/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Selling off my entire wardrobe (except for 2 main pieces that I can’t bear to part with) to pay for physical therapy for a back injury. I understand that this is such a “first world problem” but I have a (probably unhealthy) emotional attachment to these dresses.

H-hopefully I’ll get better and be able to go back to work and get a good-paying job and be able to rebuild my wardrobe eventually.

Not a lolita reaction image, but pic related is how I feel.

>Pharmacy being retards
>Have taken all week to fill my Paxil
>Still being retards and probably won’t have it til Monday
>Period starting
>Picking up on everyone’s energy/nerves for Youmacon, generally agitated
>Mfw I’m going to spend all of Youma crying/screaming over nothing, puking, and having a migraine
>Mfw probably going to pay ~400 to sleep all weekend
>Mfw the hotel room is in my name and I’m afraid of fucking everyone over if I cancel

I feel like I’m not going to have a good time at all this Youma. I just hope I can keep myself from acting like a total loon because I don’t want to ruin other people’s Youma.