/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>mfw taobao store finally accepts deposit for something I've been eyeing for weeks
>turns out it's made of silk which I don't wear

>>7823436
Why don't you wear silk?

Senpai here, how do I get Kouhai to notice me?

>>7823446

Not the person you're replying to, but my guess is because silk isn't vegan. You can get silk from discarded cocoons, but most silk requires killing the caterpillar.

>>7823473
Not only killing them, but boiling them alive. In all likelihood it's not real silk though, anon. For anyone interested a simple way to tell is the same as spaghetti - throw it at a wall. (Brick though, not tiles) if it's real silk, it sticks.

>be friends with this guy at my new school
>one day, he randomly tells me "By the way, anon, I saw. You nasty." out of the blue
>what
>ask him what he's talking about after other people are out of earshot
>he just shakes his head and refuses to talk about it
>he's started glaring at me and won't talk to me
>eventually get annoyed at this and avoid him when I can because he just makes shit awkward, especially around other friends
>this has been going on for a week
>mfw I have no face
I'm pretty annoyed by this, but I don't know what to do. He won't talk about what he "saw", and it's just unnecessarily uncomfortable and passive-aggressive when we're in the same classes or vicinity.

I'm losing enthusiasm for lolita and it sucks. I want to love it like I used to. I want to love anything like I used to but I just can't get passionate about anything anymore. I mean, I wasted all this money and by the time I like it again, I'll probably be too old.

>>7823486
>No pics no proof
Either the guys is a dumbass or a lying jackass

Either way cut him out

>>7823504
This happened to me a while back too and I stopped with basically every thing lolita for about six-ish months to a year? Then I saw one or two coords that just made me jump right back into it.

>>7823504
I feel you anon :/

Several years ago I travelled Europe in lolita and I just had the best time. Since then I've lost enthusiasm for it, so when I went back to Germany this past summer I said, "yeah I'm going to wear nothing but lolita to get me back into it!"

Maybe it was because I was put into some shitty situations that dampened my trip but, I wore lolita the first two days and after that I just couldn't. I wore the same two plain normal people dresses every other day.

>>7823473
Yeah, that's the reason.
>>7823485
It doesn't really matter if it's real or not since I obviously won't be able to return it either way. Also the wall trick sounds pretty neat for future in-store purchases, thanks.

>>7823485

It's never made sense to me why that would be an issue, insects don't feel pain. They lack the kind of nervous system that would allow for that. Whether it's by boiling or squashing makes no difference to the caterpillar.

>>7823486
Go up to him and fucking confront him.
He probably saw your lolita pictures and thought it was a 'fetish fashion'

Getting real tired of my best friends shit.

Her sewing machine is at her home being fixed [we are at college, which is 2 hours away from her city]

Knowing this she offered to hem up someone's dress.

She's expecting to use my machine without having asked me in the first place. Which seems silly, except for the fact that she doesn't know how to hem and lacks most basic sewing skills because she's a noob.

So she'll probably try to guilt me into doing it.

Hopefully she will take it to her job [a costume department at a theater, where there is a room of sewing machines] and do it herself.

Sorry, just needed to vent.

>>7823520
You're welcome anon. Yeah, online it's admittedly not of much use.

>>7823526
Whether or not they do feel pain is actually still up for debate, they certainly react to damaging stimulus. Up until very recently it was thought larger crustaceans could only react to damage, not feel pain, but now a lot of evidence is being compiled that contradicts this. Some learn from experiences that would be painful indicating that they feel some degree of pain, and don't just react to the stimulus as it's occurring, they actually associate the pain with the stimulus and learn to avoid it in future.

Up until very recently it was thought humans were the only animal that could experience pain, because we're the only animal with self awareness. We now know both of those are completely false. So always better to err on the side of caution imo.

>Lost job recently
>Having shit luck with finding a new one
>Savings running out
>Pretty much living on tea and crackers atm

G-good luck to myself on finding a new job? At least I got great experience and merits, I'm just having bad timing with most of the employers.
And at least I'm going to lose some weight now, right? Right? Always better to put some silver linings on everything

>>7823538
I've tried, but all he does is walk away or continue that bullshit staring contest as long as he can.

>>7823592
In that case, just tell him to either talk to you about what his issue is like an adult or you're sick of his bullshit and don't want anything to do with him, not to even look at you anymore, because you don't have time for his weird ass crap.

>moved to new city for school but not interested in meeting people until I reach my goal weight
>tfw i'm a shut-in taking all my classes online and only leave my place to go to gym and grocery store
I carry a lot of fat on my face that i'm insecure about but I have a slim body

>bid on an old IW dress that isn't anything special
>would go great with so many things I already have
>noone would want to bid on this, i'll just wait for the ss to contact me tomorrow
>right?
>wrong
>tfw outbid by 100y bc didn't think anyone else would bid on item

Cant tell if Im ugly or not
in person people dont approach me, but if I show my face online I get a positive reply. Not sure if its out of pity or not. I been compared to a Moai statue to a Dreamy Sempai. Its almost never inbetween.
Everytime I look in the mirror its a 50/50 toss of either I feel hot or irredeemable even if Im wearing the same outfit.
I just dont know anymore...

>tfw sewing machine of 16 years breaks right before event in 5 days
>scrambling around trying to find something decent because friend's sewing machines are all shit-tier nightmares


fuck my life.

>>7823923
You're prolly average. Average isn't anything to approach irl , you blend into the background. Average is superhot online, because of ronery guys.

>at church
>speak
>"Are you transgendered by any chance?"

I don't even sound that much like a guy.

>on meds that are making me less prone to bouts of depression (aka I don't take shit as serious) and I'm eating less (thank you ADHD med based gods)
>hubby has a new, higher paying, better benefits job
>did the finances a week ago
>holy shit, come mid October I can start giving him $250 LESS and I can finally start building a decent wardrobe
>AND he can have $250 to play with every month
>OMG. We can pay my car off 6 months EARLY
>life is finally looking up

>relevant: be happy about life and nonchalantly mention I "could quit my job come January because he's making so much more" to my boss

>reality check: it's all hinging on my hours and his hours staying constant
>before we can really save or spend, we have to catch up from the few months we fell behind due to a month's wages being lost due to his injury
>...here's hoping nothing major happens

>go into work today
>"Hey anon, we cut you back a day. Oh, even though the others had their hours stay constant, you've only been here a year, so...seniority and all that."
>motherfucker there is a driver there that has only been there 6 months; how the fuck does he keep his shit when I lose mine?
>BTW, you could have called me and told me I wasn't working today, could have saved gas, fuckers.
>go home
>can feel the sadness and hopelessness wave over me
>trying not to freak out; at least I have a job, right?
>trying to convince myself it'll be ok and that extra day was only gonna pay for my lolita hobby; absolutely not working
>want to drown my problems in Eddy's
Fuck you, ya Muslim cunt. I hope you get deported. Might make him something to eat with bacon in it, asshole.

>>7823486
>>7823592
Id be curious. Go on full puppy eye modo with some pretty please tossed in; do this everyday until he gives in.

>>7823931
I dont want to come out and say this but Im a guy...

I like to take hall shots and have to throw away at least half of them

>shit composition
>distracting background
>why didn't I include their entire body/prop in the frame
>natural lighting, ISO3200, 1/640, whoops
>don't like chimping, check photo after cosplayer walks away, its underexposed by at least 2 stops, fuck I don't want to stop them again
>why am I shooting f4 1/320, just shoot wide open at 1/100, people love dat bokeh

I should really spend another 10 seconds thinking before I press that shutter button

>>7823943

>mention to male boss that you can be a lazier shit because you can suck more blood out of other male
>flabbergasted when he sticks it to you

american problems

>>7823486
If it's infringing on your other social relationships, track that that fucker down and press him for information.

>was at a con a couple weeks ago by myself
>by chance met a couple cosplayers from the same series as me that I had met at a con back in May
>hang out with them for a bit to chat
>they're hanging out with this really cute girl who was cosplaying Madotsuki
>only caught some of what she said but she seemed cool too
>by chance a mutual friend commented on her pic on FB
>started developing a crush on her
>next con is in a couple weeks
>will probably run into her, or I could get a mutual friend to make it so

WHAT DO

I want to play it cool and make a good impression, but >my face

>>7823986
Make-up my friend, it's already too late for when she wakes up next to you the next day

>>7823986
Make-up my friend, it's already too late for when she wakes up next to you the next day

>>7824002
Haha, I meant pic is >my face when

I'm cosplaying so I'll be wearing makeup anyway.

>>7823954
Fuck you asshole. I hope you get raped and tortured, and nobody believes you when you try to report it. I hope all that you hold near and dear to your heart gets destroyed and molested in the most violent and obscene way imaginable. Do us all a favor and kill yourself you fucking r9k faggot.

> Tired but can't sleep
> Restless night, wake up every few hours
> Have a dream about an ex
> Haven't thought about this ex in years
> Feel terrible all day because of it
> Can't explain to people why I feel terrible
> Angry that of all things I could dream of and remember, it's this

It's not that I can't get over him because I still love him, it's that it was a terrible experience that's taken me a very long time to get over because of things like building my self-esteem back up and to stop being afraid of him. It's just so dumb. I'm so mad at myself. :(

>Finally feeling better about my body
>Eating (slightly) more normally
>Fucking AWA is coming up
>Meeting a friend who I've been very close with video chatting, etc.
>Wearing lolita
>Oh god.
>Stress from uni
>Stress from anxiety
>Stress from medication
>Stress from everything
>Stop eating
>If I do eat I feel guilty for the next few hours
>Feel like I can't even cosplay at AWA because I'm too fat to cosplay anyone
>Worrying about this and having an extremely hard major with extremely hard classes

I've dropped almost 15 pounds in less than three weeks and I'm really scared that I'm spiraling back into an ED. (even though I was only feeling better for like...2 weeks.)

