art of you

>>10056515
>Should I learn programming? If I start this weekend how soon can I be getting income? At least a few months if not a year or two right? I'm so fucking fucked.
If you enjoy programming, it's definitely doable.

I wonder how many rich guys lurk cgl looking for vulnerable/poor gulls

anon who bought his sister a $400 BJD for christmas as a joke gift here

I got her today. I couldn't resist opening the package and I really, really don't want to give this to my sister anymore. Look at this fucking cutie.

>>10056633
HNNNGGGG THAT KITTY CAT SMILE

>>10056633
>>10056634
I'm glad you've discovered the beauty of small plastic daughters.

>>10056633
>Gulls would kill for this
>"Joke gift guys"
Kek

>>10056630
I'm 19 and here's my email:
[email protected]

>>10056627
>>10056630
i'm going to research it more and strongly consider it, though i may need a survival job in the meantime. tfw high rent and tons of debt and bills.
i gotta do something else, i can't work jobs like this much longer, and the pay i'm getting is garbage and there isn't much upshot from here, even senior positions in this like top out at 70-80k for 10+ years xp for like 50-60 hr a week stressful mindnumbing bullshit, i got to do something else with my life.
>>10056632
take me take me, i have a vagina, sugar daddy pls gibs monies. and probably not. 90% of richfags on 4chinz were cryptofags who are now btfo. there's a few engies or dev guys, or trust fund kiddos, but otherwise most of the site is neet or poorfag. muh 300k starting math phd and such
also tfw dinner is bread and butter because no food. also gin, lovely gin

>>10056633
anon pls drop a throwaway i must speak with you about yr adorable cat girl

>>10056645
Don't write off traditional labor jobs. In my first year as a letter carrier I've made over 50k and got some sweet ass legs. It's also very isolated and allows me to listen to podcasts and audiobooks all day.

>>10056645
what brand of gin anon

>>10056637
It's just this really weird sensation. I just want to take lots and lots of pictures of her. A weird sense of pride but not pride? I'm scared to strip off her top skirt less I damage something. Took me like 5 minutes to retie her boot.

I wish I had more hands for her to pose with.

>>10056638
If you take my sister you can have the doll too.

>>10056651
[email protected]

nani

>>10056645
>i'm going to research it more and strongly consider it
Just saying, it's pretty hard to learn programming while working full time outside IT. So, just make sure it's something you'd do in a free day if you could.

Also, pic related. It's going to get better, take your time and you'll get your shit together.

>>10056456
Congrats anon!! First meets are always really exciting.

>>10056655
Congrats on finding a new massive drain on your wallet. I added one of pic related to one of my gunpla orders for the hell of it, now I've got 5 of them hanging around my desk and another couple on the way.

How tall is she?
Also sage for offtopic I guess.

>>10056653
bottom shelf i guess, seagrams, it was the cheapest and i'ts wonderful
>>10056652
i can't drive
I've tarred roofs for money before and cleared brush off land and laid patios and painted cabinets, not like i never done labor before, but problem i can't drive and got a bad redord so can't get hired nothing needs driving, sorry drunk. so it's very bad. letter carrier sounds comfy and good for you, id' like it except the driving, but you don't have much salary growth you know. tha'ts the thing you carry 10 years you still get paid the same as the first other than inflation adjustments, it would get lousy
i'm going to learn programming and get a better fucking job, that combined with accounting and being sober will get me damned good money and I am going to get a fantastic salary and i'll make software that automates the shit out of this shit and put all those fucking cunts out of jobs and into the poorhouse, and i'll look down and laugh at them.
if i get 2 hours less sleep and/or 4chan a day i can study for 2 hours a day and i'll show them. i want to sit on a laptop in chiang mai and develop automation systems so these cunts will lose their jobs and i'll make great lots of money off it, i'll have to buy a team of mexicans armed with rakes just to rake in all this money, and I won't give those lousy cunts any alms from their cardboard box houses on skid row.
i'm real smart when i'm not drunk and i'm certainly autistic enough to be a great programmer

>>10056661
anon love yourself and buy yrself a bottle of hendricks or at least whatever trader joe's cheapest gin is. it's a real lolita gin

>>10056662
i drank burnettes in college so seagrams is already a large step up
that shit was vile
it was vile

>>10056645
I'm the richfag and dev guy you were talking to
Learn object design, polymorphism, data structures, a tiny bit of algorithm design, java, php, JavaScript (esp node), python. Come back when you have a firm grasp on about half of that and I'll give you a quick quiz to tell whether or not you're employable. The things I listed that aren't programming languages are way more important than the languages themselves. I'd recommend the first language you learn be python or java.
Be aware all male co-workers will thirst after you, however a lot are also rich yet awkward guys so you might enjoy that. Your autism should serve you alright. You also might be able to get on really really because a good number of companies do diversity hires. I have it but, y'know, do whatever you can to get ahead right?

>Why am I doing this
I have a soft spot for fledgling autist programmers

>>10056667
thank you for the checklist. I'd rather work with males anyway, women are insufferable and get catty with me, I just want to do my job and do it well. I'm much smarter than I sound and really I think I have a good nature for programming anyway. I'm going to work through those points you listed.
I've just gotta get a better job or I'm going to go crazy. Thank you very much!
I have no problem using pussy pass to get hired. I have an interest in being competent so what's the problem after all.

>tfw at a bar for a friends bday
>tfw i'm in lolita and everyone else is normie as fuck
>tfw already hit on by some weirdo 2 seconds after walking in the bar
w e w

>>10056678
To be honest if I were in a bar, I'd immediately gravitate to the lolita because I feel extremely uneasy in bars in general and the lolita could be someone I at least have some common interest/ground with so I can trust them more.

>>10056683
i wish there was someone here who like wanted to talk about goofy fashion stuff with me. It's not bad with my friend but her friends are normie college friends and i'm just a lolita lol

>>10056686
>realized i forgot to put my bloomers on

>>10056687
>forgot
You whore.

>tfw need a haircut but dread hairdresser trying to make conversation

>>10056690
>tfw male
>go to barber
>they can tell within a minute if I want to talk or not
>isn't offended that I don't want to talk
>20 minutes of silent haircutting
>pay him
>leave

just like the world should be

I can sort of understand with hairdressers if you're going to be spending literally hours with someone you at least want some conversation though.

