/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw no bf to cosplay as my Saint Seiya husbandos for me

>>9693051
Can I stay if I pretend to be a girl by genderswapping all people in my story?
As an INFP guy I'm right at home here.

mfw I, for some reason cannot make my own threads due to a ban commenced and ending in August 2013, when I wasn't even living at this IP address, and I have no idea how the fuck to get around it. All I want to do is start a new ita thread !!!

>>9693062
I'd also like to add, that I also hadn't ever been on 4chan, let alone CGL until last year.

>>9693063
My phone's IP was banned for three days for doxxing someone in /b/ despite the fact that I've only visited that place once in April/May. These proxies are outta control.

>>9693054
>saint seiya
You a latina gull?

>>9693070
We moved in to this place November 2013, so dude before must have been an anon, otherwise I'm completely fucking clueless. The weird thing is, the ban was between some time in August 2013 and was meant to be removed in August 2013. I ain't got no idea whats going on, like i said, I'm kinda new haha

>a few weeks ago a number of bad things happen
>depression and anxiety strike back in full force, unable to cope with it
>cut contact to all people I was talking to at the time
>stop attending university
>essentially become a shut in NEET that just spends all day playing vidya and browsing /cgl/
>even then, lolita doesn't really make me feel anything anymore
>feel cripplingly lonely but feel like I don't have the right to since it was my fault for stopping to talk to people in the first place

I haven't felt this suicidal in years

There's this faggot at the Dunkin Donuts I buy donuts from. Everytime I pay for my donut, he repeats the amount of bill I pay him. For example, I pay with a $10 bill; he will then say, "I received $10". What is he trying to imply? Who the fuck does he think he is? Is he just being a prick because I wear Menhera?

>>9693072
Nope

>>9693086
>tfw
Let's be NEETs together

Tfw I finally got a petticoat that gives me the poof and shape I see most Lolita's getting with out peaking out at the bottom

>>9693087
He’s probably new. Some places force staff to do that but most think it’s stupid and don’t. He’ll stop eventually.

>>9693090
Odd, never hear anyone outside latinamerica like Saint Seiya.
You've got good tastem

>>9693095
I live in Europe, and it is (or at least was) pretty popular here !

>>9693095
It’s actually popular all around with the exception of America/Canada.

>>9693092
It feels so good when you finally can stop worrying about petticoats anon. Where you got it from?

>>9693087
In my country, you can get scammed if they don't do that. Like say you pay for a $35 item with a $50 and a $5. Some staff with put the money in the money box and give you $15 saying you only gave them $50 and then pocket the $5. By telling you the amount he's probably trying to prevent such incidents from occuring or ensuring his innocence.

When your lolita report card comes back, and you got a C- in Nipple Pinkness.

How do I improve this?

>>9693084
Do you have no fucking clue how ip addresses are assigned lmao?

>>9693095
>>9693096
I also live in Europe and I love it. Seiya was my first crush.

>>9693108
exactly. I have no idea man.

>>9693112
>Seiya
>not Shiryu

>>9693113
Did you change your ip? If you don't know how, i can help, but google is there too.

>>9693099
Classical puppets on Taobao,

>>9693115
>liking men with long hair

How about no

>>9693112
Mine were Hyoga and Milo !
>>9693115
Shiryu was defo the hottest tho

>>9693119
99% of Saints have long hair, that's why they are beautiful

>>9693118
I have an A-line from them, I love it too. Mine is so old that it’s starting to rip though...

>>9693056
only if you start taking hormones and become a cute girl anon-kun

>>9693119
I never read SS but I always thought Aries Mu looked super badass with his long pink hair and the giant horn shoulderpads

>eat doughnuts
>drink soda and beer
>pants barely stay up with a belt

>>9693119
>not liking men who look like Viking warriors

>>9693102
By letting me suck on them

gulls always make it sound like so many lolitas are gay, so why is it so difficult to find a gf?

>>9693171
Idk but almost every Lolita I've met irl has been a guy or a trans person

>>9693171
Just take up rugby if you want to meet lesbians

>>9693054
A friend of mine is planning an Aphrodite cosplay and I'm helping him out here and there.

>>9693175
but I want a sweet lolita gf that I can shower in gifts and dress up together with

>>9693174
where are you meeting those people exactly?

>>9693181
>sweet lolita gf

>>9693181
Cons, cgl groups, friend finder thread. Some of the people who claim to be girls on there have actually been trans or CDs but know guys aren't as accepted in this community so they lie

>>9693186
I'm sorry, I just really enjoy sweet lolita but only wear gothic myself, it'd just be really fun being able to buy the dresses for someone else and being able to enjoy them together like that

>>9693190
huh I see, I didn't know that was such a common thing

>want to cosplay Krieg
>small female
>pretty much exact wrong body type even if I gender bend
>going to cosplay marauder instead because fully covered, easier to hide hips and stickly arms

Slightly less related, I lost 10 lbs in the past week for no immediately apparent reason, and I'm not sure if I should be worried, or excited that I'll probably look better in a zentai. I did get on a new medication, but the medication is supposed to make me gain weight, not lose it.

