/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Posting a pathetic feeling because it's a Saturday and I'm locked in my house all alone with nothing to do.

The last few years, I've been using Lolita as a way to cope with being socially isolated. I have no friends. I can't even make friends online. Lolita started becoming a glimmer of happiness for me when I was left feeling isolated. It makes me feel like a character from a story. Admittedly, it doesn't work very well, but it's one of the only things I have to at least feel like I'm "special" instead of feeling unwanted. The worst part is I hardly even wear Lolita because it's a little uncomfortable and I don't want to wear it just sit around my house. I don't even like CGL. I'm only here because lately I've felt lonelier than I can handle.

I'm such a waste of air. At least I can leave nice comments to other people and maybe make their day a little better.