>>10056588
Buy me my dream dresses and I’ll let you have all the pairs of socks I don’t use anymore and I’ll take pics of my squishy thighs wearing them.

>>10056678
I mean, you're at a bar in an eye-catching outfit. It's not like there's anything unreasonable about hitting on someone in that situation.

>>10056690
>not cutting your own hair
>paying precious monies to some retard normie middle school dropout to mutilate your hair
>not doing it yourself in the comfort of your own bathroom
You deserve the discomfort of forced conversation.
>>10056678
>walk out the door
>get hit on
men have been told it's a numbers game and if they just pathetically hit on 400,000 girls they will get a girlfriend by pure probability. this is retarded but also pervasive, so we have a situation where women get hit on by only the worst autistic low value retard scrubs ever to live. such it is.
but once men think they know something you can't dissuade them.

>>10056692
>don't use anymore

Are you trying to scam me? I want the three most recently worn pairs, unwashed.

Out of curiosity, what's your dream dress?

>>10056689
i know i feel great shame pls mana forgive me of my sins
>>10056695
right? it was annoying. he was some uggo "punk" boy with piercings

>>10056691
I'm also male and don't expect to spend longer than 20 minutes. Where do I find these silent hairdressers who aren't interested in my non-existent plans to go clubbing and get drunk on the weekend?

>>10056695
I mean, what else are guys meant to do? Or are you just upset you only get hit on by ugly guys?

>>10056697
Damn, not that anon but how much are you willing to pay for 3 pairs because I have some thigh highs lying around the house I can put on too.

>>10056701
Don't go to a hairdresser. Go to an actual barber. They will try to make some conversation but they quickly get the idea if you're not wanting to chat. Hairdressers are social people by nature so it's not entirely their fault but my experiences with barbers goes like this

>Hey mate, how you going?
>>Yeah I'm alright. Yourself?
>Pretty good. Plans today?
>>Not much.
>Sounds good.
And by that point from they can judge from my short responses and the way I've said things that 'oh hey, this guy just wants a haircut not a chat'

I feel like long periods of silence freak out women and they must absolutely fill in the silence for some reason. I've been in a barber where all 6 chairs were full, all 4 waiting seats were full and the only thing you could hear was the radio in the background because nobody gave a shit about talking.

>>10056695
I normally do get home and make small adjustments myself. Also, I'm not paying for this one; I am taking full advantage of their 'every sixth haircut is free' offer.

>>10056697
Deal. Lucky for you I’m a lazy fuck that only washes their socks once in a while (nasty as hell I’ll admit but my feet don’t stink) I only wear about maybe 10 out of the 40+ pairs I own. On second thought just give me cash.

>>10056708
>I’m a lazy fuck that only washes their socks once in a while
What the fuck. How many days would you wear the same pair without washing?

>>10056708
y-yeah totally nasty

>>10056690
>tfw girl
>go to barber
>sweet sweet silence the entire time except when they need my input
It’s as though hairdressers have decent social skills from meeting so many kinds of people every day!

>>10056706
I've been before. Exactly the same experience but for the fact they offered me 'free' beer, which I don't drink, and charged 50% more.

>>10056712
Two times maybe three. If my feet were stinky and sweaty I’d wash them often but they don’t for some reason. And I obviously don’t sell my socks to other lolitas, I just throw them away if they are worn out or if I don’t wear them at least a few times a year.

I'm going to try putting yogurt in my vagina wml
>>10056702
ask out girls they're actually compatible with and do it in a non-rushed non-autistic non-desperate way after speaking to them for a bit first in a non-creepy way
instead of rushing up to anyone with a vagina and dumping your pocket spaghetti on them
>>10056699
>piercings
into the trash it goes.

>>10056719
Why though? Socks don't exactly require much effort to throw in the wash with your other clothes.

>>10056718
Get a better barber. I hate these chain store barber shops that try to cash in on the hipsters/I-have-a-big-mean-beard-to-look-scary-but-I-hope-my-wife-is-enjoying-her-time-with-her-bull-while-I-look-after-her-son type of guys.

>We have a fully functioning coffee shop
>>Why?
>So you can have an $8 coffee while you wait
>>While I wait? I'm not going to be waiting anymore than 5 minutes and if I am you should inform me so I can come back later.

>We give you a free beer
>butwearegoingtohavetomarkupourpricesinsanelyhighbecauseturnsoutthatneedinganalcohollicenseisreallyexpensive so how about that FREE BEER? Pretty good? hmmm? HMMMM?

I just go to a local hole in the wall type of place that has three chairs and the 'counter' is a 4 planks of wood they nailed together.

>>10056708
desu i wear my socks 2-4x each and my stockings/pantyhose maybe 10-20x before washing
i do the sniff test though.
my shirts tend to get stinky before anything else, i don't know how to minimize my bo when i already wear good quality deodorant. it really bothers me because i try not to launder my clothes too much since it will wear out faster, so i'd rather wear stuff until it stinks and if it gets smelly after 1-2 wears it's no good. i always sniff test stuff before i wear it because it'll usually take it off and put it back on the shelf/rack on the assumption it's all good.
I possess clothing I've worn countless times and have never once washed. especially skirts. nothign to get stinky on skrits if you wear panties underneath right? and i don't know how to do drycleaning stuff so i just try not to get that kind of stuff drity/stinky. if laundry wasn't so complicated it wouldn't be as hard but i'll be damned paying money to wash some special snowflake outfit at a drycleaners.
i think socks are good for 2-4 wears unless you were jogging or something. just let them air out overnight and it's all good.

>>10056720
How do you know if you're compatible with a girl unless you approach them first? It literally is a numbers game. The more girls you approach the more likely you are to find one which is compatible.

>>10056720
piercings aren't even bad if they're done right and he just didn't cut it with his nasty double snake bites and fucking EYEBROW PIERCING. LIKE WHAT IS THIS 1998????? I know i'm an old school lolita but bro this is too much

>>10056721
I honestly don’t know. They are the only things out of all of my lolita clothing that I don’t wash regularly. I think admitting it is the push I needed to take better care of them. But I’ll leave a few aside for dirty thigh highs fetish-kun.