>>9693070
>Tfw got banned for a post I didnt even make for a week months ago and I'm still salty about it
I dont even know what the post was about, it was some salty gull talking about some singer Ive never heard of in a thread I wasn't even in

>>9693174
Same here it honestly creeps me out

>tfw want to surprise gf with a full coord (would be her first)
>tfw find out the hard way that I know even less about lolita than I thought I knew
>literally thought a petticoat was a type of coat.
>can't figure out what colors work best
>slightly freaking out on the inside
>Afraid to ask cgl for spoon feed

>finally have a waifu who has merch and a fanbase and shit
I can finally make an itabag and it feels so fucking exciting and wonderful god fucking damn... I'm so tired of getting the hots for obscure weird characters that never have any merch and being too much of a shy autist to commission any. Fuck. I'm so happy.

>>9693218
Maybe try to buy a full set of a brand she likes.

>>9693178
Aphrodite is one of my fav ! I wish I could see the cosplay once its finished

>>9693218
you can ask me if you want.

>>9693218
>inb4 spoonfeeding
If you have the budget for new brand and your girlfriend likes BTSSB or AP, the US branches of the stores offer gift cards online. If you prefer to buy secondhand or not brand, figure out what style your girlfriend likes (sweet? classic? gothic?), what colors she likes, and then go the safe route, i.e. if she likes pink, get her a pink JSK, headbow and shoes, and a white blouse and socks. Maybe add a purse or a parasol too if you feel like it. Remember that neutral colors like black and white are generally considered "safe" and match most things.
It's not all you should know because not every white blouse matches every pink JSK, so I suggest reading a guide or two like http://thelolitaguidebook.tumblr.com/ or F Yeah Lolita on blogspot before you take the plunge. Good luck!

>>9693218
The problem is if we start helping you out when you least expect it we'll try to steal you away from her.

>tfw bf is a big guy

Went to a con cosplayed as a character with a white and red outfit. The con badge was also white and red. Feels good having a badge that actually blends in with the cosplay rather than sticking out badly/awkwardly.

>>9693261
>tfw no gf bigger than me to manhandle

>>9693051
>They're still here
You like the attention don't lie

>>9693261
For you

>>9693062
I got a ban once for evading a ban despite never being banned

>Prepeually angry
>Lost best friend
>Can't afford my rent anymore
>Have to sell majority of wardrobe to eat and not lose my apartment.
The good news is I really only wear this stupid shit with her anyway so getting rid of it all just makes sense. Half finished pair cosplay with her will never be finished so that stress is gone. Cannot wait for death. If I wasn't so goddamn angry all the time I woulent have these fucking problems.

>>9693299
I regularly get a ban message for posts on boards I've never visited. No good way for them to do it though, I just lurk here when I can't post

>Always prided myself on having banging body and animu tiddies
>However, due to animu tiddies, I find it difficult to find bras my size
>Find store that sells bras my size for cheap, so take a lot of measurements just to be sure of bra size
>I thought my three sizes were 36-22-36
>They are actually 33-22-35
>Unreasonably upset over this. Somehow, I don't feel like animu anymore
>Also, bra size calculators can't get their shit together. I currently use a 32DD which is a bit big in the band; calculators have said I am a 30G, 30F, 28G, 30C, 30D, and 32C
I am trash.Also the frick do I do.

>>9693331
Pls be my cowtit gf

>>9693332
33 inches of bust is nowhere near cowtit ;_;

>>9693335
It's cowtit enough for me, gull

>>9693331
You could go to a higher brand lingerie shop and ask for help figuring out your size, some do that. You'll probably be pushed into buying expensive bras but you mind find it worth it in the end.

>spend a lot of time crocheting doilies and knitting tea pot covers that will never see the light of day because spaghetti would fall out of my AP pockets at a tea party
>nobody to even give them to because lonelita garbage
end me

>>9693261
aaa Gamagoori is one of my husbandos
wish I had a wall-like bf who could handle my 180cm self

>>9693342
That's really fucking cute though. Can you post pics of your work? If you're really good you should consider selling it.

>>9693331
Chicken cutlets

>>9693311
Were I within reach, I'd give you a nice big hug. Since I'm not, I can suggest you take a walk through a nice pretty part of town, wear your favorite dress, and maybe give your mother a call.

>tfw discover one friend is polyamorous
>tfw discover two friends think non binary is totes real uwu and that a transboy wearing a dress and with long hair is totally still a boi!!
>new friend has began posting loads of pro black shit
Fucking cancer. I just want to see cute people sharing cute things not that shit. But it's too late to drop them now so i'll have to act unbothered. They're nice people but jfc, they're such libtards.

>>9693364
>anti-sjw lolita gf
This is the dream right here

>>9693364
polyamory is for sluts t b h, one of my ex friends is also into that and it's a huge red flag. She married a poor cuck last month yet goes around flirting with girls

>>9693051
Why are we still here?

>>9693261
>started going out with a cheerful, friendly, 190cm chubby guy
>going to help me do my first cosplay this year
>goes out with me in lolita
>asks me to be his girlfriend, I happily accept
>we finally end up having sex
>he takes off his pants
>WOAH THERE PAL LETS GO SLOWLY
He’s so nice and friendly, I would never guess it was that big??? I dunno why but I thought it would be different.

>>9693366
A-Are you also like me?
>danganronpa image
That's it, let's get together forever anon.
But seriously, the left is totally fine,it's good to progress,don't get me wrong! I think racism,sexism,...sucks and is untolerable. But that kind of bullshit drives me mad.

I recently blocked a lolita i liked who revealed herself to be a super annoying activist who whines about rape then shames anyone who thinks "i understand what they're in but we shouldn't allow more refugees..." and goes on and on about how religion (especially muslims) is totally no sexist.
I followed her to see cute outfits,and because she made cute crafts. Imagine my disappointment.

>>9693364
If you've been friends with them for awhile and its never come up before now then why does it matter?

