/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be dating ldr bf for 2 years
>traveling multiple times a year to visit. since he works and i can work from home, i am the one that has to always travel
>invested in an entire crafting room for cosplays at home, + access to a workshop for props
>none of this is possible at bf's, he doesn't even have a sewing machine and i can't afford to buy a second in between paying to travel
>used to make 3 cosplays a con (2-4 a year), now only making 1 cosplay a year because i'm never home
>feeling depressed and just want to be able to cosplay but always having to leave again before i get a chance

it's such a double edged sword. i want to visit my bf and see him but if i do i can't get anything done.