>>10056702
if this was a hot dude i'd still think it was creepy anon

>>10056728
An eyebrow piercing is literally the least bad piercing a guy can have. They're still bad though.

>>10056659
She's about 9 inches I would guess.

>>10056733
NAYRT
>(X) Doubt

>>10056736
all it reminds me of is the early 2000s when men still could barely dress themselves and looked like greasy skinny edgelords

>>10056720
Good luck, anon. Let us know how it goes.

>>10056736
nayrt but just in general, everyone looks bad with facial piercings especially guys.

>>10056739
jokes on you i'm gay so it's all creepy

>>10056727
How do you make friends? Do you approach every guy you meet on the street? Or do you wait until you're at a gathering where you know other people have the same interests as you and then try to strike a conversation?

Guys who would go for just anyone who looks nice are basically proving that they just think with their dicks rather than with their heads. Not a good trait.

>>10056748
That doesn't make it creepy, just undesired.

>>10056739
Not that anon but I’ve had conventionally attractive guys hit on me in really creepy ways and I either turned them down if it was safe enough to or make excuses to leave the fuck outta there.

>>10056751
Undesired attention is creepy.

>>10056754
Only once you've made it clear it's undesired.

>>10056743
Minute 5
feels good man, it's straight outta the fridge and so cool and refreshing.

>>10056756
I might have to give this a shot.

>>10056750
Jokes on you. I don't have friends because I avoid people like the plague.

Anon went to a bar, the general social code at a bar is that it is okay to approach strangers and strike conversation if you find them attractive. Yes, different rules apply on the street and in different situations. The guys who hit on girls at bars/clubs/etc are looking for girls who want to be hit on at bars/club/etc AKA searching for compatibility. If you go to a bar/club/etc expect to encounter these people rather than say that these people shouldn't be able to do what is socially normal at these places because you don't like it. You are the odd one out, not them. It's okay to call them creepy, weird and faggots because that's how you feel but that doesn't change that this is the social etiquette in that type of situation.

>>10056720
>I'm going to try putting yogurt in my vagina wml
For what purpose?

>>10056758
It's socially acceptable to strike a conversation with a stranger if they look interested in having one. Some people go to the bar just to chat with their friends. Other people just want to drink. It's kind of obvious when someone is interested in talking or not.

I swear, guys seem to be socially retarded most of the time. How do they miss such blatant non-verbal signals? Are they just lacking in childhood socialization and can't tell when someone's willing to engage? Do they just not care about disinterest signals from women? Because you guys seem to understand just fine when it comes to attention for and from other men.

>>10056763
>r if they look interested in having one
This is so subjective that it's moot. If you don't want the conversation just politely decline the advances rather than trying to force everyone into your utopian social code.

The frustration is understandable but you are going to a bar which is where the most social, outgoing and by in many ways the people who give the least amount of shit about anyone else go to, so they don't care if you seem interested or not.

Personally I've never hit on a girl in my life because I feel exactly the opposite. I feel like I would be annoying her, am I just picking up signals incorrectly, is she even sending signals, she's better than me, she probably already has a boyfriend, I don't want to ruin her time here, I don't want to humiliate myself. The only times I've gotten anything from girls was having them force themselves onto me because I can never tell the difference between being polite, friendly or interested until lips touch and I'd just rather not run the lottery trying my luck to figure out which one it is.

>>10056765
Better to err on the side of not interacting when in doubt, like you do. But most guys don't do that because 'it's a numbers game' and they just gotta get their dick wet.

Like yeah, it's inevitable that if you dress yourself up nicely, some random guy will assume you did it to attract them (rather than attract someone else or feel attractive yourself). Still annoying though. Telling someone that it's annoying when they do X isn't forcing anyone to do anything.

>>10056769
>Better to err on the side of not interacting when in doubt
It's really not. I do the same, and the result is I'm lonely as hell.

>>10056769
I disagree that most guys are like that. You're experiencing confirmation bias, you only notice the guys that do this sort of shit even though they are in fact a minority because you don't notice the guys who don't because they don't have your attention. Obviously if you go to a bar, guess what? There is going to be a much higher concentration of these sorts of people. For every one guy who hits on you, count every single guy who didn't. There's a lot.

>Telling someone that it's annoying when they do X isn't forcing anyone to do anything.
Don't take me so literally. But when you telling someone what they do is annoying you're implying that they should change what they're doing.

>>10056771
There are ways to combat loneliness other than having a gf/bf.

>>10056769
>some random guy will assume you did it to attract them

Why do girls do this? Like why do you add in personalised thoughts like this? Why do you think that he thought 'Oh she is really pretty, obviously she did it for me'. Like do you genuinely believe that? The thought process stops at we think you are pretty, only someone who is schizophrenic believes that you did it specifically for them if you have never met before. Men aren't nearly as arrogant as you think or you just hang out around arrogant people too much.

Obviously it's a different situation if you are talking with a classmate at uni and somehow it's brought up that the guy likes girls with ponytails and the next day the girl wears a ponytail. That is grounds for suspicion that she did it deliberately to attract his attention especially if she doesn't wear ponytails frequently or at all.

>>10056769
This whole conversation is reminding me of a lot of the negative sexually charged interactions I've had in which women were the ones coming after me. This semester I had all female professors and they were all obviously attracted to me. One of them even stared into my eyes with huge pupils, stroked my muscles, and invited me to her office. The heck is wrong with women? Why do I have to deal with this kind of crap?

>>10056598
Thanks for the support. It just feels really embarrassing and humiliating that I had all these expectations to do so well out of school and I was so excited, I told everyone I was going to be successful, I was going to move out of home to get away from my situation but just everything went wrong almost immediately since I had to leave home much faster than I originally intended and then having old classmates ask what I'm up to and I tell them and they ask 'Oh are you not done with your degree yet?" or they give me some patronising words about my job "We all go at differences paces."

Like I just want to curl up into ball and die of embarrassment. I feel so humiliated and it makes me feel like I'll never catch up and there's no point.

>>10056542
Jesus you nasty bitch.....

