/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>6271118
I appreciate the words but it's as >>6271122 said. I wish for happiness for others. Hearing that people have this feeling also is really sad.
>>6271130
Thank you, I am trying to deal with this. It's hard when I have parents that don't understand how bad the anxiety is. They take it as me just being lazy. I'd do anything to be a normal person though. Finish school, hang out with friends, have feelings for a boy, and have a job to support myself.

>>6271137
I know it is very wrong, I know better. All I keep thinking is I'm just going to be like my parents who both did/do the same thing. I haven't done it in 6 months before yesterday. I just kind of broke because I was just thinking which I try not to do but, it's hard when you're in a dark silent room alone 24/7.