/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9948407
i'm kind of embarrassed that i cant last too long, but i never hold back on physical play. i like to hit hard enough to leave welts, choke tight enough to get her to start tapping out. a curse

>>9215158
>I was never like, an outcast or a loser, just someone who kept to themself.
Well then it's obvious. You're not getting any attention as your regular self BECAUSE you're ACTIVELY not drawing attention as your regular self. As a crossplayer of course you'll be in the thick of it, everyone's trying to pick up something to fuck at cons. This contrast is confusing you and making you think that crossplay is by default more desirable, while in reality you could be getting the exact same attention as a normal dude if you'd just actually be putting yourself out there instead of loning it up.

You ARE a loner when not crossdressing. You're attracted to you "bent gender", if that's even an actual term, because you're still mostly straight and desiring cute chicks to bang; this goes so far that you mistake your own disguise for something you want to fuck and get aroused by it.

I recommend getting /fit/ to a degree of having visible abs and cosplaying a macho man character with a naked upper body and wearing a facial mask, so you can still feel enough freedom of anonymity that you can get your swell on on the chicks at the convention. This may restore your inherent male drive to some extent.

And just as an aside, not having friends who'd lose limbs for you (or that you'd lose limbs for) is a surefire sign of FAILURE. I wouldn't be the guy I am without the three, four bros I got that I'd place my hand into a fire for. You might want to work on that too.

>>8353517

>And that sounds pretentious as fuck.
>And if you're gonna stroke your own dick

Holy smokes, you need to calm down and relax. Nobody's trying to show off. If you get this upset because people just happen to talk about things then, well, I'm sorry.