>>10056774
Eeeh, it’s because guys like to interject their opinion when it comes to women’s appearance. Like if there’s an ad for brightly colored lipstick running, there’s always that one guy will interject that he doesn’t like women who wear flashy makeup. If you flip it, it’s as though you’re enjoying a game of basketball and someone goes, “I don’t like this sport, I prefer men who play soccer.” Which is fine to have as an opinion, but what would be the point in conveying it? The only reason to express that opinion so randomly is if you think the other party actually cares about impressing you.

>>10056783
S-so what?

>>10056787
Thought you weren’t gonna cry you weeny

>>10056786
I can't fault that. I guess because men see makeup as a woman's means to be attractive to men. In our subconscious I guess we're trying to give you insight into how our minds work to help you be more attractive to men not just specifically that individual? I'm not entirely sure but I agree with you that that sort of behaviour is just annoying.

>depression / bpd has spiraled out of control
>can't hold down a job for long
>starting too do poorly at uni
>miss lolita

what do i do gulls? i have a loving bf and a few friends but i'm useless and miserable as shit .. should i an hero

>>10056786
One of those things is intrinsically related to looks and appearance. A better analogy would be an ad for beard trimmers and a woman commenting that she doesn't like men with beards, which wouldn't be out of place.

>>10056763
>if they look interested in having one
Literally how. I'm in the same boat as that other anon where I don't dare engage anybody because I'm 110% sure I'd be a nuisance but other people seem to converse without issue. How the fuck do you know somebody wants to talk to you (or anybody)?

>>10056796
get a high energy job it helped me out loads

Well that was unplayable. Not much Kohli could've done about that one.

>>10056796
People who have even one person caring for them wishing to die disappoint me gravely.

Disrespectful and selfish.

>>10056765
>Personally I've never hit on a girl in my life because I feel exactly the opposite. I feel like I would be annoying her, am I just picking up signals incorrectly, is she even sending signals, she's better than me, she probably already has a boyfriend, I don't want to ruin her time here, I don't want to humiliate myself. The only times I've gotten anything from girls was having them force themselves onto me because I can never tell the difference between being polite, friendly or interested until lips touch and I'd just rather not run the lottery trying my luck to figure out which one it is.

Ya a good person, Anon. Hope nice things happen to you in the future.

>>10056833
I also very incredibly bad for a lot of gulls here generalizing all men as just on the lookout for themselves and wanting to score at any cost.

This dude wrote something very considerate and I really feel for him.

Is there an asian gull here I have a question

>>10056837
What is it

>>10056838
are you asian

>>10056838
Would you give a brown cosplay boy a chance asking for a friend

>>10056839
No

>>10056840
I am dating a brown cosplay boy

>>10056839
yes

>meet today
>also first day of periods today
>mfw feel like giving a birth to the Satan himself
I have already taken two painkillers they had minimal effect. Also heavy flow is back so hopefully the restroom is decent.

>>10056840
Sorry no but the cosplay part is cool!

>>10056761
>>10056757
self medicating, yeast infection. it occurs i won't be able to tell the difference between discharge and the yogurt.

>>10056873
Perhaps not by sight.

>>10056879
...scent? of course, scent. also do you gulls ever think about the chemistry at work in your vagoo? on how to maintain that delicate pH dependent yeast-bacterial balance? it's a veritable chemistry playset down there. it's 2018 and girls aren't taught how to measure and manipulate their flora balances in their own bagoo.

I don't really fit a style within Lolita. I feel like I'm outside looking in, occasionally I'll visit one of the substyles but my usual outfits don't fit any of them. But at the same time they are definitely Lolita, not otome or any other style. I don't know what I'm fucking doing anymore

>>10056889
You don't have to fit a specific substyle though, it doesn't matter as long as you look good and feel good wearing it.

>>10056890
I get that but I still wish I had a substyle. It's a good way to bond with other people and group pictures with individual substyles are so cute

>>10056843
Thank you for the honesty

>>10056845
Good enough

If the Catherine OP had been black x black, I would've jumped on it immediately. However, because it's black x white, I'm a little hesitant... It doesn't help that the bodice already looks a tad short on Fanny and I'm taller than her.

Hmm...

>>10056910
Don’t want your ass showing

>>10056633
>>10056634
>>10056655
https://www.instagram.com/p/BoRhr4Cnx97/

>>10056149
Why is it one of the first things I see in this thread is, a bunch of gulls complaining about how they don't have boyfriends. You do realize being in relationship isn't that great right? It's draining and rough to deal with and most of the time not worth it. You know most guys are easy

I'm shitty job anon
>its ridiculous for me to cry about maybe getting fired from a job i fucking loathe anyway
>they are in the wrong, not me, there have been multiple instances of harassment and in-group exclusion and snobbery since I started
>fuck them
>I've written a very long letter to my manager because I wasn't able to express myself properly yesterday and that's unfair as the other coworkers had time to compose their statements ahead of time
>that manager cunt kept trying to twist my words around on me and was clearly malicious
>fuck them
>I'll get a better job
>I'm undecided about going in or not on monday, with that hell of a work schedule I'll be too tired to even apply for jobs when I get home
>it's better to quit than to be fired
>I do technically have enough money to survive a month of unemployment, it will just deplete my funds is all, but what is money for if not for my benefit and utility?
>my mental health is worth more than that shitty paycheck
>god I loathe that job and that commute and their shitty software and that cubicle hell
>again it's 50/50 whether they fire me after I take all the effort of going in, so what the fuck
I've just woken up and showered, I'm going to grab coffee and send a large pile of applications today.
Life is too short to torture yourself when you could be kawaii instead.

>>10056916
The dress in 110cm. It's impossible.

>>10056950
Welp gotta get the wins where you can take em. At least its a nice ass

>>10056941
>just found job opening with a group i'm on good terms with
>requires the exact niche experience I have, and pays $4/hour more than I currently make, with a 20 minute commute location
One door slams, another one opens. Looks like I win again.