>>9693370
Just to suffer?

>>9693364
>tfw friend became a fakeboi and does that 'kin' shit on tumblr where she acts like she's an incarnation of anime dudes from the yaoi shows she watches

>>9693372
>had a friend bring up the fact that she was raped, something I had no idea about previously, in a Facebook argument in an attempt to score points over a discussion about why I thought people getting triggered by the word 'frape' was idiotic
>looked her up years later
>they/them pronoun bullshit and her condescending to anyone who didn't conform to her precious worldviews

I'm definitely like you, gull. Let's get together

>>9693366
If only. I constantly feel like I have to tip toe around people when talking if I want to not be forever alone.

>>9693378
Oh god no. One of them became a fakeboi but it looks like she's finally understanding who she really is after two years. I don't judge I had a tumblr phase. Maybe she'll understand and if not, dump her. It's toxic to stay around people that are too deep into that.

>>9693376
The second anything political comes up they become unbearable (or sex, I even know one into ddlg but she threatened me to reveal things i thrusted her with if i kinkshamed her and if i dump her she'll probably do the same. She's also into "fat acceptance" and post countless vids about women with their cellulite hanging out and goes "how beautiful!")

I only have one friend who thinks like me (gays.lesbians,bis are A-ok,we both are lowkey attracted to other girls anyway,feminism is A-ok except that 3rd wave crap,... trans people are mentally ill but deserve help and respect in any case,...)

People like that are the reason why some comms are infested with sissies pretending to be "trans". It pains me to see what liberalism/progressivism has become (Muh son is genderfluid because he wears dresses and more makeup than instathots look at this precious angel,if you don't praise him you're close minded). Especially in lolita, back when I started in 2007 you could use"retarded" without someone jumping at your throat

>>9693342
make an etsy shop anon!

>>9693383
>tfw I finally found a bf who puts up with all of my hatred for SJW

>>9693398
I have more standards than just hating SJWs. I think I just want myself as a guy

>>9693129
I didn’t know this was r9k.

>>9693382
Haha I had something very similar happening, I hope this trend of political correctness will die soon.
>mfw this pic of Junko
Let's hate on SJWs together and hold hands

>>9693383
>tfw dyke
Finding other lesbians that dislike SJW shit is legitimately impossible, let alone one that also likes lolita.

>>9693407
Sounds like a plan, gull. I've got plenty more. Where you at?

>>9693410
Try my luck. Finding girlish guys who are into shitposting and being offensive

>>9693403
"/r9k/ with frills" is pretty accurate at times.

>>9693419
That's like 90% of guys on 4chan.

>>9693415
Yurope, you?

>>9693419
I already told someone earlier. Go to women's rugby if you're trying to fing lesbians

>>9693423
The nonfat ones are all gay.

>>9693427
Woops>>9693410

>>9693425
Yurope too. Drop an email

>>9693410
I know your pain, anon. I just want to meet someone who wants to be happy.

>>9693427
Yeah but they're probably all butch I want a cute girly gf to wear jfash with.

>>9693430
It's fine. I'm the same poster. I'm a straight lady who's not into lesbians, and has similar taste to most gay guys here.

>>9693390
>gays.lesbians,bis are A-ok,we both are lowkey attracted to other girls anyway,feminism is A-ok except that 3rd wave crap,... trans people are mentally ill but deserve help and respect in any case,...
That me, as well.
I don't feel comfortable with right wingers because I have moved around from country to country my whole life, and they say too much xenophobic shit. Even though I only ever immigrated legally (my parents are researchers, so they get scholarships, grants, visa sponsors, etc) I've had people say shit to me regardless.
However, that doesn't make me blind to things like the misogyny of Islam and such. I hate religion in general and it's no exception.

As for fakebois, I have friends like that too. But honestly I don't get it. Just do what you like??? What's the point of changing pronouns to something people won't use in real life? Just be what you want to be without elaborate excuses...

>>9693342
sign up to be a grinch santa in the secret santa! give beautiful doilies to other gulls
I know I'd love some.

>>9693410
Me!
I'm a lesbian and a lolita. But I'm autistically nervous around new girls/new people in general

>>9693433
Are you a boi or a gal?

>>9693452
Boi

>>9693460
>tfw gets ultra spaghetti when speaking to a boy or a cute grill
;_; idk man

>>9693463
We can take it slow~

>>9693464
>>>9693433
Keep going. It's getting interesting

>>9693464
A-Anon kun please be gentle with me

>>9693476
I will be, but you gotta drop that info first. Your hand ain't gonna hold itself

>>9693479
Chihiro is best grill

>>9693419
As in looks or behavior?

>>9693420
Eh, too many gulls with bfs around.

>>9693506
Mostly looks, but the behavior part could be because I've dated too many guys who try to be "manly," and its extremely of putting

>>9693190
If they are finished with the transition they are girls tho.

>>9693528
What about someone like me who has been told on at least two separate occasions I would have made a pretty girl, but has a naturally masculine disposition?

>>9693371
This is kinda cute, and goals in part. Specifically the part about a taller chubby guy. ^~^ my dream

>>9693541
I hear /a/ likes traps, but can't stand girl's personalities. You'd be perfect for them.

>qt gull isn't leaving her info
Such despair

These threads always make me sad, because I am an anti-sjw lolita and I am in the US. all the other anti-sjws are in Europe. It doesn't help that I live in a super liberal area

>>9693543
a-are you cute?

>>9693550
Join me in salting Burgerland!

