/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

OP I know that feel.
I left lolita like 4 years ago and sold everything that wasn't handmade ita looking gifts from friends no one wanted.

I totally want to start wearing mori or dolly, but...
>Be bipolar and in the process of getting offical diagnosis which is acceptable to my healthplan to get eating disorder counseling because when I have depressive episodes I literally cannot stop eating even when I am crying into my food and feel disgustingly full, so I get really close to a normal weight when manic and eating scrupulously healthy and then gain it back again
>Be afraid to spend a lot of money on clothes, similar to you
>I'm an ex goth and colored clothing confuses me and I have no idea how to coord more than two exact matching colors in any one outfit.

Also, I'll be 28 this year. I wish I would just stop liking weird clothes and be old already, because I'm not going to be good looking enough to pull any of this shit off before I look like pic related.