>Started to lose interest in conventions
>It was getting to the point where I dreaded going to anything
>Completely stopped making costumes at all
>Decided on a whim to go to one nearby for a single day
>For the first time in a long time, I had fun at a con
>Actually socialized with people, went to panels and bought stuff in the artist's alley
>I feel the drive to work on cosplays again

I don't know what it was about this con. I thought it was because this was my first time, but I had gone to another for the first time and hated it earlier this. It might be because I went alone. I definitely want to go to the same convention next year.

>>10056962
Too bad you're still a sperg

>>10056977
I am indeed. And I'm a very moe and soon to be very well paid sperg. If I get this new job and pay raise I'm going to buy that pair of shoes I want in celebration. 4 an hour raise is an extra 160 a week or 8,000 a year.

>>10056979
Didn't read, autismo

>>10056575
>tfw side job is catering to thigh high and sock fetishists

>>10056981
>autist shaming
>on 4chan of all places
Your words have no power here.

>>10056991
>4chan

>>10056994
indeed, now begone thot

>>10056979
I hope it all works out and that you learn something from this experience.

>>10056996
excuse me it's 4chanNEL now

>>10056996
We're not on 4chan, newfag

>>10056999
The banner I'm staring at says otherwise.

>>10057000

>>10057001

>>10057003
>gookmoot is a lazy fuck who won't change the banners
What else is new

>>10057003
>being so autistic that you argue over what website we’re on

>>10057006
>autist shaming
>on 4channel of all places

>>10057008
>being so unnerved over it
yikes

>>10057006
>implying that's me
>implying you're not a dumb salty bitch trying to save face arguing over stupid shit
>implying you aren't the personification of AKSHULLY itself
>>10056997
Why thank you, kind sir. I watched a wonderful youtube channel with a kind oneesan who explains office politics bullshit for autists, and I see what I must do now.
I want Marie oneesan to be my mommy and give me head pats.
https://www.youtube.com/user/mariedubuque/videos

>>10057012
Yeah, different anon conspiracy-kun. Dial back your autism a bit.

>>10057012
I tried to listen to her. I can't. Why would you want this?

>>10057014
>autist shaming
>on a japanese weeaboo fashion subboard of a larger weeaboo discussion web bbs

>>10057017
>expecting anything informative or useful from a retard

>>10057018
>expecting anything less from this place
come on now

>>10057020
Are you calling the person from the videos a retard or anon here?

>>10057022
The anon

>>10057023
here doggo doggo dooogggggoooo

>>10057023
I don't think she's retarded. I think she's just poor at dealing with her emotions.

>>10056695
It is a numbers game though. Maybe you don't understand because you're a woman (or unattractive so don't get much attention), but there's too much competition to rely on just luck. Even being an attractive person, you'll most likely go for other attractive people and they'll most likely already be taken because they're cream of the crop. So you go after multiple to increase your odds.

Take note at how many incels are the type who fall for the oneitis meme, or who take rejection so hard that they give up trying because they fear the same results? The ones who end up being the /r9k/ cringelords are the ones who haven't succeeded enough. They think life is a Disney fairy tale where you'll find the one true love and everything will work out perfectly. Truth is, courting someone is as much luck as it is attraction (if they're worth it) because chances are if you have your eye on them, others do as well.

That aside, if you're going to argue against elementary level statistics, I don't really know what to say to you. Asking more people out puts you at a statistical advantage with a higher chance of success than just asking one person out. Denying this objective fact is enough to put you in my "too stupid to go past the first date" category where I'd ghost a dumb broad like you unless your ass was good enough for me to smash for a night or two before deleting your number.

Don't talk about the game if you only ever watch from the sidelines.

>>10057028
Fucking yikes man you didn’t have to end her like that

>>10057029
I thought it was pretty cringeworthy, personally, and I spent time arguing the same point.

>>10057024
>posting like you're on /b/ in 2008
Yikes and cringe

>>10057032
Gulls still think it’s hard to get a bf, it’s a joke honestly

>>10057036
Getting a bf is easy, finding someone bf-worthy is hard

>>10056833
They won't. Because he's a beta faggot who will be lonely due to his lack of attempts to get what he wants. The kind of guys that girls will encourage but not date. The "you're so sweet, but I like you as a friend" type of guy that girls think they want when they read on paper but realize they've no desire to be with in real life. He'll depend on luck to do all the work for him; and if he's in the right place at the right time it'll work out, but otherwise he's just going to be lonely until someone settles for him in his 30's when they need a safe person to father their children they made with other men

>>10057039
Do you not think it is the same for guys, you’d be surprised how many girls I’ve attempted to worth With only to realize they are terribly shallow humans. It’s a waste

Oh, great, another gender war.

>>10056938
I'm sorry for your shitty relationships, Anon. I've literally never felt this way about any of mine, and even when they end they're on good terms.

>>10057043
Sometimes I do wish for a cute gull to settle down with but all the time effort and, issues that come with it just feel like such a downer. I’m all for making relationships work I just wish most of the were worth it

>>10057042
Ummmm??? Excuse me? Gender does NOT exist, sweetie. I hate seeing this bullshit everywhere. When are we going to get out of the fucking bronze age and become an actually advanced civilization where we realize that the concepts behind gender simply don't fucking exist. They're all human made categories that have things arbitrarily assigned to them.

I keep lonelyposting on here but I just do it to myself. Im not terribly ugly, but my skin is so bad. I'm not completely insufferable to be around, but I am childish and annoying and too aggressive. A cute girl, or even a man, will never love me and I will never have anyone to explore the world with, share experiences with....

>>10057054
Well if you are a different ethnicity you could always find someone to fetish you

>>10057056
Nope... Plain white girl with nothing special. I just accept dying alone.

>>10057057
Sigh that’s unfortunate at least you can get laid if you really wanted to

>>10057054
Will you be my Usagi?

>>10057057
I’ll give you attention I guess

>>10057068
Thanks I apparently really need it >>10057066
I will if you validate my existence and pretend you like me
>>10057062
Oh. Forgot to mention. My body is weirdly proportioned and I have extreme touch aversion from some trauma so I can't even do that.

>>10057071
I’ll be your fake your fake bf if you just enjoy yourself and stop being a sad sack

>>10057071
Even if I was going to pretend I liked you I'd at least expect some platonic cuddling while watching Sailor Moon.