>>9693547
Not with my shoulder:hip ratio

>>9693550
European here as well. People here are trying to be so liberal they take things too far.

>>9693555
I have no idea what thats supposed to mean

>>9693560
big shoulder tiny hips anon

>>9693561
How's that girl like?

Speaking of ideal partner combinations that are like fucking gold dust

>anti-sjw lolita gf who's dominant or at least willing to switch
I just want to not be dominant for once in my life

>>9693562
It's my hair, eyes, and face that are pretty

>>9693562
he meant his shoulders are too big and his hips too small /a/ won't like him

>>9693311
I have anger management issues too i try to control them but i always end breaking something or yelling so when im angry i lock myself or take a nap o i go for a walk

>>9693567
I was joking about /a/ liking him.

>tfw you randomly get banned from the /fa/ x /cgl/ discord
>tfw you never even talked in there
Well, okay. Rude.

>>9693554
That sounds like a good plan, anon!

>>9693558
I feel really horrible for some parts of Europe for that reason alone. A lot of liberals are batshit insane and it's clear that it's not helping anything at all... if anything, it's destroying certain countries from the inside. I wish more Americans could look past what they're being spoonfed and see that, because we're heading in that direction too.

I actually used to be more liberal, due to being raised in a VERY liberal part of the US, but as I started paying attention to the world and how fucking crazy people were being, my views shifted greatly.

>>9693574
they kicked all the inactive people, they didn't ban

I used to be a NEET that only found enjoyment in cosplay

Now I'm a NEET that finds enjoyment in nothing :)))

>>9693612
same anon

that only thing that brings me joy these days is the thought of getting killed or dying in an accident

>tfw I can't cosplay qt animu grills because I'm a guy

inb4 crossplay
Crossplay is for faggots.

>>9693528
How girly is your preference, like a trap or cuteboy or a regular guy with feminine features.

>>9693261
for you

>>9693550
Yeah I live in California. It's way bad.

>>9693738
Just north of you and I feel so bad for you. This state is weird as in a lot of it is red, but the main areas are all super crazy liberal insane. I'm sorry anon.

I'm at that point where I just kinda ignore all the liberal bullshit and do my own thing. As long as someone is open to having opposing viewpoints and willing to discuss them with an open mind, I don't mind. But the amount of times I have been YELLED at because someone disagrees is mindboggling. What happened to having mature conversations with people you don't necessarily agree with? I feel like I live in an area with a bunch of preschoolers throwing tantrums.

>>9693550
I'm in Canada and it's probably not as bad as Europe but it's pretty shitty here in terms of SJWs. Everyone is incredibly smug because we're 'so much more progressive than America' and basically spends all their time shitting on the US and ignoring all of our own issues.

>>9693758
Ah yeah Oregon is really hit or miss. I loved some of the smaller areas but Portland and the bigger places are awful.

I keep my views to myself. Tell everyone I don't do politics or don't care about X issue one way or another. Works well.

>>9693344
They ruined him for me when they added the bdsm shit to him, he was perfect before

>>9693248
Email sent!
Two-part because I'm dumb

>tfw no conservative anti-sjw gull gf to intentionally misgender Tumblrdykes with

Think of the times we'd have

>tfw Daddy won't give you any pretty princess points

>>9693171
im a gay lolita, why havent you found me yet?

>>9693796
Kys

When your friend wants to dress her baby boy up as Shimakaze.

>>9693837
Call CPS

>>9693662
Regular guy with feminine features. There's more to it than just facial features too. There's mannerism as well.

When you enter the impromptu farting contest at tea, and get disqualified for shitting.

>>9693845
Oh psh just move to a city in the US.
I thought you were looking for something more rare.

Feeling all flustered from talking about/daydreaming about military/camo lolita.

>>9693845
Oh psh just move to a city in the US.
I thought you were looking for something more rare.

Aren't those ppl on /soc/ or /Fa/ usually

>pay a fuckload to ship a bunch of cosplay pieces and merch across the country from a con
>trust them to not pack it like retards
>they put my EVA foam on the bottom and heavier merch on the top
>boots fucked up
>just filed a claim on the FedEx website
>could have bought a box and just checked it on the fucking plane for half the cost

I fucked up guys but hopefully I get my money back :(
pic related it's my flattened foam

>>9693221
underrated feel.

>>9693874
Dude, if you're shipping ANYTHING, ship hard case.
If you want your shit to be secure and you're flying with it, buy an ammunition case, fill it with foam and lock it with padlocks.

Just make sure you put a "firearm" in it (a $40 polymer receiver counts) - the TSA is not allowed to have access to luggage with firearms in them, so less chance of Shaniqua ruining your shit.

>>9693766
The day of the rake is coming

I can't fucking wait. I hate this shit hole. Trudeau and the smug brigade are the worst.

>>9693885
the box was fine, the way they packed it was not (they put all my heavy blizzcon merch on top my foam like dumbasses)

Seriously though it takes literally 10 seconds to say "woah maybe i should put this light shit on top"

Lessons for next time I suppose. IDK whether I'm more mad at myself for making such a rookie mistake or the bumblefucks at the Hilton FedEx who packed it like they had 50 extra chromosomes

Discovered my little sister's lewd cos-account.

>>9693889
Yeah, pack shit yourself, always.

If it's light shit, they'll pack it as tight as possible because they're charging per consignment and probably paying their contractors by pallet.

>>9693858
There's no way I'm going bf hunting on 4chan, let alone /soc/. And /fa/, is full of spoonfeeding

>>9693898
Is she hot?