>>7824038
inb4 you can't "feel better" from an ED, I thought my life was turning around and was entering self-recovery, but apparently not.

>>7824009
Oh sorry, I am not a very bright person at times.

>started college
>trying so hard not to gain freshmen 15
>haven't gained
>but also haven't lost!

goddamnit.

>somewhat new to lolita
>have a pretty decent wardrobe
>never feel like wearing lolita out because i feel like its too much for school and i can't wear to work cause restaurant
>meetups also clash with work
>i just want to go on dates with my boyfriend or find qtpi loli friends that aren't catty or 10 years older than me
>mfw my boyfriend is 3000 miles away
>mfw i don't know how to make friends online anymore

>Schoolwork is piling up because all my classes are high-level
>try not to drown
>get hired on at an internship
>new stress
>no income but ~~experience~~
>try not to cry

No real reasons to be upset but god damn I'm so close to being done that I don't want to trip close to the finish line

>>7824094
I could be your f-friend if you wanted Anon-senpai..~

>>7823486

Drop that motherfucker, no reason to get hostile with him of course but he doesn't sound worth dealing with if as a friend he's going to be such a childish, confusing dumbass.

>>7824142
send me your resume. haha, where are you from? maybe we can exchange emails to see if we're.. compatible...

>>7824098
If it's any consolation, getting an internship while in school was definitely smart. I waited until after I graduated to try to look for an internship, but now I'm stuck trying to balance a full time job and interning. It's a pain in the ass.
Anyway, you can do it, anon! You're so close!

>>7824191
Lady, I am a 23-year old factory worker from the UK, My gut is handsomely rotund and my beard sufficiently bushy. I stand 6'1'' tall, or 7'1'' if I can stand on a stool. I am not some mere QT-Patootie Lolita girl, but we can pretend if you want to. But I'll have to find out what Lolita actually is. I mean I know the theory is some kind of frilly dress and small hat shenanigans.

But that aside, I'm just a fairly boring guy from England who browses CGL from time to time.

>>7824270
>7'1" if i can stand on a stool
dunno why, but i laughed

>girlfriend wants to be kinky and wear a coord
>gets mad at me when my cum gets on it

well you brought this on yourself

>>7824270
>small hat shenanigans
Fuck off. Those small hats are disgusting and make anyone with a sense of taste wince in pain.

>>7823931
I am the exact opposite I get approached occasionally and get compliments fairly often irl but online I get called ugly. I'm really not photogenic though so maybe that's it.

>>7823951
You are probably quite a nice looking guy then and should feel better about your looks.

Met a dude at a con. Now my boyfriend. So good. So many feels. Sorry I don't have sad bitter feels for you anons, but I'm not really that sorry, too happy!!

>I have important sewing deadlines and my machine, who I have been working like a slave, needs a tune up.
>I'm broke from needing to buy a new alternator for the car.

>>7824270
>My gut is handsomely rotund and my beard sufficiently bushy.
I like you 23-year old stranger from the UK. You seem to have a wonderful attitude.

>>7824013
Nightmare disorder person here, have had dream and nightmare issues since I was a small kid. I can tell you that dreams don't always mean that something is going on with you. If you dream if someone you once knew, it doesn't have to mean you still feel anything for them, it could in fact be the opposite. You know how you really feel about someone, a dream doesn't mean anything. Don't stress. Your dreams are trolling you, that's all. Don't let your dreams make you a victim of your own emotions, and don't give him the power to bother you. Try to shrug it off, that may be easier for me since I've had a long time to practice.

>>7824270
i'm dead hahahaha

>back into lolita after a long few years' break
>decide to look into the local comm and joined
>haven't gone to meets yet 'cause of busy schedule or too out of the way for public transportation
>no clue what everyone looks like and how well everyone coords
>works self up in a ball of anxiety on whether or not would look horribly ita around them though have been lurking on cgl soaking up info
>looks at comm's albums on comm page
>mfw they're kinda ita
>maybe I'm just nitpicking 'cause of lurking on cgl so much
>looks through more albums
>mfw only around a handful can coord well
>looks through even more albums; gotta have some good ones in there
>mfw it gets worse the further back you go
>tfw I don't know how to feel about joining this comm
They're probably nice, though.

>>7824270
You. I like your humor.

>>7824010
typical grill :^)

>>7824094
are you me
>can only wear lolita to conventions because feel too overdressed otherwise
>want to join the local comm but i would never be able to go to any meets because of work so there's no point
>i just want to have qt loli friends to dress up and have tea with

>>7824038
Go see someone about it. A therapist, a doctor, someone. If you're in school there's usually a therapist on campus you can see for free.

>>7824010
I don't agree with that anon in the way he worded stuff, but it's kind of true that you shouldn't have mentioned that to your boss.

>>7823943
You're a dumbass.

Don't ever tell your boss you don't need your job unless you know they're desperate for employees. I'm working 35-40 hours per week right now and I'm demanding a raise because I know my workplace NEEDS me. So I can casually say, "Well you know, x place is hiring, starting at $x per hour...." and I'll get what I want.

You, on the other hand, are obviously working somewhere that doesn't need you. You should have kept your mouth shut.

>>7823951
Not even attractive guys get approached often on the daily. Don't be such a girl.

>tfw my migraines are getting worse again

I went a good 2 months with almost none, and now I've had 3 just this week. They keep me from sleeping, and I close 5 nights a week at work, which is hard when I can't move without hurting and smells make me feel ill (old fryer oil is GREAT when that happens).

Medicine only works when I can take it at a very specific time when the migraine is starting, and I hate taking it so often because it's bad for my stomach and liver.

>lend my slimmer friend one of my brand dresses + tights
>mfw she looks 10x better than me in it

>tfw no gf

>>7824270
10/10 post Anon.

>>7824817
What do you take if you don't mind me asking Anon?
>Fellow migraine sufferer here, who may be able to reccommend something better

>>7824905
Two Excedrine migraine, the stuff with acetaminophen, aspirin, and caffeine, and one ibuprofen.

I can't take prescription painkillers, because they put me in such a daze I can't function, which is bad when I have to work.

>>7824270
Is there a male equivalent to lolita for this guy?
I mean, aside from brolita.

>>7824923
faggita
betalita
virginita

>>7823486
Are there any compromising pictures of you, no matter how unlikely it is that someone might have seen them? You need to get on top of this, especially if other people might be talking behind your back.

>>7824928
no I mean can we put him in fancy male clothing but still designed to look cute
like marine uniform but cuter

>>7824923
>>7824932
Like... aristocrat?

>>7824933
I dunno, I'm lurking this board for only a week now.

>>7823581
I'm really sorry, I hope things get better for you soon.

>>7824923
>>7824932
I would be SO down for shota fashion. Seriously, it would creep out everyone here to know how receptive I am to this idea.

>>7823592

>>7823592

Option 1:

Dude has nothing on you and he's actually trying to manipulate you into giving him information. My friends and I used to play this sort of game in middle school letting people think we knew some secret about them. A lot of the time it would bother the other kids so much they start coming back over and over asking questions and trying to figure out what we knew. We used to have some people outright supply us with stuff as they badgered us with questions and then go "omg, how did you find out??!" when we confirmed that's what it was.

Asking him questions about what he saw (ex: Did you see me [blank]? Is it this? That?) is more likely going to give him something or give him a hint on where to look for dirt.

Option 2:

He hallucinated something. Or he mistook you for someone else.

Either way, my advice is to stay the fuck away from him. If he's fucked in the head or childish enough to play mind games you don't need that in your life. And if he really had something chances are he'd have been shit talking behind you back the moment he found out.

I'm also going to take a guess that he's a step or two off from being a fedora-chan if he isn't one already. This could be his way of getting your attention.

If I could only stay this high, I wouldn't be concerned with whether I live or die.

Long rant post, sorry:

I lost my job recently. I worked really hard every day, never called out no matter what, came into work on time every day, followed all the rules, and I still was fired over something dumb. It's got me feeling really sad and depressed now. And it's 8:30am and I still haven't slept. And there's no food in my fridge, and no gas in my car. I tried to stay in touch but I've lost all my friends from work all at once, I literally haven't seen even one of them since. I'm left with no one except for one online friend. I have no idea what to do, its hard to even get the motivation to get out of bed, let alone look for a new job. I kind of hated my job but it gave me motivation to get up and work hard everyday and keep my life in order AND actually meet people. I'm twenty five and haven't even been in a relationship yet. I have so few memories, it feels like I've done nothing in my life. I am literally ashamed of every single thing in my life, there's not a single thing I'm proud of. I can't find anyone who shares interests with me, I have no one to talk to. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to in my entire life and I will never get what I want, even though my dreams are just for extremely simple things - to be married and happy and just be normal. But that will never happen.

>>7824974
This entire year has been the most painful time of my life. Just when I thought things were looking up everything was pulled out from under me. I had started this online relationship and it seemed to be going so well, we were right about to meet up. The next thing I know I was dumped and and told not to send any messages. It turned out that the very next day my ex had lost his virginity to someone else, after talking NON-STOP about how special our first time would be and how I was perfect and wonderful and all that nonsense. And when I got mad about it, I was told that I was just some loser who my ex pitied and talked behind my back about. And this all happened in January, when I was living on my own for the first time, in a place with broken heating, when the temperature when down into the negative digits and I had to sleep with all my clothes on top of me in a pile. And that was just the start, it was one thing after another, finally culminating in me being fired over such a tiny insignificant thing. I'm so isolated and depressed I feel like I'm losing touch with the world. I feel like like a zombie or something.

