/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

It pains me that I would be such a better lolita and cosplayer if I wasn't an alcoholic.
It's horrible. Every single day, I come up with plans on how to tackle my latest cosplay or coord a new lolita outfit. And every single day I get way too drunk to do any of it and just end up passing out and waking up to a shittily cut wig or a halfassed costume piece. It's taken me two months to make maybe 30% of a really, really simple costume, because I work on it about 40 minutes and pass out because I don't give a shit. And then I just have to fix the crap work I did while wasted anyway, so I'm basically going nowhere slowly.