/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Dude I came to this thread with the intention of venting about my life but holy shit, just staring at the text box deciding where to begin overwhelmed me.

I'm overworked, underpaid, and have some mental health issues that cause what most would call laziness when it comes to being healthy. It's more like apathy really, but I have these lucid moments where I'm so unhappy about my job and my weight and the overall 'state of things' that it makes me want to rip my hair out.

Some days are better and I'll have the energy to cook some healthy meal prep for the week and maybe get a work out in, but I'm really not making any substantial progress with my weight loss and it's bugging me out. Sometimes I wish I could just cut all the fat off with scissors and throw it in the garbage.

It sucks because I know what I need to to do lose the weight, but I just can't make myself do anything most days.