But I don't want to complain. Besides all that stuff, I'm doing great.

At work I wear plastic gloves when I'm handling food.

When I'm shaping raw hamburger meat into a patty or something, normally that would feel cold and slimy and squishy. But because I'm wearing gloves it's more of a dulled, numb feeling.

And I think that's the best metaphor for how I feel all the time when I'm depressed. Like all five of my senses are numb. And that feeling's combined with others feelings sort of like exhaustion, sadness, and jet-lag.

>>7824974
>>7824975
fired over what?

>>7824978
Basically long story short: a boss saw a text message from me. I'd been texting a friend friend from work saying how there were these new girls in my area who were very lazy and rude, and it made me feel like "I was going to explode".

The boss considered that a threat and fired me that day. I'd been with the company two years, and had been there since the grand opening.

>>7824983
that's rough man, I'm sorry

>Less than a day from an important trip
>Don't go outside, curtains pulled up
>Go out on the porch to tend my plants, literally 10 minutes
>Raging sunburn on cheeks; neck, forehead and sides of face brown with freckles an hour later
>FUCK YOOOOOU
I wish I was black

>>7824983
Sue the shit out of them, they had no right to fire you over a private text message that wasn't meant for their eyes.

>>7824983

Sounds like whoever it was filed a complaint rather than a mistake on your part.

>>7824908
>>7824905

I almost wonder if this solar flare isn't making it worse, because this week I've had the worst headaches I've ever had.

>>7824991
Wow that's weird.

I've had migraines since I was a kid, but today I had one that hurt so much that I could barely get out of bed all day.

>>7824992
Maybe that really IS it.

I know when the last big one happened last year I also had pretty bad migraines around that time. Probably something to do with the electromagnetic waves?

Last night I felt especially bad, I started feeling nauseous and had cold sweats, I thought I was actually getting sick, but I seem to have slept it off. Head still hurts, though. I'll have to take some more excedrine later and hope for the best, because I work tonight.

>>7824985
>>7824988
>>7824990
Thanks a lot. I tried appealing it, and recently I registered for unemployment but at every turn the company angrily challenges me. I guess it's their job to, but it still feels bad.

Its nice to at least have you on my side though :)

>>7825001
Yeah, they do that here too. And I live in Welfaristan, Europe where neckbeards in the boonies get paid to get drunk and post angry comments on iltasanomat.

I was on welfare for a few months until I started studying and was cross-interrogated by these two women (one was Russian and speaking with a heavy accent, which terrified me) who seemed vicious as fuck.

>mfw immigrants here think they're being racist and complain about people there being rude to them
but yeah, I could write a novel about it because I work there now myself. It's their job to be angry, welfare shouldn't be a pleasant affair by any means. Also their hours are long and their salary is just a tad above min wage to give them that extra bite. Don't worry too much about it, it's never anything personal and many people in social services offices have been there themselves.

>>7824908
Ah ok I was gonna recommend seeing if you ask your doc for something with Sumitriptan*, like Imigran or something. But since prescription stuff fucks you up then there's no point

I come from the Lolita idol thread, which gave me major feels.

Almost everyone posted there does not only have a great wardrobe, but many of them are daily Lolitas or wear the style pretty often, and they always seem to pull it off so well and naturally, like normalfag clothes.
Whenever I wear Lolita I tend to get uncomfortable with all the attention, especially when I am with friends because I am afraid they might think I dress only for the attention. No one around me dresses in a particulary special or attention grabbing style; I already stand out with my "normal" clothes which are usually just cute vintage inspired dresses, and I am afraid that dressing even more attention grabbing makes me seem to be an attention whore.

I love Lolita, I love wearing Lolita, I just don't feel that I can pull the clothes off as well and as natural as other Lolitas. Is this just a phase? Any other seagulls want to share their feels about this?

>be me
>watching 7yr old to help out friend and .make money for cons
>kid is diagnosed with ADHD over summer
>she took her first pill Monday
>felt like crap with headaches and not wanting to eat much
>pretty typical symptoms
>the dad (the ex) comes over to pick up kid
>proceeds to tell me how he took one of the kids ADHD meds to see what it would do.

I can't..

>>7825027
I actually had that, and it made me feel like my throat was closing up.

I don't know if the dose was just too high or what, because I'm pretty small and I was on a fairly high dose, but it never got rid of my migraines anyway.

>>7824317
There is no reason to laugh at that, maybe there is something wrong with you.

>>7824559
Small hats, Large ribbons or sometimes regular sized bonnets of some variety.

>>7824591
If it seems that way then my deception was successful.

>>7824628
RIP in peace.

>>7824631
N-notice me Senpai~

>>7824886
7/10 response, it's not even a gif.

>>7824923
>>7824932
>>7824933
S-stranger danger?

>>7825032
........................... that's so fucked up, hope it didn't do you any lasting damage anon

although i don't get why kids have to get 'treated' for ADHD, there are ways of making them focus on class and such without resorting to medication

>>7824933
>>7825044
Yes, live the dream

>>7825048

Medication should be a last resort. I've seen parents try and fail with kids though even with interventional therapy. And while I would never advocate medication as first line, medication doesn't make them mindlessly obedient or whatever the media says, it just brings out their full potential by letting them concentrate for more than five seconds at any one point. It really improves those particular lives, and even the kids are very grateful for it if they have other problems such as anxiety or depression stemming from their ADHD.

Side effects can be tough for kids though, that's why it should be pretty close to last resort. I still think it's way overused in the clinical setting, just like ADHD is overdiagnosed way too often.

>>7825044
pics of face so i can masturbate to you?

>>7823526
There's a lot of evidence to suggest that invertebrates do feel pain. Some react to painkillers and show learned avoidance. I would suggest researching it a bit more.

>>7824974
>>7824975
If you're really desperate and need a job asap just look up your local staffing agencies, they usually have shit jobs for shit pay but hey, it's something for the meantime

As for your relationship and stuff, I dunno man, all of my friends I see in relationships are always bitching about drama or fights then are happy as fuck the next day. They tell me "There are always typical lovers quarrels but after getting over them your bond becomes stronger" or some shit
Sounds like a fucking pain in the ass having to deal with drama like that, but everyone always tells me "Oh, you'll meet the one soon, then you'll change your mind"
For the meantime just try to be happy being alone, sounds fucked up but its a step to getting better or whatever. Cause being depressed and getting into a relation will probs never work out, but hey what do I know?
Drinking, Visual Novels, and masturbating does it for me, but then again I'm a simple man

>>7823526
As far as we know, no animals but ones that have passed the mirror test feel pain in the literal sense, because pain is the emotional response to nociception, and requires consciousness. Of course, I fully believe that plenty of animals feel emotions, but the scientific community is still debating it. Whether or not animals feel pain at this point comes down to semantics.

Of course, most animals nocicept, which is what causes them to react negatively to harmful stimulus. It's a survival thing.

>>7823570
You can cut off a bug's head and the body will continue to walk around until it dies.

If a bug loses a leg, it doesn't limp or change its gait, it just skips the movement of that leg.

They don't feel pain, and even if they did, boiling them is almost instant death anyway.

>>7825048
>>7825060
It was a last resort for the parents in this situation. They tried everything they could before attempting meds. I've witnessed first hand the issues and alot of it is focus and impulse. The kid's even aware of it and has been able to express it, albeit in a very interesting way. I've had a friend for over 25 years now who has ADHD, bipolar, fibromyalgia, etc and I know how to help and handle any issues. For me, this kid is a cakewalk in regards to issues but the parents are suffering. I'm trying to help out as much as I can without being overbearing. And the dad said he was just jacked after he took the meds. He couldn't understand why they'd be giving the kid something that would be a 'stimulant' in his words. He's not the brightest bulb in the box.

>be NEET hikkikomori
>don't leave room or even bed most of the time
>don't feel like eating
>checked today and my BMI has gone down to 16.5
> [deep concern intensifies]

I need to do something before this begins to seriously impact my health. I've started trying to at a caloric surplus but I can't seem to break 1,100 cals. Any other skeleton seagulls here to share feels?

>>7825146
>stop being a lazy piece of shit

I have a BMI 16.1 but that's completely my body doing its thing. Get up off your ass, get a job, go do something.

>packrat
>mountains of clothes and craft supplies everywhere
>sleep in my closet
>walls are dark wine red and striped
>have sculptures of melting people and eyes
>armless mannequin on chair
>bedroom will never be kawaii

I can't get rid of everything I love, but I want a cute room. The sculptures and mannequin will make that impossible.

>>7825153
>walls are dark wine red and striped
>have sculptures of melting people and eyes
>armless mannequin on chair
Your room may not be "cute" but it sounds fucking awesome. Would live in.

>>7825146
try cheetos

>>7823562
anon its hard to say no to people but your are allowed to. youll have to put your foot down eventually

>never wanted a relationship
>was perfectly happy and planning on living life with no S.O., kissless virgin, etc
>become best friends with guy
>a little over 3 years pass
>we have grown closer than ever and I think I've fallen for him
>I never asked for these feels

I have pretty bad emotional issues that I doubt would allow me to have a heathy relationship. Everyone says relationships where it's both parties first serious relationship and both are young, inexperienced, kissless virgins never work out. I don't know man.

>>7825182
this is your future.

>>7825187
Oh I was afraid someone would mention this. God dammit anon.

>>7825182
>Everyone says relationships where it's both parties first serious relationship and both are young, inexperienced, kissless virgins never work out.

