/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw horribly ugly body and face
>tfw I'm also stupid with a hint of autistic so I can't even say "at least I'm smart and I have a good personality"
>think that lolita, j-fashion, and cute clothes in general would help
>it doesn't
>think that losing weight, growing my hair out, and wearing nice makeup would help
>it doesn't
>can't get plastic surgery
>become shut-in, gain weight back
>forced to see a psychologist
>forced to listen to her tell me that there's nothing wrong with being useless and ugly
Please just end me. The only happiness I get nowadays is living vicariously through 2D girls and characters I make in games and admiring cute girls and models I see online.