/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Is it hard for you guys to make friends with people? I want to make friends but i dress in jfashion. I have friends but whenever i feel close to someone at work, they eventually find out about my weird clothes and don't want to make a stronger connection with me outside of work. I don't dress bad...just over the top to them, i guess, even though i don't feel like i do. I don't want to negotiate either, because the clothes i wear are the only things keeping me alright lately. I want to be like "Fuck it, i dont need people who don't like the way i dress" but it's so hard for me to deal with being considered weird by my coworkers and family. I just wish i really enjoyed regular clothes and things.
Not to mention finding a partner is really tough too, seems like everyone around me is in love but i think i'm just too "out there" for that.. I don't even think i'm strange at all, i'm pretty normal, but i'm constantly outcasted and it sucks.