/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Cosplay Antarcticite, Todoroki, and Jack Frost
>Really want to shoot them in the snow
>Scared of driving in snow since car accident last winter
>Closest cosplay photographer friend lives 1 hour away

Cosplay aside, it feels bad in general. I work from home and take the bus to classes, but I’m afraid I’m going to become a hermit this winter. I have like 4 friends in town, and all my weeb friends live in different parts of the state/different states completely. I usually go to them because I live in bumfuck nowhere and there’s nothing to do. I’m just so scared I won’t be able to see anyone until April or May because of my stupid fear.
I thought maybe it’s something I can get over if I gradually face my fear. But I forced myself to drive on slightly snowy roads to the Walshart <10 minutes away from my house and it freaked me out. I got there, got what I need, and got home, but I puked in the Walmart bathroom and still feel like I’m going to have a heart attack even though I’ve been home for 30+ mins. I feel so fucking pathetic.