/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>want to try cosplaying
>have mommy issues
>remember creepy weeb girls trying to hit on me in highschool
>remember woman at work pressing her chest against me, trying for a discount
when random women, I don't know touch me I just lock up.
>friends call me gay when I try to tell them
I have bad anxiety, but it only kicks in with women.