/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9093250
Cont. from >>9093250 (You)
>approached her after the fact like "Yo wtf" since I went home to get some air so I could calm down and help settle this peacefully but that pissed me off
>fighting continues anew
>eventually escalated between us to the point where that was basically the equivalent of Hiroshima for our relationship
>she started yelling about 'fucking straight white male fucking bigoted racists who can't see their own fucking privilege'
>this resulted in me listing off every transgression she made that pissed me off but I kept quiet about over the years
>that was the end of that relationship.
>mostly all of my friends ditched me except Koichi's ex Casca because she went through a similar thing with him
>six months after this, ended up meeting a girl- let's go with Kaoru for her, LDR starts up
>Casca and I are super close, considering she's my only friend other than Kaoru
>proposed to Kaoru stupidly, a year and a half into the relationship being a young, love-addled moron who's only had one successful relationship before this
>eventually, two years into my relationship Casca comes onto me
>don't even think twice about saying no because fuck cheating
>never heard anything more from her after that really
>for the last three months, Kaoru has been super distant from me, tried to get her to open up more but she really refused to lately
>she'd accused me of cheating on her before due to misinterpreting messages and paranoia
>just point out she's acting like she's been getting dick on the side regularly, especially after she met Eli (his real name since he's about as normie as they come, he's married but)
>she freaks the fuck out at this offhand comment
>as I'm typing this, Kaoru and I are basically no longer a couple, after almost four years after we met
>mfw

I know I'll be okay. I have a job, and my engineering degree is almost done. I just don't want to be alone anymore.


Swapped names for character names, deleted and reposted because I forgot pic