Pls share.

>>9693092
>tfw no fluffy tail

i cant stop taking pictures into strangers windows, when i go walking just after dark when the lights come on but the curtains stay open. its like a high. i dont always take pictures inside because i feel terrible about it but i always stare into every lit window i pass. its so exhilarating.
>its like... a fetish without the sexual aspect i guess
>tfw im disgusted with myself, lolitas shouldnt act this way
>my dream is that everyone on earth but me disappears entirely. i spend the rest of my days in full coords breaking into houses and looking at the things people left behind -their clothes, photo albums, secrets
>imagine the excitement breaking into the house of another lolita. now that the creators of brands dont exist anymore the only way to get new brand is to take it out of other girls closets

/cgl/ should i kill myself?

>>9693906
Is minene's outfit from mirai nikki Lolita?
You can be like her and be like a bad guy lolita

>>9693910
ive never heard of mirai nikki before now, shes kinda ita imo but like, my personality is ita

>>9693847
When you deserve to get stuffed in a locker, but don't

>>9693345
desu i'm too shy right now but i might make a collage and post to the lifestyle thread when i work up the courage! i want to hear gull feedback eventually so please keep an eye out. selling isn't a bad idea, especially since it's a fun pastime for me so even if i lowballed myself it wouldn't feel like much of a loss

>>9693397
also a good idea! thank you! i think fun teapot cozies would be received well

>>9693447
thank you for your support anon! that's a good idea, but honestly i wouldn't want to disappoint anybody... i just kind of imagine a sad grinched anon opening their package to see doilies, and maybe feeling gypped. i could make some in an attempt to match their aesthetic/motifs they like, but even then...

I spend so much time daydreaming about having the perfect boyfriend who I can spoil and cherish, someone who reciprocates and loves me wearing lolita. Someone who wants to do our best and support each other equally in our goals, someone who is into self-improvement always.

I just want to be a cute lolita girlfriend to a smart, happy guy.

>>9693941
start hiking

I signed up for the secret santa because last year was great but I feel like my giftees are going to be disappointed. My $50+ listed only two brands for her interests in fashion. I found a great taobao JSK for her closet, and I plan on buying a bunch of brand accessories like she wished for, but I still think she'll be upset.

>>9693941
Depends. Are you ugly and look like a foot? Because it's a fashion that can make you look worse than your current ugliness

>>9693945
If she looks like a foot, there is always a fetish for that.

>>9693537
Nope nope nope nope.
Not the same at all.

>>9693945
I'd say I'm about a 6? I dunno, not overweight, not disfigured or gross. I take care of myself. I'm not super attractive like a model or anything, but I'm definitely not ugly. Probably close to the higher middle part of average. I think lolita enhances my looks, rather than makes me look worse. I get quite a few compliments from randoms when I am out in lolita and more normal fashion, if that's anything to go by.

Not really sure why You replied 'depends' to my post as I wasn't asking anything, just stating that I daydream a lot about something I desire.

>>9693364
>>9693366
>>9693367
>>9693376
>>9693378
Where are you people? How do I meet you? Are you the quiet ones????

>tfw no Arby's social media manager gf
Their marketing is crazy. How do they keep getting away with this

Got hit in the nuts at Jo-Anne's so costume may not be finished on time.

>>9693977
I love it. This is the kind of job I dream of having and being able to execute well.

>>9693902
She's my sister, creepy.

>>9693987
Everything about this post makes me hope you kill yourself

>>9694003
*teleports behind u

>>9694002
She's not my sister.
Post THOT.

>>9693987
Who hit you?

sometimes i feel so guilty like i should die. im 3 years recovered anorexic but i guess my brain is still sick inside. idk. i hate myself so much and have no trust for anyone around me because not a single person intervened to try to get me help when i was dying, eugenia cooney ass bitch with grey/yellow skin
but then again im fucking terrible and didnt deserve anyone caring to help. i feel guilty for thinking they shouldve
>tfw 2am pull an old bodyline out the back of my closet
>havent seen this shit in... 3 years
>turn it around and the shirring lacing is tied so closely that you cant see the panel in between
>TRIGGERED LE MEME FUCK I WANNA DIE

>>9694048
grats for recovering tho anon. semi related feel and kind of a question: do people with eating disorders always know they have a disorder?
>be me
>mysteriously dropped ~10 lbs (110-100)
>think, huh! i like how i look right now
>consciously eating a little less to maintain weight
>down to 95
>burando is baggy but hey at least i like my body
>ambivalent about losing even more, wouldn't mind being 90 lbs

i eat about half of what I used to, but it feels normal and i don't try to starve myself or anything... i just want other people's opinions so i can either continue or snap out of it if it actually is bad? 5'3 btw.

>>9694053
Is a lil concerning desu, but if you feel fine then I guess it's fine

>>9694053
i got sick years ago but thats sorta where i started off. when it first happens your brain hasnt really eaten itself yet and so things like paranoia over food perhaps havent started yet. i noticed when i was around 95 to 90lbs that i started to distrust food, i dont know what my actions were leading up to that point but from that point on i couldnt eat meals cooked by other people, i was constantly irritable, i started having safe foods around that time in the beginning too.
if you have any worries at all please just go to a fucking doctor. i cant describe the hell ive been through. at 70lbs i was afraid of water and hand cream
you lose who you are, i literally dont recognise the thoughts i had back then. i was an evil horrible bitch didnt trust a single other person in the world, lost all my hair and grew fur all over my body, constantly had huge bruises all over, according to my ex girlfriend my mouth always smelled like fermented fruit, this is what happens when your stomach eats itself, it fucking ferments. i exercised for hours a day and situps made my spine bruise. the worst pain is trying to sit on a chair or a bus seat, because the end of your spine, the coccyx or whatever, it will literaly hit the chair and it hurts so bad it can make you pass out from pain.

