/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

This is my weight loss graph from the last three years..When I was loosing consistently and was at my lowest was when we had /fit/ Fridays on CGL.

I miss them. They were a wonderful motivation and I am really struggling without them.
I mean a lot changed since 2012, I got a new job, had some major surgery. But fuck, I have gone back on all my progress and ruined it...I am back to being a fat fuck.

I am trying so hard to get back into it. I want to be 130 again (I'm 5'8" btw). I want to feel that good again.

I have gotten rid of some toxic people in my life who kept bombarding me with "Eat a sandwich" and shit. I do think one of the lowest points for me was when I was in the waiting room for my surgery and my mom decided to bombard me with questions about how much I weigh because "the doctor would need to know"
The doctor has a fucking scale moron. Whatever, I have basically cut ties with her.

I am now comfortable with my new job. I am going to make this work again, one day at a time.

I miss the anon praise so much, I am too awkward and it makes me too anxious to talk about my weight in a place where I have an identity. Even forms with a blank avatar don't work for me like /fit/ Friday did. I tried a lolita weight loss group on facebook, and NOPE.

I love you /cgl/ I wish we could do that again.