>>10057071
Also how weirdly proptioned?

>>10057075
True. Whining and having pity parties isn't an attractive quality. Maybe if I work on maturing... Nobody gets a good relationship by complaining all the time and putting themselves down. People don't want a relationship with someone so negative in worries it will just bring them down.

Anon, I think you may have just unlocked some sort of epiphany in me. Thank you.

>>10057081
I’m glad it was so easy to show you reason, do I miss out on having a fake gf though?

>>10057077
See the thing is, I'm mostly ok with that stuff if I initiate it, but say someone reaches out for a headpat, I immediately flinch and get ready to fight them. Its annoying for me and other people are just like wtf lol

Weirdly proportioned in skinny fatness. I really just need to work out more but my hips look too small is the most standout part. Lolita hides that thankfully.

>>10057085
pls drop a discord if you actually want a fake gf from cgl

>>10057089
Huh#3417

Neat a fake gf

>>10057028
I should just get a gf already this is getting tiresome

>tfw no fake cgl bf/gf

>>10057095
You can add too if you'd like >>10057092

>>10057071
>I want a bf
>Oh but don't touch me
Literally what's the point, then?

>>10056511
Where do you live and why do you have such a long commute?

>>10057096
Fuck off faggot, leave some for the rest of us

>>10057101
Anon, I want to be touched. You have no idea how much it sucks to be so touch starved and your retarded anxious body thinks it has to fight every person that touches it. It's a reflex

>>10056561
I know how you feel. I was forced to go to uni by my uneducated parents. If your in a decent program that you like it wouldn't seem so hard. Maybe you need to switch.

I know so many people that to usless degrees so they could easily please family. I also know alot of people that go usefull degrees but struggled at it for 7 years and still suck and cant find work.

>>10057104
Now that I we are friends on discord I’m gonna touch you all the time

>>10057054
We'll fix you up good with some accutane and I'll be your cute gf.

>>10057071
Work on yourself. I'm tired of seeing people complain about no significant other when they've huge hangups they can't deal with but expect their SO to. "I want a bf but can't be touched" fix that first.

>>10057049
Gender? In MY current year?

>>10057103
you shoulda hopped on before it was too late

Out of the blue, I got banned from Overwatch for "hacks"/"cheats" - even though I have never done any such thing. I'm sure you're thinking "yeah right you cheater, you're just mad you got caught! cry moar" but I SWEAR I'm innocent. I'm guessing it was a false positive from the keyboard software I use? https://github.com/SpoinkyNL/Artemis/wiki/Overwatch but all that does is make my keys light up which is not cheating (plus I've been using it for over a year). I've never cheated or hacked in an online game because I'm not a bastard. I appealed the ban but to no avail.
Probably not going to buy it again - I don't feel like giving Blizz another $40 after such a shitty ending, and not knowing what triggered the ban I don't want to play Russian Roulette with a new account. Plus I lost two years of skins and all..

It fucking sucks! I hate it! I really am fond of the characters and artstyle. I even wanted to cosplay OW someday. But now - even just looking at the poster on my wall makes me feel sick. And knowing how popular it is, I'm going to be seeing a ton of cosplay and merch at every con I go to for YEARS, and it's gonna be a real kick in the dick.

Guess I'll have to go back to TF2 now...

>>10057121
I'm ready anon. Will you wear cute clothes with me?

>>10057122
You're right. I realize now that if I work on myself and work to find some good qualities maybe I will be more attractive to others.

>>10057144
Glad you're taking it to heart despite how blunt I was. I really do hope the best for you and want you to work on yourself. You'll find someone, but you want to make sure that when you do, you won't be forcing an unnecessary burden on them and you'll love yourself enough to not feel like you NEED them.

>friends drag me to a con because I've been pretty lonely and avoiding people lately
>begrudgingly go
>get there and wander off on my own
>go outside and there's a couple of lolitas sitting on a bench drinking coffee
>cute super cute petite grill smoking a cig which gets me rock hard for some reason
>approach, start chatting them up while trying to flirt with the smoking lolita-chan
>she's pretty playful, get her number and she invites me to her room later that night
>fuck around the rest of the con until it's time to go see cancer-chan
>knock on the door, she answers wearing nothing but but a petticoat and some garfield nipple pasties
>garfield also happens to get me rock hard
>dive right in, pull those frills down and start sucking on her feminine penis
>I tickle her glans with my beard until she nuts in my facial hair
>stand up and rip those pasties off (but I saved them because I needed some new garfield stickers)
>she puts on ESPN and then starts riding me raw which is fine sine the gonorrhea has left me infertile so i can't knock her up anyway
>cum in her boipuss and then cuddle on the bed
>out of the blue she says she's actually a man
>wtf, nope out of there but I wipe my dick on his pillow first
>have to catch a greyhound because my friends already left and they were my ride back
>cry like a bitch the whole way home, never been betrayed before like that in my life

i can't even gulls, my heart is broke, I thought she was the one.

>>10057160
>I thought she was the one.
*he

>>10057160
Never date a gull lads not even once

Well gulls I've decided it's time I finally kill myself. See ya on the flip side ladies. I'm offing myself in a bodyline dress with a note to my family on the counter.

>>10057143
>caring about rgb so much you use software that's known to trigger anti-viruses and anti-cheats just to get more rgb
>being surprised and angry when you end up banned for it
The absolute state of gamers holy shit I'm laughing

>>10057190
>>>/g/

>>10057144
I'm a lolita so yeah, we can wear cute clothes

>>10057188
Don't do it. Think about all the brand you'll never get to wear

Happy people are so annoying. Doing their dumb stuff not realizing the real grief of life.

>>10056561
Stories like these are why I'm so greatful my immigrant family let me have a job and study. No mistake I'm behind in my studies I don't take as much classes as I need and compares to everyone else I'm a little behind in their eyes. But godamn do I fucking hate academia. I work full time as a baker and I make more money than some of my uni peers mostly because I have consistent hours.

>coming down 12 hours after taking LSD
>lying in bed trying to sleep
>realizing how much your body hurts
>realizing how lonely you are
>realizing you have to go on living life like this not like how good you felt 6 hours ago

A part of me wants to date a gull the other part wants nothing to do with them yikes what a conundrum

I'm getting drunk because I'm sad. It's for a silly and stupid reason that I'm sad. It's like a six degrees of Kevin Bacon kind of sad. I'm sad because something good ended a year ago today.