Not necessarily. I know people who have only ever been with one person and have gotten married; both couples got together in high school, one couple is married in their early 30s while the other is in their late 20s and have been together for 11 years now.

Don't sabotage yourself because you're worried about your lack of experience.

>>7825182
I was a young kissless virgin and my boyfriend was a young virgin and we're still here 2.5 years later.

Not terribly long, but we get along amazingly and things are going well.

>>7825182
It's been 13 years I'm with my first BF and we're still together and in love.

Dating a shitload of different guys before is not needed to have a successful relationship.
Besides dating a ton of guys beforehand lower your date market value. Sad and sexist, I know, but true.
And if I look at my sister, the one that took this path of dating shitloads of dudes, she now seems too delusioned to even put her heat into a relationship which probably contribute to her being a cat-lady in the making. That and her insanely high standards.

>>7825044
Fuck me, I'm thinking of becoming a lone lolita instead of being noticed.

>>7825146
>tfw no hikikomori gf to force feed macarons

>>7825190
>>7825192
>>7825196
Thanks you guys. Just hearing that helps. I think I've been spending too much time on /fit/.

>>7825196
Wow aren't you a pretentious bitch.
I'd rather date a lot of guys so I can tell the difference between possibly harmful relationship to healthy ones. I have had various friends that had a very unhealthy first relationships and thought they were supposed to be like that due to inexperience.
It's great that it's going so well between you and your boyfriend, but don't act like you are better than anyone because of that.

>>7825160
I feel like it maybe sells "crazy" way too hard. Especially with the mannequin.

>>7824614
you just motivated me to go outside today. Thanks for being a nice person. I'm not the post you responded to.

>>7825218
>lower spectrum of the dating market value equation detected

>>7825218
Being unable to detect an unhealthy relationship is not an issue of experience, but of maturity.

If your friends were in high school, of course they couldn't tell, because OMG MUH PERFECT BF <3

If you wait until you're a little older and more mature, you know what's good for you and what's not, and you can skip over all the stupid drama and heartbreak.

And then there are people who are in unhealthy relationships AFTER dating lots of guys, and that's because they're fucking stupid.

>>7825218
Yeah, I didn't realize how passive aggressive and jealous my first was until I looked back on the relationship later. Some people get lucky with their first boyfriend/girlfriend, plenty of us don't.

>>7825119
>all of my friends I see in relationships are always bitching about drama or fights then are happy as fuck the next day.
>They tell me "There are always typical lovers quarrels but after getting over them your bond becomes stronger" or some shit
I'll never get this either. Like if your relationship works this way and you're truly happy that's your business, but I can't imagine dealing with that shit all the time and still being happy in that relationship. My boyfriend and I have been together for 3 years and have never had a fight. His parents have been together for almost 30 years and he doesn't remember them ever fighting. My parents have been together for 26 years and have definitely never fought in my lifetime. We're all people who prefer to talk things through rather than lashing out and bickering. That's just what works for us.
But then these people for whom drama is a daily occurrence tell me that my relationship isn't "complete" or "real" because we've never screamed at each other or forced the other to sleep on the couch. That sounds like such unnecessary bullshit to me. If my relationship actually was like that I'd rather be single.

>>7825027
>Sumitriptan
"Large doses of sumatriptan can cause sulfhemoglobinemia, a rare condition in which the blood changes from red to greenish-black, due to the integration of sulfur into the hemoglobin molecule."
Holy shit!

>was with my significant other for 8 years
>everything perfect, thought we were going to get married
>breaks up with me out of the blue.
>"anon, I need to be happy with myself before I can be happy together with you."
>WTF???! 8 years and you weren't happy?
>started getting panic attacks, full of anxiety, depression, suicidal, pretty much thought my life was over
>had panic attacks at work, first they were concerned but then went with the "boy who cried wolf" because they thought I was having a heart attack and wasn't going to the hospital
>got fired from my job
>shamefully move back home. I haven't lived there in 10 years
>applied for random positions. Finally get my first offer
>75k salary wage. My first desk job after working retail for 10 years
>work my ass off and get promoted to manager position. Get commission off of sales from people who work for me now
>move out and get active in a lolita comm
>now have more friends than I've ever had. Holy shit I'm not as socially awkward as I thought
>no more anxiety, no more panic attacks, happiest I've been my entire life.
>ex-boyfriend contacts me back
>"anon I've noticed you're different now. I miss you. Let's get back together"
>thought I'd be bitter and angry, but I don't feel anything. I tell him thank you but I've moved on and I wish the best for him and his happiness
>for the first time I'm proud of myself and who I am

>>7825218
>Wow aren't you a pretentious bitch.
>I'd rather date a lot of guys so I can tell the difference between possibly harmful relationship to healthy ones. I have had various friends that had a very unhealthy first relationships and thought they were supposed to be like that due to inexperience.
>It's great that it's going so well between you and your boyfriend, but don't act like you are better than anyone because of that.

There is nothing pretentious about my post.
Normally you're able to tell pretty easily if a relationship is harmful or not. No need for experience there.
Not saying everyone has to settle with the first dude, especially since there are lot of douchebags out, but letting people believe they cannot absolutely stay with their first BF even if they are happy is complete BS.

>>7825196
Everyone's life is different so don't try to be that "speshul snowflake" that was lucky enough to find the perfect bf in such young age and say everyone who has met several guys in order to find the best match is a bitch. And, yes is sexist, infact i would never follow your advice.
>>7825218
Infact most of my first crushes were not compatible or even abusive so better to have more experience than being unexperiences and don't understand what is an unhealthy relationship or the red flags.

>>7824754
OK about to get kinda complicated... My mom knows about it, and she said if I see anyone about it she's going to stop helping me with paying for college. (Science major... Shit's expensive.) She thinks that if I get help it'll be written down somewhere and no one will hire me. My mom's a bit of a conspiracy theorist and she thinks it's because of Obama. No joke.

Even though I'm 18 now, I know they'll still call my mom, too. Because it's an "Urgent Medical Issue"

tl;dr I really want help but can't or else I'll be in debt for the rest of my life b/c college. That or community college, ahahaha. (nothing against it, but they don't offer my major at my at-home local one.) Thank you for your concern, though. The moment I graduate and start my graduate degree I'm going to find a professional. (Hopefully... I tell myself this, but you know. Mental disorder.)

>>7825243
Oh damn. From the beginning I thought this would end as pure sad feels. Good for you anon. I hope I can be as strong as you and bounce back when I go through the shit parts of my life.

>>7825246
You're an idiot and they won't call your mother.

>(Science major... Shit's expensive.)
doubling down on the idiot part

>>7825244
Anon, society don't teach well people how to distinguish abusive/unhealthy relationships at times these start really good and the partner seems flawless but when they show their true colors. Also, some people leave their first bf for other reasons like they aren't anymore in love with them or there is something not good, relationships changes and so most of never last forever. Not need to stay with their first BF if they don't feel anymore, remember better they broke up than continue a relationship and make suffer both parties.

>shitty year last year, lose early pregnancy one day before family cat died on my lap
>gained 20 lbs, depressed eating, cried all the time
>realized "oh shit, if this keeps up, I'm not going to be able to do any revealing cosplays"
>start counting calories and working out
>year later, lost more weight than I gained
>going to have my cosplay body
>feel better due to exercise, actually look forward to it
>situational depression is gone

Friendly reminder that if you want to make it, I believe in you. And cosplay can be a really good motivator.

>>7825246
They CAN'T call your mom if you specifically tell them she isn't to be informed. You are an adult and they are not legally allowed to inform ANYONE of your medical status without your written consent.

Also, being a science major isn't any more expensive than any other major.

>>7825246
they legally can't contact anyone else about medical concerns unless you explicitly sign a release of information form for that person. even other doctors.

it's because of HIPAA or something

>>7825263
Best medicine to get over a lost pet is a new pet. It sounds awful but it's true. My lifelong pet died and we got a new cat a few weeks later, I stopped being disfunctionally upset because I was taking care of the new cat.

>>7825146
Never mind the clowns.
Try to get a good habit in with getting up in the morning and going out to start your day. Everything gets much easier when you've went for a long walk or exercised.
Hunger also seems to kick in when you've been active.
If you don't like eating a lot, have smaller meals throughout the day. Include extra snacks like yoghurt and fruit.
If you start doing this, you'll get used to it, your confidence gets a boost and eventually it starts feeling good.

>>7825261
Then you can drop them if things turn sour or you don't like them anymore.
But don't give up on an happy relationship because people tell us it's the way it should be done, and that you should have had x BFs before meeting Mr. Right. It's stupid.

>>7825268
I got a new cat about six months later. I started volunteering at a rescue and grew to love a cat that wasn't getting adopted due to her disability. I actually posted a picture of her in the last feels thread.

She has helped tremendously, I need something to take care of.

>>7825268
I know someone whose baby die, and the shrink told her to get preggo as soon as possible to get over it.

>>7825234
But that's you. All relationships are different. If you've been with someone for 8 years of course you'll have tiffs but as long as it's nothing significant or nobody hurts the other it's fine. I fight with my husband, not that often but it happens. However, I have never called him stupid or anything outside of a joke and even then he knows that it's clearly in jest. It's not how often you fight, it's how well you click and how well you treat each other. I do agree with you that I'd rather be single if I had daily drama, but fighting =/= bad. My parents fight as well and they've been married for almost 50 years, it's normal. Yesterday they fought because my mam proved my father wrong and he started pouting. My husband and I fought about calligraphy once.

All that said, he was my first real boyfriend (I only had one "relationship" as a teenager which was more puppy love) and it's exacly like this anon >>7825230 says, if he acted like a skanger I'd have known immediately.

