/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

So, how was your secret santa cgl?

>comm hosts big Xmas event
>we do a secret santa, I decide to particpate cause why not
>the girl I get assigned to hardly knows me, and I don't know her very well either
>budget is very small, around $10
>most members do handmade/sewing stuff anyway
>I cannot into sewing/crafting, but I'm a drawfag so I decide to draw something
>she often wears her handmade dresses so I draw one of her coords of her handmade dress
>draw on large format with tradtitional media, full background, many details, try to do it as good as I can
>include some small accessoires and some sweets in the gift bag too

>end of xmas meet up, we do the SS
>girl is on the opposite of the room so I cannot see her reaction
>I don't want to be pushy and I'm too spaghetti to directly confront the girl and ask if she likes her gift
>meet up ends, girl leaves
>she didn't talk to me at all
>ok

>girl posts some selfies and pics from the meet up (especially those with the more known members) all over her social media
>no mention of the Secret Santa
>o-ok

I know I'm maybe not the best artist and not tumblrfamous, but my work is pretty decent. Even if she didn't like it that much, she could have at least said thanks and pretend to be okay with it? Or maybe I'm just a salty bitch. I do regret not asking her though.

>in b4 post pics
Nah, I'd rather not be revealed in my comm. I just wanted to vent a little.

>having troubles with my hormones
>acne all over my body and face, worse than back wehn I was a teen
>hair growing all over my face
>chin is full of dark black stubbles that I need to plug/wax daily
>cheeks full with tons of long, dark hair too, more and more thick black hair turning up on my cheeks too
>the amount and the dark colour of my facial hair makes it impossible not to notice it
>look like 13 year old boy going through puberty
>mfw

Why is this happening to me. It's so disgusting and I live in constant fear of people noticing it, my facial hair being super noticeable in the wrong light, having missed a hair, even more hair growing... I feel super disgusting and it's so hard to get rid of this shitty stuff. I can feel stubbls on my chin.
I went out for make up shopping today and made the mistake of looking into the mirror inside the store; with the bright store lighning it was even more awfully noticeable and I felt like throwing up. I almost started to cry and left the store immediatley without buying anything.

My gyno already did a blood test with me and said I have too much testosterone; he said it's not PCOS and could not find anything wrong with my thyroid. He did not want to give me any meds like the pill until I find out what exactly is causing this and what is wrong.

We have two doctors specialised in this field in my city; I have to wait 6 month or longer for an appointment. I just feel like crying and never showing my face in public again.

>>7777394
I feel you, Anon.
>finally find Lolita friend
>I'm 5'6" and 140 pounds, have chubby legs and and big boobs
>friend is 4 inches smaller than me, cute, petite, slim legs and also thin with small boobs
>she wants to twin with me next meet up
>she already bought the same dress as me
>mine barely fits anymore (especially now after the 4 pounds I gained on vacation)
>mfw I think about the next meet up

I don't know what to do. Even if the dress fits I know I'll look and feel hideous next to my small, cute and thin friend. Guess this is the final push for me to actually start working out and stop being a lazy fuck.

>ordered from Innocent World
>got invoice today
>it's about 153€
>I have to pay 40% custom tax for orders over 150€
>mfw

>>7600031
>I'm a Taobaowhore though since shipping to my country is fucking cheap and I can get an entire outfit for the price of second hand brand.

>mfw I am a Eurofag
>mfw customs are insanely high
>mfw I will never be able to do large taobao hauls because I had to pay ~40% customs for each big order

>wake up this morning
>way too tired, decide to skip first class
>go back to sleep

>wake up later
>finally have my blouse for upcoming con in the mail
>try it on
>It is too small and looks horrible
>no alternative
>throw dress and blouse on the floor, almost cry out of anger and self hate
>get ready for class I have to attend
>dressed, hair made, make up apllied
>think about all the things I should have done for today but didn't do
>think about that blouse, feel fat and disgusting
>feel guilty and panic
>couldn't make it out of the door
>go back to room, write this

why