/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Not /cgl/ related but I just moved back to Newcastle for my 2nd year of university and I'm feeling incredibly lonely and despondent. I usually live quite literally directly across the other side of England, from coast to coast, and I'm so far from the quietness and rurality that I've grown accustomed to I can't help but feel isolated.
I'm frightened as well by the fact that last year I had a mini-meltdown with an essay file getting corrupted the night before it was due, forcing me to skip an exam for a ridiculously hard module that I didn't even want to take in the first place but it was the only that fit into my 60/60 semester split. I had to take a resit for it in August and even though I studied really hard for it the exam was so far beyond my discipline (World History, questions were shit like "How did the Abbasid and the Umayyad Khalifa build upon and incorporate surrounding cultures into their own" and "What role did religion play specifically in the decolonisation of both Western and Eastern Asia" ;__;). My resit results still haven't been released yet though even though my accommodation move-in date came up, so I'm in a situation where I've returned to the city of my university, I've partially paid my first 3 months rent with the promise of delivering the rest when I start on the 26th and get my student loan, but because my resit results still haven't been released if by some catastrophe I don't scrape 40% I have to pack up my shit and leave.
The thing that's scaring me the most is that even if worse comes to worst, I don't physically have a home to return to. Prior to this I was living in a hostel having ran away from an abusive household aged 15. If I have to leave I have no idea what I'm going to do. This was supposed to be my escape from poverty to academia.