>>7825270
I would never drop my first BF is i'm in love and awesome with him ofc, but i see many unhappy people in useless relationship with their first or not bf so i feel to suggest this, to try a lot if they weren't lucky enough. Now i understand what you mean more, because your first post sounded different a lot.

>>7825218
It's not about quantity but about quality, anon.
Just because you're dating a lot of dudes doesn't mean you get to be more experienced, especially if you're not learning anything from those relationships. Plus learning what's the difference between an unhealthy relationship and a normal one is something you acquire with maturity, like that other anon said.

>>7825244
>letting people believe they cannot absolutely stay with their first BF even if they are happy is complete BS.
I have a "friend" who does this. She keeps telling me that I could not possibly be truly happy with my boyfriend because we're each other's first everything, and we need more experience to know what a good relationship is like. This is coming from someone who jumps from abusive relationship to abusive relationship even though the people around her spot the red flags and warn her every time. I'm pretty sure she's either projecting or jealous or both. All my other friends love him, and so do my parents.

Sure, it's not common. Sure, experience helps to distinguish good relationships from bad. But it IS possible and looking down on people with a long-term first relationship is just as dumb as looking down on people who date a lot of different people.

>>7825130

>You can cut off a bug's head and the body will continue to walk around until it dies.
This only works with some insects, and also works with chickens. Mike the chicken was a headless chicken that lived for two years. Are you going to argue that because he lived he didn't feel any pain? Insects continues to walk around because they have groups of neurons called ganglions that control parts of their body independently of the brain. Even if the head is gone, the insect can still walk because it's leg ganglia, located in the thorax, are still intact. Whether or not they feel pain is completely irrelevant to their ability to do this.

>If a bug loses a leg, it doesn't limp or change its gait, it just skips the movement of that leg
This is just outright bullshit. They obsessively groom damaged limbs and some insects will self amputate damaged limbs.

>They don't feel pain, and even if they did, boiling them is almost instant death anyway.

Yeah, no it's not. It takes insects a long time to die regardless of how you kill them.

You're arguing with an entomologist by the way. Quit whilst you're ahead.

>>7825286
>on the internet, no one knows you're a dog.jpg

>>7825219
As long as you don't have a name for the mannequin and talk to it.

>>7825273
I want to foster rescue cats, but I'm afraid I'd fall in love with all of them and end up with 30 cats.

>>7825257
Well, you can call me an idiot, because I honestly didn't know they couldn't tell my mom.

But don't call me an idiot because school's expensive. My books alone, whether they were used/from amazon/etc. came to over $2,000 for this semester. I technically have to pay for two majors (so baccalaureate classes plus completing the requirements for two majors) at a small private university. So don't call me an idiot based on my education choices. Even with the highest scholarship available here, shit's expensive.

>>7825264
Thank you for being civil, understandably I'm still nervous about getting help. A lot of people going, "Anon! You can go and no one will tell your mom!" makes me apprehensive... Because I went for help once and they called my mom, granted I was 17, but she promised me she wouldn't call my mother. Also, quick question which you may or may not know, last time I was at the doctor's my mother was with me and I had just turned 18. She filled out this form and wouldn't let me change it that says she can access my medical records from phone or in-person, is that only for physical things? Or would it go under just that office? You probably don't know but it's worth a shot asking.

(Also see above as to: $50,000 a year for school is kinda expensive plus I have to pay extra to get my particular major.)

>>7825265
I think I asked the other person about this, if it's the same form, but do you need a different form for each office? Or one blanket one? (She already filled one out saying she could get all my information at my last appointment back home.)

(Please any other replies... Don't focus on my school choices. I came here to share my feels about falling back into an ED after thinking I was 2 weeks into self recovery. I don't need you shitting on me and calling me an idiot because you don't know what major/how much it costs/etc. This is the best school for me. Yes, it's expensive. Oh well, that's why I'm getting help from my parents.)

>>7825291
Er. Her name is Yvette, and I talk to her from time to time. She doesn't answer, though, if it helps.

>>7825293
I saw plenty that I loved, but this one I got now was special. We clicked immediately. The other volunteers called her my cat because she was more comfortable around me than anyone, and would sit on my lap.

I've never fostered, but it always feels worth it to me to help an animal. I got attached to plenty of rescue cats, but seeing them go off to their new homes was always very rewarding.

There was only one instance that was painful, and that was when someone split up bonded brothers. The one left in the cage was normally quiet, but when his brother was taken away, he just clung to the front of the cage and howled. His brother attacked the front of the carrier trying to get back to him. I wasn't in a position to stop it. I hope they adjusted, but the one left behind had a complete personality change up until he was adopted.

I'm one of the girls who was posting about how she felt trapped in an abusive relationship and I want to say thanks as you guys actually did help me get out of it. I am now living with my family again which I'm actually enjoying and once I sort out the bills, I will never have to talk to my asshole ex again. I've also lost the weight I put on when I was with him and feel so much happier and more free than I have in a long time. Thanks for your support and sorry for being cheesey. I hope the other girls in similar situations can get out of them soon too.

>>7825299
Nevermind I shouldn't have come here, maybe I am a huge idiot, I don't know. It was dumb to post on cgl about this. I'm sorry for inconveniencing you all, I'm just gonna close the tab.

>>7825299
I'm >>7825265
I thought of an exception. if they think you're gonna hurt yourself or someone else they'll put you on a 72 hour psych hold in the hospital. but other than that they're bound by confidentiality.

I can only speak for my experience and I don't know what it's like in your state, but where I am I have to fill out a release of information form for every medical professional I have. so if I want my psychiatrist to be able to talk to my gp, I have to file one form in the gp's office and one form in the psychiatrist's office. if I want to add an ent specialist or something to the mix, I have to fill out forms for all three. if they're part of the same hospital system it's different, but that's the main idea.

so even if your mom filled out a form at your gp's office that allowed her access to your records there, she still won't be able to talk to a counselor you see at school if you don't sign off.

this is all beside the point, though. I think you're justifying your inaction to yourself. trust me, I've been there. you could just as easily asked the office at your school about confidentiality, but you didn't. if you're too wrapped up in your ed to care about getting help, at least be honest about it, at least to yourself.

>>7825308
Glad to hear you made it!

>>7825302
That's heartbreaking.
When I was growing up we got two female cats from the same nest who would always play and snuggle together, but had very different personalities. The more adventurous one was run over by a car about two years after we got her. The other one, who was initially very shy but also very affectionate, went kind of... crazy? She started clinging to my mother and needed attention 24/7 or else she would cry very loudly like she was in pain. It was so sad.
Years and years later she's mellowed out a bit but she still clings to my mother and follows her around everywhere, and doesn't allow anyone else to pet her unless she's dropped her guard out of drowsiness. She also hardly ever leaves the house even when the back door is wide open. At least she won't be getting anywhere near that highway...

>>7825323
I'm a firm believer that cats should be kept inside for reasons like that. I work at a veterinary place, only have for a few months, and have already seen on cat shot with a BB, several hit by cars, one kitten shot with an actual gun in the paw (had to amputate the leg), and one cat that hid outside from the owners while sick, and progressed into a matted urine-soaked mess with maggots in her asshole and vagina. Maybe outdoor cats can be a thing in nice areas, but they seem to meet tragic ends around here.

Cats seem to get clingy after trauma. Mine is super clingy with me, and one thing I noticed during my time volunteering was that as litter mates were separated, the ones left behind got clingier and louder. I actually have a scar on my boob from a kitten that was the last one adopted. She didn't want to let go of me when I had to put her back, she just meowed and tried to clamber back to my chest, scratched me pretty badly in the process. I ended up letting her stay there while I cleaned every cage.

>>7825140

I was >>7825060. I was confused what was going on, sorry anon! I think I was agreeing with you, the kid sounds like he's going through a lot and he does need the meds. Best of luck to him, hope his parents understand.

>>7825316
>posting about getting off cgl and not just getting off cgl
This just screams "boo hoo take pity on meeee"

>>7825338
I just want to add that the kitten whose leg had to be amputated is doing fine now, she's being fostered by one of our veterinarians, and will be good to have a new home as soon as her sutures are out. She's adjusting very well to being a tripod kitty, and is super sweet to everyone. Nicknamed Toothless due to her black fur and green eyes. I said she should be Hiccup because she lost a leg, but no one listens to me.

>tfw you can't tell if your crush is into you or is just really nice
>she's super attractive tho
>so proly just really nice
>thought this about my ex tho
>she was pretty attractive too
>she turned out to be kinda obsessed with me
>that was awesome

Probably not the case here though...

>>7825338
>bugs have feelings
>no outdoor cats
It sure is /an/ in here today

>>7825341
Oh its NP. Just thought I'd clarify the issue and yea I hope everything goes well for the parents too.

>>7825385
My main is /an/, you caught me. But I'm not one of the "bugs have feelings" people.

>>7823581
In basically the same boat. Every place I get interviews at fucking sucks and/or is a god damn pyramid scheme. Good luck!

>tfw people ask what fabric to use for lolita garments
>QUILTER'S COTTON!!!!!

Ugh. There's some nice stuff out there, but generally the stuff at Joann Fabrics/chain stores tend to be a bit gross.

>used to date a girl, lets call her A
>that was years ago
>currently A is married and Im in a serious relationship
>A has previously said that she is fine with being in an open relationship
>A starts to flirt with me and says stuff like she wants to fuck a girl and that im hot
>Im physically attracted to her but im faithful to my bf
>plus I dont know if her marriage is an open relationship or not
>I sometimes fantasize about her during sex
>so many confused feels

>>7825471
>tfw I know that feel

Joann's selection is really limited if you wanna make nicer clothing or cosplays and it wounds me.

