/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

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OP here and yeah, even my little lesbian heart is going dokidoki over these characters (Zen mostly) though it's a struggle to stay on JaHee's route now that I know I won't live out my dreams of a lesbian relationship where our dates is going to see Zen perform in his new play.
I've never even played an otome game seriously before this. I'd only played Hatoful Boyfriend and that's literally a pigeon dating game that wasn't to be taken seriously.

But yeah, it does have the unfortunate side effect of making you realize how lonely you are when you start desperately craving that next chat/text alert because you have no IRL friends/dates. I'm lucky enough to have a few IRL friends but they're all either hours away or states away so I only see them at conventions 1-2 times a year.


And to be relevant and give a mild positive update:

>talking with family today
>mention about family member having surgery
>how I had to cancel the post-college semester trip I had been excited for to take care of them
>"Anon, you can go on the trip. One of us can stay with family member for a few days."
>so relieved I could cry because it was the one thing I had been looking forward to
>feel guilty though, only going to spend three days traveling
>still relieved that I can give myself a break from caretaking during my brief holiday from school since I can't go to conventions

I'm already looking at travel and a local hostel so I can spend as little money as possible. I don't want to blow my entire college semester refund on this. I also want to try and get one or two lolita/otome dresses to wear for Spring semester since I have an entire folder of Taobao links that I had gathered in the past few weeks out of feeling sorry for myself.