/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Been feeling empty inside, aimless & depressed
>Working shitty retail job I don't care about
>Know I should be looking into going to college but too apathetic to start
>Start planning various online hauls to fill the void inside
>Spending all my money buying a bunch of fandom shit and clothes I'll probably hardly wear

At least having stuff coming in the mail gives me something to look forward to. I feel like going to therapy might be a good idea, but I don't know what someone could tell me to make me feel like life is worth living again.