/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

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>Mid-sized local con
>22
>broke
>no car
>no driver's license (long story short: Caught with alcohol at 15, driving privileges suspended till 18, severe depression from 18-20 for reasons, living with parents, figured I'd die before I ever needed to drive. Hadn't got my shit together at this point)
>Room plans I made on fb group fell through
>Fuck it, figured it would work out somehow, and if it didn't work out, my mentality back then was if it didn't, I deserved whatever happened to me.
>Cosplayed pic related in early April when the whether where I live can't decide if it wants to be winter or spring.
>Day was fine, had quite a bit of fun. Fast forward to night.
>Needed a place to sleep and wanted a shower.
>meandering the hotel courtyard
>Group of goths(?) say hi to me
>Instant fight or flight reaction, but eventually calm down and sit with them
>They want to read my palm
>k
>"My magic powers say you're a really chill person"
>k
>Two of them claim to practice wiccan or whatever, one girl, one gay guy. Gay guy is also a vampire, I would later find out
>Conversation moves on from magic to sex
>This is my chance
>she comes up with the idea of a "blowjob competition" but she was the only competitor and I was the only judge...so just a blowjob
>She can't find a room, though, since her roommates were in at the time.
>Bit of texting back and forth and her roommates agree to vacate
>Head up there with the witchcraft girl, the gay vampire, another girl and some random gay guy the vampire found to bum him.
In my head, I thought I had everything figured out. I was gonna get a free bj, and I already asked if I could shower after we were done. But even the best plans can take unexpected turns
>I get a case of mild cold feet. She wasn't the most attractive girl, and I was worried I wouldn't be able to get it up since I was completely soft throughout our every interaction
>Thought leaving would be less of an insult than not getting hard for her
cont.