/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7987040
Old one is in autosage. Continue to feel. Try to keep shitposting to a minimum, and at least tangentially on topic. Like I'm about to do.
Making this mainly because I feel really bad right now, and I just need somewhere to vent about this where my boyfriend won't see it. My boyfriend and I met cosplaying and are longtime cosplay partners, which is how I'm justifying this being /cgl/ related.
>part 1/2
>tl;dr I think my bf's psychiatrist is criminally negligent, and I am terrified he won't listen to me about the drugs she has him on, and he might get very sick or hurt himself
>boyfriend and I have been together about 2 years
>we love each other very dearly
>scary how well we are meant for each other
>we love cosplay, love all the same series, love being with each other, even just doing mundane stuff
>both have some sort of chronic mental illness
>We both have comorbid clincal depression and generalized anxiety, he has a panic disorder
>I have been medicated for the past three years and now that my dosage and medications are in order I feel great
>Noticed that boyfriend's depression was really holding him back, and that his panic attacks were getting worse
>Bf mentions he was medicated in college and it helped, he's stopped taking the meds for quote on quote "dumb reasons"
>Suggest that maybe he see a psychiatrist in order to start some medications so he can function better in society
>bf is the proud, independent type, so it's hard to get him to admit he needs help or has a problem, so it takes some talking into but he goes