/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>it's Halloween
>don't know what to wear despite being a cosplayer
>don't even know what to do because it's a fucking Monday

I feel like because I'm a cosplayer I feel like I should be doing SOMETHING on Halloween but... fuck, I'm so out of it today. Didn't help that I woke up with some pain in my stomach (which has thankfully subsided, but I wonder if it was something I ate or something). I feel like there's probably something for me to do but it's already nearly 6 PM and I'm so not up to doing anything.

Oh well. Candy sales later on in the week, I guess.

>con coming up
>no motivation to start on cosplays
>feeling anxious about going anyway

I sometimes wonder why I do this.

>post picture of myself anywhere, feeling okay
>generally lose a follower or two after doing so

It... kind of hurts. I guess it means that seeing my face somehow drew the line and they decided "alright, get out of here" or whatever. Sometimes it's with people I don't really know or talk to, so that's whatever. Sometimes it is with people I did know or talk to and that's what kind of bites.

Kind of discourages me to post more, really.

>Used to be best friends with someone, now we're just friends
>Don't know how to tell them I miss them and want to be best friends forever again

>dropped out of college twice
>no drive in life
>barely any friends left
>can't find a job
>tfw only plan is to play vidya and anime until family kicks me out and kill myself