/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

A part of me wants to make an insta for my coords, but then I remember that I’m ugly af, have shit tons of acne and holes in my face (can’t wear any makeup due to it) and wear the same dress + cardigan + beret + boots combo but in different colors.

I’ve come to terms that I’ll always be a lonelita but a part of me wishes I wasn’t so afraid of rejection/abandonment so that I could actually go out and make some friends. 4 years have gone and I still never celebrated ILD with a fellow lolita.

>>10151365
>I'm too old and ugly to be doing face cosplay
fuck I know that feeling all too well anon

>got fired from last job
>can’t find work
>living as a neet for the past month
>tired of it
>want to die
>have to get rid of lolita wardrobe before offing myself
any gulls interested in sweet/casual/classic dresses? Not sure whether to donate the money to a charity or idk maybe to fund a new shitty life as a hobo or something

>>10065973
Hey there I'm Karl
I'm glad you liked the card at least
Sorry I fucked up, for what it's worth I ended up spending around $120 on the bows so if nothing else what is useful should be of good quality
I included the $20 as a last ditch (near the deadline) "man I really think I might have fucked up and I know she'll probably need to convert it but I've heard that foreigners like American money too so maybe it won't be bad????"

>>10065976
My handwriting is shit, I attempted to make it legible. Normally I use a computer to communicate but I always make cards and the like from scratch if the gift is supposed to be personal.

>>10065978
She said she liked bows, I got a lot of bows. Also practically all her reference items had a bow in them. I ended up being absolute crap at navigating taobao and shipping though and as the deadline loomed I opted to get some stuff that could be considered ita in the hopes that some of it would actually be good. That's why there's so much.
I figured a shotgun approach was better than anything

>>10065995
Lots of the good bows came in packages.

>>10066246
I was figuring there would be at least something in there she could use

>>10066291
See above

>>10066163
They were not

>>10066067
Worse haha

>>10066196
This sort of came down to my situation which is exactly why I opted to get so much, and the circumstances didn't allow me to just get what I knew she would like

I'm sorry everyone

>>10058146
Pretty shitty. I lost my job recently so that isn’t helping what little self esteem I have left. I hope I find something soon or I may have to check myself in to a crisis center.