/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10075826
>Is this a suicidal thought or unfortunate diagnosis?
kind of a bit of both actually
I know it sounds strange, and I don't even know why I should consider it as a valid possibility in my mind, but I can't shake the feeling.
I've had what you might call a premonition of my own death.
I realize how ridiculous it sounds, but I wake up almost every day with the sensation that I'm gonna die in march 2020. I have been for about 8 years now.
Maybe thats when my depression and self-esteem issues will finally be too much for me to bear, or maybe some accident will happen. Or more likely, It will be another month just like any other. I don't know, but all I can do is think about it.