>>10038506
What would constitute romantic feelings?
Everything else I can throw out the window because of her personality. I also have a thing for girls who are just as if not more damaged than me. It makes me feel less alone and like someone understands. Don't get me wrong, if it were anyone else I'd be disgusted by the drugs, by her sleeping around for money, by the idea of open relationships and wouldn't even consider an LDR.
But there is something about her that makes me not care or even makes those things attractive. I also see her as a way out of my current life which I hate. I am bored, lonely, hate everyone, I hate the country I live in, I hate the girls here, I hate the person I am here, I have no friends, I have a very small amount of family that I speak to (literally just my mother). I just want to do heroin with her and live a lovely life with her melting into each other.