/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

A recurring theme in my dreams has been cons for years. Freaking out, con feels, romances, fantasizing about cons I've never been to, finally meeting my Canadian cosplay friends. Free dream cons are so cash.

Honestly I just want to meet my cosplay friends so much. One of them is my first cosplay friend from deviantart, I was 13 when we became friends.
>We used to chat all the time.
>I had the biggest crush on him but gave up on the idea of a relationship because he lives in another country.
>Have hardly chatted since I gave up/left dA/he became busy with school etc.
>Consistent parts of my dreams involve confessing to him and it somehow being mutual.
>Tfw I have had a bf for a few years now
>Still have a crush on my cosplay friend
>He's still single
>Tell mutual friend I used to have a crush on him and she d'awwws and sort of feels like she's going don't completely rule out him not liking you?
>I kind of feel like I'm settling for something comfortable but not what I really want, and certain parts of my current relationship make me anxious and depressed in regards to the future.

I try to make myself feel better by saying it wouldn't really work out even if we were close because he seems a bit like a male version of myself personality-wise.

I still want to meet him and at least hang out in person someday, maybe do a cute cosplay related activity together.

>up late
>realize I have a watched item ending soon
>mfw one person bid on it so I can't count on relisting
>think about bidding, having decent max bid and going to bed
>I'll just stay up the next few hours anyway

I sure hope I get it and don't get bitch sniped. Almost over.
It was the only skirt in the color I needed that didn't look horribly costumey or wrong for the style I needed.

>>7745344
>Want Lucaille Nico wig
>Want to use ebay so buy the listing on moemall
>listing says 3 in stock
>Get message saying it's actually out of stock and they'll refund my payment
>Try to order from lucaille
>get an email saying it's out of stock

Mfw she just uploads a cheesy montage video and her cosplays are awkward