>hyeah anyway. theres nothing wrong with talking with a doctor. even ask a friend if they notice you doing weird things with food that maybe you didnt notice, like dissecting granola bars or taking weirdly tiny bites and chewing too long. when it happens its sudden and hard and nearly impossible to snap out of.

>>9694059
oh and im fucking stupid now that im recovered. it permanently fucked up my brain and i notice my brain struggling to put thoughts together even now, i used to be an english major on track for scholarships.
dont get me started on nerve damage

>>9694059
>>9694061
ouch... thanks for the wake up call anon. nobody seems to talk about the extent of the effects it can have.
(also as someone else who has a permanently fucked up brain you have my condolences. i had the shit beaten out of me right before i started college, used to be an honors student and now i feel like a stupid fuck)

anyway i'll sage but thanks again

This happened years ago but still bothers me.
>be at local con with my Riku cosplay from kh2
>meet up with a bunch of friends that came from afar, there are some people that I don't know
>start chatting with them, one girl is specialy friendly with me
>we were getting along realy well, we talked about games and anime
>little virgin me thought she liked me, it was rhe first time a girl was being so nice to me from the beginning.
>we all go to have lunch and rest for a while.
>I sit down and take off my wig because it was too tight
>she looks at me with a face so filled with dissapointment that it phisically hurt me.
>mfw she avoided me for the rest of the con
I mean, my hair looked like shit atm, but that is pretty normal if you are wearing a wig.

>>9693054
Seiya bronze armor in planning. And hope in a few years to do the god armor.
From EU

>>9693941
Please give me this, gull

>>9693976
I'm right here yo

>>9693941
You should stop daydreaming. It only leads to very high expectations. But even the best guys come with a catch.
Remember most guys are not into girly stuff and the ones that are have a lot going on.

>>9694095
I love the idea of bringing out a potential girlfriend on cute lunch or dinner dates while she wears lolita or helping her with coords. Always makes me sad to read gull feels about how their boyfriends don't like the fashion or feel embarrassed to be seen in public while she wears it. ;_;

>>9694095
>Remember most guys are not into girly stuff and the ones that are have a lot going on.

Anon, that's a generalization, my bf is who got me into lolita, he taught me all I know about the fashion and browsed cgl for a long time. He is a lot into cute and "girly" stuff and he is really sweet.

The fact that you don't know any doesn't mean that there are not normal guys who are into this kind of stuff.

Been feeling swamped by life,
Working fulltime.
Planning cosplays for next year.
Trying to make cosplays for the last part of the year.
Having slight panic attack to plan all the cons i want to attend.
Trying to keep myself healthy and sane.
Feeling that I am loosing friends.

>>9694104
Yeah but we don't know how you look, your personality or your work. So maybe being nice to your lolita gf is the only thing that you have. Not trying to insult you, but the original anon sounds like they are waiting for a fairytale prince.

>>9694113
I said most guys, not everyone. I've met many lolita boyfriends and husbands over the year and while they were supportive, only one was interested in cute and girly stuff. Your bf sounds like the exception, which is fine as well.

I don't want to be a party pooper for the original anon, but I did daydream a lot as well and had a pretty narrow mind because of that. I almost would've stood up my now husband, because he had a few imperfactions and wasn't the cookie cutter bf I imagined.

>>9693364
This is why I'm a lonelita anon. My condolences

tfw the cute lolita lesbian wedding you've always wanted is one step closer to being a real possibility in your country

DAD: "You know, if you spent half as much time watching football as you do wearing the anime, you'd be an expert by now."

>>9694078
be my bf

>>9693784
wow, way to shame his kink anon

>>9694184
You’d be an expert at what, watching football? Whoop de do.

If it’s important to your family you can always fake it. Learn the basic rules, learn the best 3 players on their favorite team(s). Learn which teams are always top tier and which ones are total ass.

For real I get where you’re coming from. I have the opposite problem, my family trying to get me to watch too much anime.

>>9694184
He chose to become an expert on football, you chose to become an expert at wearing anime.

>>9694061
I'm so sorry anon.
Awesome to see another lit-loving gull, but I hope you don't give up on studies. you're still capable, you just might need to give yourself more time to form your work.

Man I just really love lolita.

I accidentally saw my friend's sister's ass while changing cosplay.

>>9694253
at least you didn't stare at her boobs.

or did you...

>>9693168
thank you hungry skeleton

>>9693195
time to read the sticky woo woooo

>>9694253

How do I stop experiencing feels?

>tfw giraffe
I could have gotten my mom's cute smol genes and instead I got my dad's awkward lumberjack genes
Still love my daddy to death tho

>>9694301
But anon, tall girls are best girls

>>9694301
You got BOTH if their genes, Anon!
You are cute and smol on the inside.

>>9694301
>tfw no Amazonian lolita gf to snu-snu me

>>9694268
I have been at least 190 since I was 17

>>9694271
and wow, no rules broken!
Came close to being /fit/, but is pretty borderline.

>>9694349
Christ how tall are you? 6’2?

>>9693912
What is ita?

>>9693429
Too bad you aren't a guy, you're missing out!
One just left my room, muh dick still sore lol :p
He's gonna skip track practice today, still walking funny and all.