>>7825471
I'm just starting out with sewing. What type of cotton should I go with? Kona? Maybe broadcloth?

> Meet foreign guy at con
> Hang out a lot
> Really into him
> Make plans to go to another con together
> Unsure whether he's into me
> Weeks later, lonely as fuck
> Think he got sick of me
> Getting too old for this
> Mfw I'm going to die alone

>good feels
>left /cgl/ to try and be a nice person again (HA)
>spending time on twitter chatting with friends
>make new ones in vidya game rp
>everyone hype for ac unity/rogue
>meet spaniard boy who lives in england
>o-oh
>we chat it up for a few weeks
>show bff from london a few caps
>anon he fucking fancies you
>cue blushus
>guy and i talk a bit more, admit we like each other etc
>decide to stay friends but after we group skype a few times he approaches me again
>"i thought about it again anon, i was under a lot of stress and was harsh to you"
>dokis
>we are a thing(?)
>literally the sweetest guy ever wtf
>aye papi chulo i might be coming to england for uni
>we are all down to clown if i go to uni next year
>things are so fucking good guys
:,) after months of shit things are turning around. it is my time, /cgl/. internet relationships might be fucking garbage most of the time but i really believe in this.
>i hope things work out srsly

>>7825288
Dunno why but for some reason this post made me think >>7825286 said "You're arguing with a dog by the way".
Chuckled.

>>7825625
london, stopped reading there.

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>>7825602
sure. whatever.

>>7825636
yes, she is from london but she is a total sweetheart. she is moving to nottingham for uni in a few days tho. :/// she has told me about how shitty london is haha (and how people there can be creepy).
>usfag here obviously

>>7825625
Good luck, anon. I'm meeting my Internet bf in person for the first time in 2 years next week, I'm so fucking hype.

>>7825645
wow, congrats anon!! good luck to you, i hope you both have a great time and get along and such!

Bad things, first.
>got a tutoring side job for three hours/week
>teaching old people who to computer
>it's actually really hard
>timing will probably make me consistently late for class
>regret

>uni refunded me $500 instead of $1k
>they seriously announced a $600 increase over the summer
>owe dad money
>was counting on refund to pay him back

>tfw no job

Now good things~
>had fight with bf over the weekend
>left us both devastated
>we try to make an effort this week to smooth things over
>tfw feel so loved
>tfw best sex we've ever had in a while
>bf says he now gets turned on by my bit of fat
>obviously influenced by the 'squishy' style of doujin girls we've been reading
>my confidence is through the roof

>went to therapist for the first session
>spilled my guts
>left feeling optimistic and lighter

>went to anime club for second meeting
>weeb count has plummeted since two years ago
>gave up on trying to seduce cute girl
>focused on having fun
>actually made friends

>mfw

>be guy
>want to try dating a cute trap
>cute traps are rarer than winged unicorns around me
>plenty of them online in places too far away to be in any way practical
stop tormenting me please

>>7825672
Try being a girl and wanting to date a trap.

>>7825187
>The first kiss I got I was exactly the girl in this picture

And that's why I'm terrified of girls forever.

>>7825675
Most of them that don't prefer other traps prefer girls, actually. Not that many are both into men and attractive.

>>7825675
This.

My boyfriend lets me fuck him, but he doesn't look like a qt girl.

>>7825679
It's actually the opposite from what I've seen. They're all into guys.

>>7825672
>cute traps are rarer than winged unicorns around me
This

>>7825666
>have bf
>trying to lure in a qt chick
I know you gave up on it but damn

>been going to the gym for a month now
>went to a doctor for some medicine and a proper diet
Thanks, anons. Your hate for fat people made me hate myself and want to improve. As weird as this whole sentence sounds.

>>7825625
I married my internet bf. 5 years in december. best guy ever.

>>7825693
Oh yeah, that. I forgot to mention.
We're trying to find a girl to both bang as a threesome, and we think someone at our college would be better for an ongoing thing.

>>7825689
Yunoface poster here.
Well, there's a couple unattractive ones near me, and one relative cutie that's already engaged to someone so nothing is going to happen there.

I dunno. I've dated enough girls in my time, but I think that if I'm going to commit to anything long-term, I'd be happier with a trap or non-op trans girl because it'd mean that the relationship wouldn't be based primarily on sex - it'd still happen, for sure, but it wouldn't be the main attraction and we could focus on actually relating to each other.

>>7825706
wow, really? that is awesome anon! i am so happy for you. i really hope papi chulo-kun and i work out like that, i would definitely marry him in a heartbeat.

>>7825697
Deep down under all that hate we actually care

>started working out 2 months ago to fit in tight cosplay
>manager calls me over for something
>she says oh nice tattoo (on my arm) can I see it?
>i dont think too much and lift my shirt arm up and flex without realizing
>she gives me this glowing stare and says "oh thats so nice anon, you can go now"

>tfw I lurk these threads to see if my internet crush posts about me.
>dont know if we have a thing or just casual flirting.
Kinda in the same boast as >>7825625
dont want to disappoint when we meet.

dont want to end up like>>7825617

also
>paranoid that they will recognize my typing style or something in these threads
>compliment them so much they think its corny/desperate

>>7825338
We actually have a third cat who is turning 20 this year and has never had any accidents (and complains loudly when she can't go outside) and nearly all of our neighbours have old happy outdoor cats too. The one that got to the highway was just especially adventurous and we weren't ever expecting her to get that far.
It also helps that we don't have any lunatics with firearms running around. I don't think I'd dare to go outdoors in that situation, much less let my pets out.

>Need orange fleece
>Want orange fleece
>Go to fabric store
>Look at fleece
>No orange fleece
>Ask for orange fleece
>No orange fleece
>Look in fleece digging deep
>Find orange fleece
>Just in the right length too

>>7825728
Call me naive, but I do believe this. Yeah, there are a few people that are complete assholes that hate everyone and everything, but for the most part, I think a lot of seagulls say this awful bullshit in hopes that you'll look through all the hatred, and try to improve yourself.

>I want to believe

>>7825720
So you think men and women can't have a relationship based on something other than sex? Whoooo boyo you're in for a shocker when you get out of mammy's basement

>>7825878
nah we're just cunts

>>7825878
I think that's why I'm so hateful of fat people and bad cosplayers. I don't want to become either, so if we all improve I'm never reminded of what I'm scared of.

these are only 1/3 of my supplies for a failed rosette making venture. Oh well I guess I'll have ribbons for birthday packages.

>tfw selfposting tripfag appears
>tfw just waiting for cgl to rip that faggot apart
>tfw the janitor does their job and deletes it

I was hoping for some grade A autism entertainment

>kissless virgin
>haven't fancied a girl since elementary school
>have been a shy lony edgy kid then got a dozen of friends
>really good friend though
>around 16 I realised how I hadn't fell in love for a very long time
>not that I don't want to but it just don't happens
>oh well friendship is all I need for now
>in fact friendship intensity is sometimes awkward for other peoples than my group of friend
>still kissless virgin but I have fondled boobs and crotches (male and female)
>/d/ took my heterosexuality away
>I'm not really looking forward vanilla sex in fact, sounds boring
>don't really do much with my life apart from playing games and playing TTRPG with friends
>most of them have hobbies and are good at it, I'm a bit into blacksmithing but I'm no master and the thrill isn't there
>started gaining interest in crossplay and other stuff, not downright sexual but deviant in mist cases

All my friends are open minded but at least three of them are normalfags, I've never felt insecure inside my man body but this bringd me the feeling of doing something new and doing slow progress.
I kinda want to go trap, maybe more but is this only the thrill of discovering it? It feels not right because all the crodressers or trans people I know have gone through great trouble and told me the change was some kind of great relief, that they could finally be themselves; while I'd be doing that for fun more or less.

>>7823935
>"Are you transgendered by any chance?"

Who asks that? Especially at church

>>7826014
>cgl
>at a church
whore, church, etc.

>>7825954

Make shitty bows and sell them at conventions.

>Cheks a site regularly that sells Kokokim stuff
>Wants to buy a pair of thighs with my birthday money, since that was coming up
>The thighs and other stuff I wanted are sold out by the time I had the money
>Spend money on other things (necessary and not so necessary)
>The site stocked new clothes from Kokokim today
>I don't have the money for it anymore...

Not that bad, but slightly annoying. Especially that they also stocked skirts I like and I want some new skirts.

>>7826019
ehhh but then i'd have to spend more on a table at a con, and probably not break even

> God of Lolita is smiling upon me
> Sales are doing great
> Have pretty awesome trade offer too
> Found quite rare wtb item, now have fullset of dreamdress
> IW's stradivarius is on its way to me
> May also get extra cheap new phone next week
> Fuck yeah !

>>7826020
>Wants to buy a pair of thighs
>buy a pair of thighs
>a pair of thighs
Come on, anon

>pick up dress today
>perfect condition, absolutely beautiful
>bust is about an inch too big to zip up all the way
About to crash diet so I can fit into this dress for the meet this Saturday.

>>7826080
Sorry to be a downer, but you're not losing an inch off of anything in four days. Unless you literally eat nothing, and even then I doubt it.

>>7826085
Yeah, I figured as much, starving yourself sucks pretty bad too.

>>7826080
just get some shapewear

>>7825746

Your manager totally wants the D

Show her the guns more often, bro

>>7826085
-eat nothing but like, celery and carrots
-excercise?
-shapewear??
good luck anon I guess :(

>>7826080
Perhaps temporarily sew an inch of elastic between the zipper flaps at the top and wear a cardigan over it to mask it?
Emphasis on temporary.
Keep the zipper up by a safety pin on the zipper to the elastic.

