/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>had crush on best friend since highschool
>"girls can't love girls!" kinda shit, I was super gay for her but didn't realize that I could actually be gay
>tfw she knows this
>tfw we plan couple cosplays together
>tfw she's the pretty one, gets more attention than I do, finds hookups, etc
>I'm her third wheel
>Makes out with guys while I watch
>One day we get really drunk and end up spooning watching a movie
>thisisfine.jpg
>she suddenly lifts my chin, looks at me
>"I'll never love you in that way, you know."
>Leans in to kiss me, stops
>I try to seal the deal, she pulls back and laughs, calls me pathetic
>She's a really shit friend, steals money, attacks my appearance and personality, uses me
>I'm too smitten with her to fight back
>One day, finally get the balls to tell her to fuck off after she's talking about how gross I am
>Tell her to give me my money and other shit she "borrowed" back
>She gets uber pissed, calls me out on every social media platform available, completley cuts me off
>tfw I should be happy she's gone, but I'm still in love with her
>tfw I see her at cons and she'll just smile at me and look away
>tfw my heart stops every time
tl;dr I'm a sad angry lesbian.