>>10045879
iktf
>promised self I wouldn't commit suicide...at 11
>godawful childhood, abusive parents, social isolation, most schoolmates thought I was literally a mute because I never spoke to anyone
>extremely disfunctional by college age
>worked hard to build self from ground up so I could survive, no parents or friends to fall back on and born into poverty
>series of fuckups, poverty, job loss, failure to get a job, and other problems
>kept working on self
>massive confidence gains, improved self all around, wouldn't even believe I'm the same person
>now a bloomer and only mildly want to kms every second of the day
>down to goal weight and maintaining, if not still losing because I hardly eat
>long since deleted all social media, am a ghost by choice
Sink or swim.
>>10045878
>worthless
shoo, shoo, back to /incel/ you go