/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I never thought not recieving a dream item could upset me so much
>see dream item on CC blog
>crazymode.gif
>reconsider my priorities, need to buy other important stuff first
>decided to give a fuck and search for a SS
>no damn SS goes instore and to Harajuku
>desperate.avi
>finally SS went there but item was already sold
>try not to cry like a little infant over toys

I'd never felt this way before, what is wrong with me cgl? Why does my kokoro hurt so much? Maybe it is better like this, I shouldn't buy new stuff anyway.