/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9471125 here
I manned the fuck up and told them.
Also wanted to mention to all the replies that I'm a dude, and that this person is a girl, I guess I seemed like a total bitch typing it out to make you all think I'm grill.

>Message and tell them my worries and that it's absolutely 100% not gonna work out
>told them I'd still pay them back for everything regardless of being friends or not
>they get upset but not in the way that I thought
>says they want to keep trying and really like me
>doesn't matter if feelings are given back, hopes for feelings to blossom over time
>it'snotgonnahappen.jpg
>says they also liked that they had somebody else that to talk to about cosplay/cons/figures etc and thought we both liked each other
>"anon I thought we had a connection"
>tell them repeatedly I seriously don't think it will work out ever that I'm a literal waste of time with this
>continuously asks for me to try regardless, starting to feel clingly
>say I'll think about it to get them off my back but holy shit please no

It's gotten to a point where now I'm not comfortable with this at all. Which means not even friends. I don't want to continously make them believe I'll someday sprout feelings when there's nothing there regardless of our interests.

>tfw lose one and only weeb friend
>inb4 becomes my stalker that has undying love feelings for me and this becomes a con horror story
Guess it's back to my 2d waifus