/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>exchange info with a seagull
>we get along well
>we talk all day everyday
>she reveals she's a he and a brolita
>whatever, little weird but they cool
>help him hook up with girl in his comm
>he spends a lot less time with me
>when we do talk it's brief
>realize I like him only after he stopped talking to me
>I miss him so much

it hurts realizing this so late
I took his attention for granted, I didn't think he'd be gone one day

I have nobody else to talk lolita about anymore
even if I did then it wouldn't be the same.