>>9694376
I'm a manlet

>>9694318
>>9694331
nayrt, I'd like to think this is true, but even with my gentle and sweet personality, every guy is intimidated by me. I don't care about height in a partner, my ex was 5'4"! (he was cool for a while but then very strange controlling jealousy just started shooting out of his every pore.)
a lot of guys think they won't look masculine next to me if I'm not shorter than them...I'm not super girly but I am undeniably femme. where is the security y'all!?!?

>cute guy who likes my height, respects my hobbies, won't be controlling/terrifyingly jealous, and can also be my bro/bff WHEN?

>>9694436
There's a fair amount of dudes that are into tall girls, the main issue is that many of them are into femdom stuff so if you're not into that then your options are fewer. But wishing you luck in finding a bf anon, there are definitely guys out there like you want.

I'm pretty jelly because I'm a girl and really want to be tall, but that's only because I'm a dyke and I'd have better luck getting a gf if I was tall

>>9694436
>tfw no tall feminine sweetie pie gf to watch chinese cartoons with
Don't worry we'll find love some day
>>9694449
Can confirm
I want to get stepped on from time time. Although I find tossing around someone bigger than me the hottest thing ever. Pic related

>>9694436
Actual girls anon, not dudes in dresses

>>9694463
>Actual girls
gross

>>9694436
>femme
are you a man

>>9694115
anon you should consider dropping a con, trying to spread yourself thin will worsen the quality of your experience at each con.

>>9693364
>tfw almost all of my friends believe this shit to some extent and I think It's absolutely retarded but I can't say anything without being excommunicated.

To be fair I used to be kinda swept into that stuff when I was like 16 but then I got older and read some actual books and not just tumblr posts and learned to not be a moron.

>>9694483
>>9694463
yes, I'm a femme woman, as in not butch.
>>9694449
I consider myself a switch, so I could domme a bit, but I'm primarily sub. thank you for the well-wishes! I wish you the very best in luck finding a qt gf. I have never heard tall prefs from any of my bi/les friends. I don't know how much it'd actually increase your chances...

>>9694462
I-I'd watch animu with you. takes time to confirm the gf part tho...

>>9694508
what'd you read anon?

>>9694436
You sound like such a qt, anon. Where are you from?

>>9694436
Just how tall are you? I've never met a girl taller than me (I'm 6,4) But I think tall girls are cute, they don't make me look like a giant when i walk next to them.
And if I met a girl taller than me, I'd probably be intimidated at first, not gonna lie, but hey, I don't mind at all.

>>9694527
Just how much time do you think?

>>9694537
US, upper east coast. That's really sweet of you. I'm chubby and brown though so neither the cgl or greater 4chin ideal, in case you subscribe to that.
>>9694551
I'm just under 6' so you definitely got some height on me. I actually feel embarrassed that I can't say I'm 6'2" or something. I'm a bit competitive lol
>>9694556
I can't tell you, anon. I have no control over nature. I jumped into my last stint a bit too quickly (lasted 2.5 yrs tho) so I'm looking for a natural progression. it's the most fun imo probably lasts longer that way as well.

>>9693335
It is when you need a tiny band size.

>>9693268
a truly underrated feel

I heard that Jessica Nigri is only mean to fans because one guy with flashing props made her cat have a seizure at Bubucon. Is this true?

>>9693360
>>9693570
I really only calm down with violence. Punching bag was literally my best investment. Too bad its the least cute thing in the world.

>>9694656
No she's just a cunt who hates anyone that doesn't pay her or make her more popular

>>9694669
When is she going to do porn tho?

>>9694658
>use leather paint to make pastel
>add neko atsume stickies

boom kawaii punching bag

>>9694694
thats...actually super smart. Ive put stickers on before but the fall off.
New project, thanks anon

>>9694703
or just sew a case for it that happens to be cute pink fabric

>>9694711
oh yeah do this instead

>>9694703
>pic related

>be me
>be September
>got fired from a panel studio for stupid shit
>2 years of work with them: gone
>feelsbad.exe
>after a week of feeling sad I got an idea
>started a website about fandoms and memes
>got some friendos who helped
>fast forward a month
>150 unique visitors
>got more done with my site in a month than with the old studio in 2 years
>mfw I'm actually happy I have co-workers who don't treat me like shit
Feels great senpai.

>>9693383
I've lost friends to the sjw curse before. Looking at the far right though you get sort of the same in reverse though. I just want normal politically moderate friends who like the same things as me.
>>9693845
>>9693941
I just want a guy with a cute youthful face and boyish charm. I was friends with a guy like that in college but he already had a girlfriend.

>tfw no gull gf to brush my long and luscious viking mane
It's a pain that never ends

>>9694852
I too know this feel

>>9693889
FedEx saga continues
>told me a claims guy would call me today
>zero calls
>Call support and nobody has even been assigned to the case yet
>"we'll call you when we have more info"

I HAVE NO TRUST
LOOK BUDDY I JUST WANT THE $300 I SPENT SHIPPING THIS SHIT BACK CAUSE U FUCKED UP

>>9694703
Angelus leather paints are good but idk how well they'd hold up to punching

you should try for science and report back desu

>am an artist
>can't stick to one medium
>can't throw out old medims coz what if I get back into it/need it for other crafts
>get into Lolita
>need to keep art and wardrobe very separate
>live in small 1r apartment
>want to live a cute minimalist life
>drowning in art and craft hoards

:'<

>>9694818
Ha 2/3 comments you relied to are me. I have the same luck with guys, except they're often gay. On the other hand, it could be because I meet more normies and they're not into the whole cute thing.

