/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>have a little bit of attention, gaining a name
>make one mistake
>feels like so many people remember
>but many tell me it was okay, it wasnt even your mistake
>scared the hatred by others is making people who dont even know me hate me
>called cunt/bitch/whore/annoying
>actually gets to me
>but never actually getting any crit or concrit with what I do

Sorry this is so vague. But man. Feels so bad. I love you cgl and i give advice and want advice, but some parts are just so mean.