>>10057223
Take it with me next time

>>10057245
are you a qt?

>Re-read the form for secret santa after I sent my gift
>realize they only said yes to handmade as long as it's not the main item
>it is the main item
>fuck
>and all of the items except tea
>fuck
Blacklist imminent

>>10057285
Hopefully it's good enough that they won't be able to tell. Unless you told them in which case you're both retarded and fucked.

>>10057285
Is it nice though? If it is, I doubt they'll mind. I personally just love getting cute and silly things from gulls no matter what they are.

>>10057295
I mean, it's just obvious that it is, because something that cool and niche doesn't exist otherwise. Also left her my business card, so, welp.

>>10057301
I'd be thrilled to get it desu. It's fanmerch of her favourite thing, and some accessories that suit her personal style. She wasn't a lolita, and I tried to reach out to her a couple times in the thread to get more details about what characters she liked or figures she had, because she said she was a collector. I didn't wanna risk doubles of anything, so I decided to make her something she'd like that was in my wheelhouse.

I think it was the lowest tier, but I put I would put the worth of my work sent combined at at least $60

I'm just worried that some people have the perception that handmade stuff is worthless garbo and she'll hate it because it's not Sephora makeup or something.

>>10057313
Don't beat yourself up over it anon. You seem to have put a lot of thought and effort into this which I'm sure they'll appreciate.

>>10057315
Thanks anon.

>>10057143
Welcome back. We kept your lucksman warm for you.

Went to check out a Sanrio community on pillowfort. Said it was unfriendly to DDLG and then instantly followed it up with CGL. Guess the misconception is alive and well.

>>10057313
I know how you feel. I was really worried about getting the right gifts since I was matched with a lolita. I found stuff that I thought was great. Only to relize after I shipped that I was sending someone in a warm climate warm weather accessories.

Hopefully things work out for you and your match.

>>10057395
Oh, just so you know that CGL is also a DDLG term, and they probably don't mean this place. I think it means caregiver/little
(I found this out the hard way by thinking I'd search up some /cgl/ hashtags)

>>10056701
>>10056706
>>10056691
>>10056690
Hairdresser chirping in; I don't do it anymore largely for the reason I'm going to tell you... hairdressers aren't 'social people'. We're paid for our ability to speak, and the pressure to make conversation is insane in that industry. They're talking up a storm to you because they're absolutely terrified you're not going to come back to see them if they can't get you to talk. That's how the job is. Our ability to converse is going to make or break the job, actual skill is second. If you can't make conversation, 80% of your customers aren't going to come back to see you even if you gave them the best haircut in the world. In fact, regarding men, many who see hairdressers return, and tip, based on if the hairdresser is flirtatious. They aren't doing it because they're 'social'. They're talking you up because they're worried you won't come back otherwise. They're worried you won't tip either.

That being said, bring a book, magazine, or laptop with you to get your hair done. Before you start, say something like, "Ah, I'm going to try and get some work done," or, "I'm trying to get my book finished." Usually, a hairdresser will understand this means that you don't like speaking. It tells them, "I will not hold it against you if you do not make conversation with me."

i want to do a pretty make-up look since i never try new looks anymore, and i want to post it to instagram and get attention and feel good but it's 1am and i'm too lazy to even get up

where can i find better motivation gulls - and to mention, i'm taking b12 shots every 2 weeks and sublinguals daily due to very low b12 in my body, aka energy. so it might also be because of that

>>10057425
That is just so damn dumb.

The one thing I absolutely hate about all customer service based industries is that they all think they have to super duper social and engaging and upbeat and talkative and all this unnecessary garbage which turns off introverts completely. There are stores which I avoid completely even though I like what they sell because the people there are way too talkative and it stresses me out.

I think it's because introverts are the type of people who obviously keep to themselves and don't regularly express their opinions, so the opinion of "Some people don't like it when you talk to them." never reaches the top brass.

Whereas extroverts are the people on this planet who thinks other people do and should give a shit about their opinion and so all the extroverts complain "WAHH I WANT MORE TALKATIVE STAFF." and that's all the people at the top end hear, so then they force that garbage down everyone's throats.

>>10057532
It's not an introvert/extrovert thing, it's a cultural thing. Like how Americans think waiters need to walk up to diners and ask if everything's fine every few minutes like an insecure boyfriend, while other countries understand that customers don't want someone hovering around while they eat and that if they want anything, they'll ask or signal.

>>10057547
It's a culture of extroversion. It pisses me off. I just want to be able to walk around and do what I want do in absolute peace. I would like to be able to access help if I need it but I don't want to be constantly hassled or if I am hassled it's about something very important but all brands think that everything relating to their brand and their store is a royal decree so.

Reminds of a few months I was in a clothing store, I just wanted a particular brand of shirt that I knew this store had
>walk in
>>HEEYYYY HOW'S IT GOING?
>Good thank you.
>walk to the direction I need to go
>woman keeps following me trying to engage
>>SOOOOO UP TO ANYTHING TODAY?
>Not really.
>I find the area I need to be in
>>COOOOLLLLL. DO YOU NEED ANY HELP FINDING ANYTHING?
>No thank you.
>Begin to browse properly
>>NO WORRIES, JUST LET ME KNOW IF YOU NEED HELP.
>Thank you.
>I can actually browse in peace but I can still fucking see her just waiting near me
>Move onto another rack
>>HEEEEYYYY JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THESE ARE ON SALE FOR $X. DID YOU WANT ME TO SET-UP A CHANGING ROOM?
>No thank you.
>She keeps hovering around me
>>I SEE YOU'RE GOING FOR A CERTAIN STYLE, HOW ABOUT TRYING THESSEEEEEE?
>No thank you.
>I eventually got way too stressed, annoyed and anxious about this girl constantly watching and evaluating everything I was doing and interrupting my thoughts that I just fucking walked out and ordered it online

Like bitch, I know more about fucking fashion than you and I know what I want, leave me the fuck alone. Like it was so fucking painful and that store has lost my sales forever because of their fucking stupid customer service policy. I know it's not her fault and she's just a pawn but I bet she and her superiors bet that she was giving first rate customer service and I'm just picky and impossible to please. I would have spent over $300 in that store if they had just left me alone and not nearly given me a panic attack. Is it not obvious I don't want to talk?

