/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm fat AF and my comm is falling into absolute shit (weebs and itas as far as the eye can see)

I have so little motivation to go to meetups (not that we ever really have any) and any time I dress up I just feel like an actual stuffed sasuage. I've started being more strict with my diet/exercise and I've lost 7 pounds so far this month but I still have 60 to go and I feel so discouraged every time I look in the mirror. Past ED and chronic depression doesn't help, my meds are the primary reason for the weight gain.

I was diagnosed with PCOS in january which is no excuse but apparently my struggle with weight makes sense. All of the support/weightloss groups I joined are for women getting pregnant which is the opposite of what I want.

tl;dr i'm a fat sad sack of shit fml

I'm starting to have to admit to myself I've developed a binge eating disorder.
When I was around 12 I was anorexic and dropped 40+lbs in a few months time. I've been steadily gaining all that weight back over the years and I've hated every pound.
Every time I overeat I realize what I'm doing to myself but I can't stop.
I'm never going to be pretty, just get fatter.

Hey /cgl/! Since body type is an important part of cosplay, I figured I'd ask!
How do you keep in shape?
Do you work out, eat right, or nothing at all?
What are some of your favorite exercises and meals?

Hey /cgl/! Since body type is an important part of cosplay, I figured I'd ask!
How do you keep in shape?
Do you work out, eat right, or nothing at all?
What are some of your favorite exercises and meals?