This might not/probably won't work though.

>>7826085
water weight

>>7826273
Low carb + drink a fuckload of water + low sodium + high potassium = piss like 5-10lbs of water retention

>>7825201
If you're a lone Lolita, how will you tea-party?

>>7825061
... Stranger danger?

>email from shopping service saying all my items arrived, came 6 days ago
>pay shipping invoice tonight
>need items in a week

God I hope they ship them out quick. I'm going to be really pissed with myself if they don't arrive in time.

>finally hear back from friend
>he tried to jump off a building
>was committed to a mental institution
>they shaved his head

can institutions in the US do that?

>>7826612
hope you paid for fast shipping

>>7826615
Happened to my friend, too.
Except the jumping off the building part. Mine did it the old fashioned slit-your-wrists way.

>>7826636
Always pay EMS, usually my items from Japan arrive in 5 days or less. So hopefully it happens this time too...

>>7826615
I'd imagine it's a safety thing.

Don't want them wigging out and pulling out their, or another's hair. If it's long enough it could also be a choking hazard

>>7826615
Hair for obvious reason is if they try to pull it off forcefully, it causes injury to themselves. Also it's a safety and health hazard, as it's a biological material.

>>7826685
>>7826640
they never shaved my head when I went in.

>tfw neopets is down

>>7826608
I don't know. There's even a place that holds really fancy afternoon tea events near-ish to me. The reservation slots fill up so fast that it's insane.
I want to see what it's like, but I don't want to go alone.

>to friend or not to friend
>sob

>>7826712
>tfw work for a smaller petsite
I hope some people from Neopets come over to the site I work for, but Neopets has a shit community so I won't be too upset if they don't.

>tfw you really want to start on a cosplay of a character you absolutely adore
>fucking pumped
>can't seem to pick what outfit you want
>still can't start

/cgl/ what do you do against indecisiveness

>>7826814
Pros and cons list for the costumes in question
Pick the one with the least number of cons or least problematic cons (for example, one costume has weird colours that will require dying, and will need to have hook and eye tape applied to the front closure is less problematic than a costume with requires large propwork or pieces that might be trod on at a convention), or the most rewarding pros (easily recognised, requires the use of a technique you've gotten really good at, or simple construction)

Failing that ...

Put pictures of each costume variation onto a dart board. Throw darts. Tadaaaaa.

>>7823986
>went to a con a few weeks ago
>cosplayed madotsuki
>ohshit
>start wondering if this is about me

I-if this is about me, please just talk to me at the next con, Anon.

>>7826822
That's a really good idea, thank you! I actually sort of did the last one, haha. I hope this'll make things easier.

I feel like most people nowadays are too obsessed with cosplay pages and won't even acknowledge you if you don't have one at the very least. I went to cons just so I could meet people who also like the same stuff I like. I'm not there because "hey, this is my cosplay page, I have a few hundred likes and I'm working on this and this and I'm going to be the best and I'll go to ALL of these cons". I get that there are people who do that though. I'm not entirely against the concept, since having a cosplay page is cool if you do cosplay a lot and you want to organize everything. But still, it's not the most important thing. What I especially dislike is if you don't practice what you preach.
>"all cosplays are good! come chat with me any time!"
And yet don't actually do this, especially because of lesser known cosplayers or ones without pages... Just be honest.

It's sort of making me think that I can only talk to people if I'm already a great and established cosplayer myself. Could this be a means to improve and get better, then? I don't know. Wanting to better yourself for the sake of being worthy in other people's eyes doesn't seem like it should be a top priority, rather you should do this for yourself and then maybe you should expect things after. But it's definitely giving me the idea that if you cosplay to cons, you don't do it for the sake of being around and meeting other people who like the same things you do, but rather that you do it to be seen and you get attention, recognition, likes, and so on. The idea that you need to be good enough just to go to something you're supposed to be having fun at is a bit of a strange one.

tl;dr: Cosplay pages and the fame hungry people make me view cons and the cosplay scene a bit differently.

>>7826615

Similar story here, but it was me
>Get new haircut
>Try to kill myself
>Friend focuses on my new haircut when we try to talk

>>7826951
why are you on /cgl/
I love you dont do that to me you nerd

>5'2 babyface
>usually rant on twitter about anything that annoys me
>usually too shy to accept compliments or give them even if I like what people post
>have a decent amount of watched animu
>people actually follow me
>people actually take seriously everything I say
>meet some of my twitter acquintances IRL
>"oh anon you're actually sweet and cute, I thought you would be some scary ogre"
>some people are actually afraid of me
>mfw

What the fuck man. I'm a happier person than I look on the internet. I want to make friends online but everyone is just scared because I always share my honest opinions.

My favorite cosplayer is not really famous outside of the fandoms she cosplays from, but she's a great cosplayer and a great girl.
I tried to approach her but I'm too goddamn shy to talk to her except for stupid fandom related stuff. I really want to be her friend and it breaks my heart when she posts about how lonely she feels sometimes. I'm sure she's not doing it for attention, she's not famous nor trying to be.
I'll never be able to be her friend because of my poor English skills and I'll never be able to meet her because there's an ocean between.
I know it's not so bad, but I would love to meet her someday and be able to tell her how much I appreciate all the stuff she makes and how awesome she is.

>>7826956
Are you me?
I'm 5'4 and all and people are intimidated by me because of the way i speak... and when they meet me or get to know me they're like "anon you're so cute and real sweet actually i thought you were arrogant and cold'

>>7826967
C-can I meet you?

>>7826704
They didn't shave mine either, but there were plenty of patients around me who had their heads shaved. I think it depends on their assessment of you?

>>7826989
I've never even heard of this happening before so its all strange for me.

I broke my foot about four weeks ago by attempting to skip (So I could stop being such a fatass) and although I can walk around I can't do anything high impact with it, like actually exercising. Probably never going to attempt skipping again regardless of how well my foot has healed. I weighed/measured myself this morning and I've put on more weight, and the circumference of one of my thighs is 22 inches. I'm 5'1, that should be the circumference of my waist. My boyfriend is angry at me calling myself disgusting. I hate myself.

>>7826615
What the fuck? I'm glad I'm not in the US.

I feel an irresistible urge to suck Moot's dick now that he stood up for us girls, womyn and social justice warriors and banned all the misogynistic neckbeard virgin scum (including the entire country of German - fuck them, they were Nazis anyway!) from 4chan.

>>7827154
*of Germany

>>7826802
What petsite?

>>7827142
I'm 5ft 1, I have a 30inch bust and 23.5inch waist, yet I decided to measure my thighs just now and theyre 22.5 inches. I'm really pear shaped, mainly on the thighs and my bum is wide and have always been since I hit puberty. Your boyfriend sounds abusive, who gives a shit about thigh circumference.

>>7827224
And by thighs I mean one thigh, if that wasn't clear.

>>7827222
Pesticide.

>>7827224
Her boyfriend's not angry at her for being fat, he's angry at her for calling herself disgusting.

>>7827236
kek

>>7827224
Elin and proud.
Seriously though juicy thighs on a slim bod are the best

>met cute and handsome guy on fb
>meet in real life, we have a lot of fun
>it's almost creepy how much we think alike
>but ... he's bald.

>>7827251
Know that feel sis.
My two latest interest have been bald and now my friends make fun of me for it.

>>7827251
Go on a date with him to a wig store.

>>7826080

>>7827251
>met cute and handsome guy [...] he's bald

Nice bait, made me read the entire post by putting it on the end. 9/10

>uses "mori kei" as a search word on etsy and ebay
>fucking shit I can pay 200 bucks for a dress but I ain't paying 70 for an average looking shirt just because it's "more-able"
>enters "shabby chic" instead
>finds similar stuff for 1/3 of the price

This is just hilarious

>>7827392
>mori-able

I can't write for shit

>Big event this weekend
>get coord ready finish making accessories
>wearing all white & pastels
>body decides to start shark week a week early
This happens every bloody time and its getting very warring

>tfw when my ugly short fat friend was saying how jelly she is of my height
>tfw she also was making fun of my small boobs
>tfw I like having small boobs but people make fun of them/pity them anyways

I don't get why she had to be such a bitch, I don't want tits anyways, especially not fat girl tits, but just, why be a bitch?

>>7827154

>banning all of Germany

Clearly, the entirety of Germany is made up of no good neckbeards who don't do shit. That's why the country is so efficient!

No, seriously, what the actual fuck is up with that? All German IP addresses are banned? I'm curious and I only found one thing on it.

>>7825720
Tripfagging on /b/ a while back is the reason why most of my online steam/skype friends are traps
Holy fuck they are emotionally unstable though, its worse than cgl girls level of unstable
I met a few irl but holy shit the sex was pretty awkward

After about two years' worth of lurking /cgl/, it's finally happened anons. I have a full-out hate boner for a tripfag, in a manner of speaking.

I don't know how it started. I'd just see them post sometimes, and they were always a little grating, but then I started actually trying to FIND things they had posted so I could get angry at them. Archiving them, searching for all related drama, following them on outside sites, etc. And now it's evolved into hatred.

The worst part is, I think the reason I'm so bugged by them is because we're incredibly similar people, they're just being more obnoxious about having a personality like mine. Can't help but be mad.

>>7827447
It looked like all of them initially, but luckily Moot only banned the biggest ISPs in Germany (basically everyone who can allow to give their customers dynamic IPs).

If you have a static IP, chances are you can pas the ban.

There's this person who is my friend and just ugh. She got into cosplay only a few months ago and she already thinks she's top shit? She has a cospage with 1k likes and she thinks that she's so great because of a ton of likes she whined and bitched her way to get MOAR LIEKS on IG and FB.

