/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>find a qt grill and we hit off real fast
>became qt gf
>she was depressive and it got worse
>already had a "pause" of a month in our relationship so she can handle herself good
>everything went more or less fine
>and litteraly 1 hour ago she told me she want to "take a step back for herself"
And the worst part is that i was expecting this, so it just feel void
How do you cope with this kind of situation ? Food is a no-go cause ex-fattie

Also i want to make a Gappy cosplay but doesn't know what kind of fabric i should use for the sailor outfit so my cosplay project is getting into the trash