/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9105357
Fuck. Time to drown my sorrows in box wine and burn my burando since I'll never achieve this level of true rori.

>saw self mentioned in a collage in old thread
>haven't seen anything else from other partner or any updates from collage-anon

At least I have my Chinese packages to brighten my day.. right?

>>8698796
At first I thought you were just missing them because I remember checking the price on them last week but you're actually right, they don't have any button pins at all. That's really weird.

>>8616583
This >>8616575 anon here but I don't really feel that way? In my case I have no skills at making things so I have to buy my costumes and just do little details/props myself with my limited abilities so that plus my anxiety makes me think everything I do automatically looks awful so when I see cosplayers in Party City wigs or closet cosplay or something, it just makes me feel better in that way I mentioned before. It just gives me enough confidence to not go change out of my costume out of my own fears of everything thinking I look terrible and only asking for pictures to mock later. I don't mind seeing cosplayers that look better than me.

>>8602886
>And that was only the first night

I don't want to know but yet I really want to know.

>>8219599
We do have one in town I've been wanting to apply to. It's just a total downer how many places in this small country town I'm in has help wanted signs and every time I pass by one I think about applying and then I remember "Nope. You'd break down in tears the minute someone asked you to do something above stocking merchandise."

Up until now I've had a small reselling business, worked summer programs at the library, petsitted, and had some teachers assistant opportunities in daycares/pre-k thanks to a high school course but I'm not qualified to actually be a teachers assistant without two years of college, which I can't afford.

I mean, I know the worst thing that can happen is that I'll be fired but even though I know that, my anxiety just kicks into overdrive and the last time I had a job interview and was legit about to get a job, she told me she wanted to start me out as a cashier despite me applying over an overnight stock job and no amount of telling her "No, I need the overnight job. I'll even take the day shifts for product stocker." would change her mind and I seriously started crying in the interview. Needless to say, I didn't get the job.

I'm going to try though. Going to channel my inner /cgl/ bitch and suck it up and just go for it.

>>8143298
We can do this, anon. We can pretend we never knew this about our friends.

>earning $100 a week caretaking for injured family member
>now living in tiny town with no social scene
>don't know anyone that isn't over the age of 50
>spend 75% of the time in the house in the boonies
>nothing to do but shop for excitement

I feel so bad since I'm supposed to be saving this money for a dream trip but no one can go with me this year so it's hard not to spend the money on Taobao/Ebay/local shopping just to give myself some excitement. I've got a convention coming up in four months and I'm already ordering stuff for it even though I don't need it.

>>7946730
OP said that 31 was basically huge so it made me panic, sorry. I wasfreaking the fuck out because I already have big feet issues and other big boned issues like wanting to be shorter by 2 inches so I can actually wear heels when I'm with my boyfriend.

>tfw I don't feel comfortable posting any of my tumblrs because they don't have 'enough' /cgl/ material on them