/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Friend invites me to friend's party, because he's bringing the booze
>Never gotten drunk before
>Excited to actually go to a real party
>Friend tells me today that his friend said she wants to fuck me
>Only kissed a girl once
>Not sure how I feel
>Not sure what to do

I feel conflicted about whether or not I'll hate myself for going through with it. I always wanted my first time to be special. Will I regret it if I don't take my chance.

Also, to keep it /cgl/ related.

>Always here about how much fun people have at cons
>Here all the horror stories of spergs and shit
>Want to make friends, but don't want anyone to think I'm one of those spergs
>Feel like I'll just be annoying or harassing people