>>9694965
It's true, you will totally regret it. Am an artist too and go through cycles of favorite new medium all the time.

>>9693898
Post a link!

>want to join local LARP group
>secretly go to public meeting to spy on them
>guys are all overweight
>3 girls in the group are showered with attention
>tfw too peace-loving to cuck these bros
>tfw just want to go adventuring in the forest, not take part in a retarded love octagon

>>9694158
Aus? Be my qt lesbian lolita wife

>>9694656
Wtf is Bubucon??

>tfw taken crush is getting friendlier by the day
I'm gonna burn myself on him and I wouldn't have it any other way.

>>9694965
the struggle
I can't throw scraps of anything away from old cosplays just in case I need it later
As a result I just have piles of garbage that may be useful one day I swear

>>9694194
Let's get to know each other better.
Good any contact info?

>>9694947
they come in such small amounts thatd be a 500$ paint job lol

I'm going to see VIXX in Melbourne and I'm so flippin' excited! Are any other seagulls going?

>>9693051
>reads the previous thread
My God, things really did go to shit, didn't they?

>>9695158
We've been relatively blessed with this thread. We're almost at the bump limit without having endured any major shitposting or blowouts. We can do it, gulls

Man, why did I have to pick such a non-lucrative, expensive hobby.

>>9693087
I do it to let everyone know what I received otherwise people can and will scam you. I've had people try to claim that they gave me a 20 when it was a 10. My manager was there so we stopped that real quick.

>>9695178
I also work a retail-type job, and I do typically count out people's money audibly. It helps me keep track, and it also allows me to say if the customer claims later that I short-changed them, that they already acquiesced to the total I gave them.

>>9695166
I wouldn't call myself a gull though. I come here sometimes just to get away from the obnoxious masculinity of the other boards.

I an't believe I've been cosplaying for five years already. God, I'm old. I want to die.

>>9695191
So you can bathe in the obnoxious feminity instead? Both extremes are pretty bad.

>>9695319
Not him, but it's a nice change of pace every once in a while.

>>9695319
It's not really obnoxiously cutesy unless you're in a lolita or crossplaying thread though

When you see a group of 11-year-olds dressed as Mememe.

>>9695251
Almost 10 years for me...

I've been doing some escort stuff at cons recently.

It's a mixed feel

>>9695433
Like, prozzie escort stuff?

>>9695433
Hot. Give us deets

>>9695085
Here's my email !

>tfw list op on lacemarket
>have make an offer on
>somebody messages me asking for literally 50% off
Fuck off at that point I'd rather keep the dress

My wife caught me masturbating to THICC cos-thots.

>Go to the supermarket to get some last minute things for con party
>Getting usual stuff, bit hear a giggle behind me
>All of a sudden I am soaking wet with ice going down my shirt
>Store jester pours the melted ice from the seafood display case all over me from the top of the shelf
>Starts dancing and says "now you're all wet, but don't be upset"
>He hands me a balloon as I try to get out of the store
>Cosplay still smells like fish

>>9695518
/ck/ please

>>9695518
I would sue, honestly.

>Con tomorrow and my cosplay is finally ready
>Decide to try it on to make sure I look fine
>Walking around in getas to seen if I need to change shoes constantly
>Fall and getas break
>Wanna cry

I-I guess I'll wear flipflops

>>9695654
RIP

Better it happened at home, rather than at the con, down a flight of stairs.

>con is tomorrow
>extremely anxious even though this is my 10th convention
Why?

>Character I've been working on an ita bag for is getting a whole slew of new adorable merch
>Currently too poorfag to buy any of it

So this is despair

>>9695677
Doing fun stuff should make your heart go dokidoki

>>9695319
I'm a male. I inherently have a higher tolerance for obnoxious femininity.

>>9695616
>>9695518
I would press assault charges.

>>9695654
They're not easy to get used to right off the bat. Next time, make sure to give yourself a few days when working with any new footwear, or anything that might alter your gait.

Can we get a gull opinion?
>>>/fit/43606353

>>9695778
>>>/adv/

>>9695802
If I wanted the opinion of autistic fat nerds I would have just left it up to /fit/.

>>9695778
Why don't you ask her out? She seems to be warming up to you alot so take the chance

question: how much do you have to bench for a woman to love you?

>>9695832
her weight x 1.5 at minimum

>>9695469
Same happened to me, kinda.
>selling a brand JSK+ headbow set for relatively cheap because I just want it gone, but it's in perfect condition
>get a message
>Will you sell this for $30?

legit question to the girls here, if a girl tells people they're not looking for a relationship right now in casual conversation about their life, do i still give it a shot or do i just save my breath.

keep in mind i like this person as a friend too and don't want to ruin the friendship by getting rejected and making shit super awkward, especially if i really didn't have a shot to begin with.

>>9695911
don't give it a shot, since she explicitly already said she's not looking for one

also don't continue to be friends with her just for the chance that you'll get to date her because that shit bites back for everybody involved

>>9695916

no i'm not like that, i'm not gonna orbit her on the chance i'll score or some dumb shit. i genuinely like her as a human and am content with just remaining friends for the sake of being friends.

it's been a long time since i've felt this way about somebody is all and it's just a really confusing thing. thanks though.

>>9695518
Kill him.

>>9694529
/r/incels lol

>>9695518
>Store jester
a what now?