/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Get the flu on Wednesday
>Spend all of last week vomiting/crying/not sleeping/feverish/wishing for death
>Now a week a suffering

I'm slowly getting better (I can shitpost now at least), but I've never felt this wretched in my life. I can't even leave the house, I feel so weak. Feels like I'm never going to get better :(

Waiting for my buys to come in the mail is my reason for living yet also what's killing me.
>love having things on the way but the wait makes me so anxious
>love getting things in but then there's nothing to look forward to anymore

>tfw no friends to dress fairy kei with
Why live