/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>binge eating for 2 weeks now

Holy shit seagulls, I am trying to stop and I CAN'T for some reason. I've been really stressed lately, and have been eating my feelings to compensate for it. (I'm also on my period, and it's a rough one.) I need to stop. I was eating super healthy and clean beforehand too! I don't know what happened.

>liked girl for nearly a year
>finally worked up nerve to tell her
>about to tell her
>"anon! I hung out with my friend for the weekend and we flirted the entire time and idk what to do!"
>mfw
>tell her to go for it, she's liked the person for a while
>mfw
>ithurts.jpg

in other, better news
>trip that i was going to go on gets cancelled
>suddenly have all this money that i was gonna use on trip ($700)
>plan to spend at least $300, put the rest in savings
>idk whether to get more involved in cosplay or actually try to start a lolita wardrobe
>still debating

>mfw tryin to lose weight for cosplay for 2 years
>lost 20 pounds, past half year I've hit a plateau and nothing has brought me out of it.
>mfw mom diagnosed with cancer 3 months ago, family has financial problems, I have school/work related stress, I keep turning to food for comfort
>mfw I just ate 3 bowls of ice cream and I'm about eat twice that amount of pizza.

I recognize that I have a problem, but I have no other way to comfort myself except for self-harm. Though at this point, I'm more willing to do that than get fatter. Sorry for the baaawing, I'm just really upset right now.