/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10290357
>tfw have always felt ugly & always been the fat girl
>try to improve self, counting calories 1&a half weeks by now and exercising
>went too ham on cardio week 1 (0 rest days), get strange bump on left ball of foot that hurts like shit to walk on, cant exercise til its gone away
>browse taobao, find adorable nanchatte fit that's perfect holiday colors
>feel like $60 is too much to spend on myself/on something i dont know will look good on me, and what if i lose weight and dont fit it anymore? what if i look stupid in nanchatte?
>bf assures i will look cute in any taobaowear i showed him
>mfw I feel too ugly for even casual jfashion
>pic related, from the shop hardcandy which caters to chubby/fat girls if any other fluffygulls wanna snag it
;_; i dont have any jfash friends so i vented here, sorry for blog post gulls