New thread: >>10057558

>>10057425
There's no tipping where I live, so that's not the issue, though I'm sure they're still expected to be friendly to encourage repeat custom. I'd feel rude taking a book or similar, and I'm not sure how it would work given they're often adjusting your head so they can cut. Do many people do this?

>>10057432
lol wut?

>>10056471
The downside is this was their last meet and they’re leaving the state. Pretty sure I ain’t getting shit

>>10057532
They're definitely aware that some do not, but that's certainly does get lost in the amount of customers who expect, well, therapy service when they get their hair done. I'd actually get yelled at by my managers for not being talkative enough because it's 'losing potential clientele." I even had one manager, regarding men, tell me to wear lower cut tops to 'show off the girls if you're bad at flirting'. I've worked at upscale salons though so the pressure is worse the more 'service-oriented' the salon happens to be. It's really dumb. I was nice. I just was more focused on making sure someone's hair looked good versus asking them every detail about their life, and that was 'bad'. It made me sad.

>>10057564
Yeah, they're still seeking to draw in those repeat clientele. The tipping thing kind of sucks because, in my state, managers can reduce tips from paychecks down to 2.15 an hour in the hairdressing industry. So, the management pressures us to make tips because it saves them money. >>10057564
Oh, it's not rude. You can still adjust your head and all that. Generally, if you do bring in a book, we just assume you're not much of a talker, and it's okay not to talk to you.

>>10057551
Clothing stores are different then hairdressers, and I've worked in that industry too. It's true they're required to give you greeting, and can get fired if the management doesn't hear that greeting. However, hovering like that in a retail outlet means one thing: they think you're a thief, especially if you're browsing a higher price store. Trust me, they don't do that to the 40 year old women unless asked. Like you said though, they just lost a 300 dollar sale trying to deter what they thought might be a shoplifter.

>>10056655
it looks like it's worth 5 dollars

>>10057040
>this is you minus the beta part
I know nobody would believe that on here but I'm a bit of a self aware passionate romantic sweetheart type (cringe I know) but seriously and I feel like nobody like this wins. I'm not doing it for brownie points, it's just the way I am and was raised, to be respectful and stuff. I agree with all of the other anons points about not approaching out of fear of inconveniencing but also agree with this anon's bitter truth. After a bad breakup I'm definitely closer to that category of guys thinking women don't really want to be treated in the ways they literally say they would like to be. I'm probably more in the give up stage anyways, feeling like there's a lack of trust/lack of people wanting a more committed relationship. Wow and thus concludes the most bloggy gross post I've made in years. I really wish I could be proven wrong in the future though.

>>10056153
Fellow sad cunt here (nearly reformed). If you are still at uni see if they have therapy resources for you to use. If not then try to go see a therapist in network or something. Find one that can do cognitive behavioral therapy. All if the issues you brought up can be caused by growing up in an unstable and abusive home, its something you will have to confront to get past. Life can get better, or at least easier to manage. Trust me, I know from experience.

I believe in you, and hopefully you someday you will too.

>>10056399
Don't take this the wrong way but you might be histrionic or borderline. That stuff can cause serious emotional turmoil for everyone involved. Go see a specialist and talk to them about it. Therapy can help. At the very least it can give you the tools to better regulate your emotions so you aren't throwing around into the extreme ends every time something happens.

>>10056511
I was in the same boat not to long ago. A job I had for 6 years slowly got shittier and shittier. A job I once loved I ended up dreading. Management went to shit and the patient's ran the mad house sort of situation. Harassment everywhere, horrific level of favoritism. I didn't leave because I was so stressed about being able to find another job that paid well so I could pay rent and bills.

It came to a head when another coworker was openly harassing me in front of a manager and when I asked the manager what they were going to do about it, they walked away. I just snapped, I walked right up to the director and told them I was quitting effective immediately. They were honestly shocked and asked why, I told them to look at the year's worth of reports I've had to file and ask that question again, then I walked out the door.

I broke down in my car, I had no idea what I was going to do. If I was going to be able to keep my apartment. But after the initial shock, when you realize you NEVER have to deal with that shit again it feels like all that negative emotional lead and sludge just leaves your body. You feel free.

You have to let go of the fact that you may not get the perfect replacement job right away, it may take some time. I went to a temp agency that specializes in my field of work while I searched. They can generally get close to your former pay grade and it lets you network. I ended up finding my new job that way. Also try to find something that doesn't have such a rough commute. If you don't have time to enjoy life outside of work it makes work feel like a prison.

Also, because I know people are going to bitch, It was serious harassment. From multiple people (but it started with one guy). I was called fat, ugly, stupid, had my work sabotaged, had reactive abuse put upon me, and had someone have people gang up on me by falsely telling them I had said negative things about them.

>>10056761
Unflavored, unsweetened yogurt has similar probiotic bacteria that would normally be found in the vagina. Its useful to use when you have a yeast infection to help things along or if you are on antibiotics so you can try to keep from getting a yeast infection.

You can douche with it, just don't wash it out afterwards. You vagina will naturally wash it out after a short period. Or you can soak a tampon in it overnight and insert the tampon. It doesn't smell and is very soothing.

>>10056796
Go to therapy

>>10057532
Pretty much this. Dysfunctional extroverts at the top do not realize that introverts exist, and most people do not like overtly aggressive sales tactics. So they make employee policies based off of their social and communication style alone. Then FORCE everyone to use it because if you are not doing this to absolutely everyone and hitting inflated sales quotas then its you that's the problem.

Its like the companies that make that stupid 3 no rule, where employees have to ask someone if they want something 3 times and get denied 3 times before they stop. All this does it annoy people. If someone wanted it they would say yes the first time. But then the company turns around and punishes the employees when their shitty polices don't work and the employees aren't hitting the quota's. Happens at M.A.C, gamestop, and several other retail stores.