>>9750933
I've been in the fashion for eight years now, and I go through phases like that. I always want to love lolita, but I've come to accept that I actually can't always love it. I guess one thing I'd say is that even if you quit, don't pull a Tia and sell all your clothes unless you need the money. Keep them as normiewear, step back from the social media, and after a while, you may find yourself craving it again. It has happened to me several times... Once I even quit for two years, but here I am, loving it again, and it feels great!
Also, it sounds like you have a lot of compassion for newer lolitas. Have you considered mentoring one? I have a mentee at the moment, and I'm vicariously enjoying her exploration and enthusiasm. Plus, I'm helping her improve and it feels great to see her get better!