/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>8167114
Thank you again anon, your advice is super helpful!
I will try my best!

I feel so bloated and disgusting. I want to lose weight and get fit for cosplay, but my body aches from depression and I can't even drag my feet next door, let alone a gym. I keep telling myself I'm going to start eating healthy but I just shoved half a bag of chocolate chips down my throat out of pure impulse.

I struggled with eating disorders from the time I was 12 up until I was 17 three years ago. I gained weight back, which was good because I had gotten to the point where I could cup my hand under my ribs. But right now I'm 157 pounds, which is overweight for my height. People tell me I carry the weight well, and that I don't need to lose it to look good, but my body feels heavy, as if my current weight is pinning me to the floor. I keep gaining weight because of the crap I shove in my mouth, but I can't get myself to stop for some reason. Unhealthy food is like a drug for me now, because I deprived myself of it for so many years. And the medication I currently take is making my appetite increase like a wildfire.

I don't want to be that skinny bitch who everyone picks on for being sickly and vain, but I also don't want to be that fatty-chan that /cgl/ hates. I just want to be normal.

pls respond


p.s. what the fuck is up with all these numbers in the captcha...

Honestly I think the photographer doesn't have a case and is just puffing themselves up to make it seem bigger than it actually is.
But on the other hand, I really fucking hate Yaya and the majority of the people on that show and I wouldn't mind that photographer stirring the pot just to give them all some shit.
I'm so conflicted...

>>6644756
Awww, you look sweet.

Whenever I hear about crazy staff, it makes me want to join staff just so I can be that one awesome staffer, but then I realize they'll just run me ragged and I'll probably turn into a huge grump too.

>tfw most of your cosplay friends are beautiful and amazing cosplayers
>tfw they all live in the same town
>tfw that town is half way across the state
>tfw everyone is really busy with school and work, so you rarely see each other

Some of ya'll are real sweethearts