I'm just...no. You don't even make your own cosplays, you buy and make ME make them for you. You use the same "winged" eyeliner for all the cosplays you do. I've told her to get her ass together and make her own shit, but she never fucking listens. And oh god, she actually got an expensive ass photographer for AUSA for one cosplay that (no surprise) wasn't made by her. I am just so sick of her shit at the moment and while I hope she realizes that her cosplays are mediocre at best, I don't see that happening at all.

I just needed to rage, sorry for the gross long post.

>>7827461
its this fagget isnt it
>>7827458

>>7825720
>I dunno. I've dated enough girls in my time, but I think that if I'm going to commit to anything long-term, I'd be happier with a trap or non-op trans girl because it'd mean that the relationship wouldn't be based primarily on sex - it'd still happen, for sure, but it wouldn't be the main attraction and we could focus on actually relating to each other.
wat

>>7827251
What's wrong with bald guys?

>>7827503
Would you date a bald girl ?

I feel the same about bald men.
Thankfully, now implants can look semi decent.

>>7827503
he wasn't completely bald .. more like a 5 o clock shadow with a receding hairline like pic related, but still ..

>>7826891
I feel exactly the same, but I can sympathize with people who make pages to keep their cosplay and personal lives separate.

I do think it's a little obnoxious when you compliment someone and they start talking about how they have "an official page" for their cosplays and whatnot. It's disappointing that I can't talk to someone about their good taste in anime/games/comics/etc without them throwing in something about how I should look them up on facebook.
Yes, I get it, you have a page. But that isn't what I want to talk to you about.

>>7827224
Are you single by any chance?

>>7827224
And are you in London?

>had a dream that Jack Black stole my waifu

Fuck that giggling manlet.

>>7827607
the waifu was me i love jack black

>Got fired for job for trying to put two weeks in
>No luck finding new job as of yet (it's only been a week but it feels like an eternity)
>Feel fucking useless and stupid
>Depression and anxiety increasing
>Why did I even bother going to university wtf

>>7825243
this is wonderful to hear.

>>7825196
>Probably has never had relationship, or is actually in an unhappy one and deluding themself

well, if it makes you feel better about yourself, anon...

>had a long flight and slept like 4hrs previous night
>nerves and jet lag
>long train journey tomorrow and have to stand and take pictures of mummers all day (here to report on a carnival)
>people keep trying to Jew the shit out of me and lie to my face about hotel fares, so I have to put on my best knacker face for tomorrow and argue for muh shekels
K-kill me ;_;

>tfw when you've proofread a business card for your shop so many times that words no longer look like they're spelled right
>tfw you've put off ordering for over a week because you're afraid of missing a typo and then having 2000 cards with the wrong website URL or Facebook account listed

I always get nervous ordering things, but goddamn. Anything printed turns me so paranoid. I'm just going to email it to a friend, make THEM check it, then send it to the printer.

>>7827885
Don't feel sad, I ordered a batch of business cards from moo and a lot of them were cut unevenly. Sometimes things will just get fucked no matter how much you take care

I realized how cool I am.

>>7827888
Thankfully, I have a local printer. So if THEY screw up, getting them to replace them/fix their mistake is easy. Less so if I mess up.

>>7827885
>be self proclaimed photographer
>spell photographer as "photograper" on business card
>I have handed out at least 200 of these
I really hope they don't think I'm a photog raper

>japanaese "exchange" student
>"exchange" because she isnt being exchanged, she came here of her own will, not from a college program thing
>always wears really light lolita, just flowery/printed skirts, and a matching top/jacket
>never wears ita
>talked to her today after class
>gave her a ride to her house

we had a pretty good time in the few minutes to her house
i think i got this

>>7827989
She sounds nice.
You should rape her.

>>7823453
Be hot.

>>7823504
Are you sure you aren't depressed?

>>7828042
Yes

>>7827925
laughing so hard at this. sorry to hear it anon but that's hilarious

>>7828033
no rape here chief

she seems like the type of girl where i could sit in a chair during the afternoon, and she would sit in my lap, lounging on my chest while i hold her

amongst other idyllic scenarios

I'm so stressed out that I'm physically sick right now. My boyfriend and I were living together in his foster mother's house paying cheap rent.
We both come from shitty backgrounds and haven't been able to afford to go to college/finish college so we both have terrible paying jobs.
The house we are living in has really bad mold growing in the walls and piping problems that the landlords don't have the money to fix, so they evicted us on such sort notice.
Neither of us have any money saved because it all goes to keeping us alive and we can't stay with his foster mother anymore because she'll be living with someone.
I have absolutely no idea what we are going to do and we won't have a place to live at the end of the month.
We could stay with my mother temporarily but she lives on the other side of the country and our car keeps breaking down. If we fix the car we won't have money for gas to get to my mother's.
I seriously just want to shoot myself in the head right now. Why is life so hard?

>can see my ribs
>still have prominent gut
What sort of shit genetics is this.

>>7828137
>genetics

Keep telling yourself that.

>>7828124
It doesn't sound like your life is actually that hard.

>>7827458
>tfw cute trap asks me to fuck at a con
>ask boyfriend, explain it's one of my fantasies, he okayed it because we didn't know how to relationship two years ago
>fuck yes, I will fuck trap
>big surprise, cute trap is crazy
>don't fuck, boyfriend called to ask me not to because he caught the crazy vibes from her
>I make excuses to leave
>trap says, "I could ruin your relationship, you know" as I leave the room

>>7827989
>>7828121
Do you have both a fedora AND a katana?? WOW!

>going to second meet with some girls from my comm soon
>one girl who I assume is new wants to wear a stocking cosplay
>wig and all
>cringing so much
>no one is saying anything
>not sure how to politely tell her to wear some kind of j-fashion instead
>not sure if I should just lend her one of my wigs for the day since I don't know her

At least that would make it a little less embarrassing

>>7828156
>women in charge of not being whores

>>7828156
Your boyfriend is a massive beta and you are deplorable.

I would feel pretty shitty too.

>>7828124
You clearly have options but you want to shoot yourself.
Think about that for a second.

>>7828042
No, I am depressed. I was diagnosed a year ago and have been on medication. I just don't know what the point is sometimes though. I think I'm just not wired to be a happy person.

My life is actually pretty great though so I feel guilty saying things aren't getting better. I should be content. I'm just not. My family has been wonderful and supportive and I know they'd blame themselves if they knew, so I just keep it to myself.

/pityparty

>>7828283
Actually no I don't really have any options because I have no way to get to my mother.

>be me
>MtF trans
>been a year since I last dated
>no friends
>family lives far away, I'm a hermit in my uncle's spare room
>savings are running low
>boy I love doesn't love me back
>was feeling determined to go to AX 2015
>2014 was hoarded with Tumblr
>fuck that
>feel the whole cosplay/anime/manga community passing me by
>can't name any of these new series, too much to keep up with
>withering away

At least I have my 3 cats..

>>7828404
Move out of Cork and live with pikeys

>>7828137
It's the "lazy bitch, go work out" gene. Very common in young adults.

>>7828375
Sell car, catch bus.

>>7823943
>husband starts making more
>somehow this means you can give him less and take more
>even though you're the one being cut on hours
Something's fucked up here.

>>7824098
>had internship offer
>talked a few times with the party that wanted to have me
>come to the point
>they tell me its experience no pay
>I tell them to learn from this experience, no deal
>keep looking
>find internship 2 weeks later
>paid €600 a month during internship (more hours then old job but had to quit that and earned €400 there so it was still a total increase)
>internship end, they keep me, pay me €1800 a month after taxes

not being a spineless bitch helps

>>7828121
What a faggot you are.

>>7828364
>I think I'm just not wired to be a happy person.
You aren't.

Being depressed sucks, and really only other depressed people understand how you feel.
But I realized something in the last few years, it's all pointless, but that isn't a bad thing.

In the grand scheme of things, none of this really matters, so don't worry about trying to find your place or making your mark on history, because you'll be forgotten.

And there's nothing wrong with that, it's just nature to return to the earth and have time erase you. It's just a part of living.

So don't feel pressured to do anything that isn't in line with your own goals, and don't get complacent just because nobody else is going to help you.
If you want to do something, you've just got to shut up and do it, because you're the only one living your life and the only one to blame.

That being said, I know what it's like to have literally no will to live, and you know what?
Fuck whatever other people are telling you to just get over it, or that it's not important.
It is important, if you feel like crying, fucking cry.
if you feel like just loafing around on the couch and pigging out, do it.
Just be aware that there are consequences, but if you honestly can't do anything because of how you feel, fuck everybody else man, you're too fucking sad to move.

>>7828156
Better than having a trap tie you up and tease your for almost an hour, then finally sits on your dick afterwards

>>7828783
YOU GAY NIGGA
its called soft edging, makes you cum buckets so that way they feel the pop inside instead of your usual leaky drip putter.

>>7828555
That's not an option for us either. I wouldn't be so stressed out if it was so easy.
We have already tried selling the car and no one wants it. It's a piece of shit. We have like a week and a half left before we're homeless.
Even if we did sell the car we would have no transportation to get to and from jobs as my mother lives in the middle of nowhere and can't help us with transportation.
We've also tried selling every valuable thing we own all this month but that didn't work out either.
I'd seriously rather be dead than homeless because there are no homeless shelters any where near where I live and it's fucking cold as balls at night here already.

>>7828851
Leave the car in a junkyard. Use the money you would have used for gas to get a one way bus ticket to the nearest big city to find your fortune

>>7824923
Rollita

>>7826828
... I'm kinda scared to confirm, but are you going to AWA?

>>7832247
y-yes ..

Haha

Said im sorry