/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Birthday is a week from today, but everything has been really shitty.

>Some of my family members is abusing me physically and emotionally and I keep trying to explain it to my mom but she doesn't want to believe it
>If I show the marks I got from the abuse my mom would just think I'm cutting again
>My job isn't going well, co workers always push me around
>Loosing all my friends slowly, pretty much only talk to my boyfriend and best friend from high school now
>Having a little party on my birthday but fear that no one is going to show up
>Boyfriend barely talks to me because he's always with his friends most of the time, we only really have a conversation when we see each other irl

Why does things have to be so difficult /cgl/ ?