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/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

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Seagulls, I have hit an all time low. I came disturbingly close to basically whoring myself out for lolita and I really don't want to go into the details, save for that no physical contact occurred, but I did provide phone sex and nudes. I'm the type of person who couldn't give any less of a shit about what someone else does and I see nothing wrong with the idea of trading sex for things, but I have found that I myself just can't do it. I feel shameful and dirty and all I want to do is curl into a ball and cry. I'm not trying to say that this is how anyone who does so should feel, if you can do it with no shame, all the more power to you, but I feel so horrible about it that I almost considered killing myself. Has anyone else been in a similar situation? How do I go about moving on and feeling okay about myself again?

>> No.7270621

I'm a, pretty straight, guy and I sucked a dick for a $1,000. Don't really care

Don't beat yourself up about it

>> No.7270630

In time, anon.

For future reference, this is what you get when you listen to edgy teens online that have ~soooo much sex and drugs~ and ~sugar daddies teehee~.

Buying more is not going to make you happy. Booze, parties, money, sex, drugs, cosplays, internet fame, they're all temporary and just pacifiers for the time being.

Spend time with your loved ones and immerse yourself in work, try to better yourself - whether by studying, working, exercising. Don't hide what you tried to do - it'll only make it worse and make you feel more guilty.
Get a dog, take walks, see some sights, make friends, get a boyfriend who cares for you and understands you, who will be your best friend.

The rest will pass over time, I can't really tell you anything more.

>> No.7270635

And you shouldn't have given nudes to a creep for free
If he demands them, he's likely too broke to pay for the real thing

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>>7270615
>How do I go about moving on and feeling okay about myself again?

Therapy and not seeking validation from strangers on 4chan, for starters.

>> No.7270649

Post your nudes here so you can see it's not even a big deal if strangers see them.