/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Have cosplay a, b, c planned out
>Really going out with cosplay a, b, and c. Making sure everything is on point
>Making a prop for cosplay b so decides to get cosplay a prop commissioned to save time and money
>Talks to a seller who makes weapons, five emails later decides on a good price as well as a payment plan. Is doing half and half.
>A wild bill! appears that I must pay now or lights will be turned off
>Not back pay. Light company is just being an ass
>Pays bill but out of prop money so I decide to hustles up money, already promised in initial email that I can make half payment in December/Jan so I have time
>Hustles up money by listening to shitty music online, pasting out flyers, you name it I work my ass off to make this happen
>Sees post in thread >>No.8003442 and suddenly feels self conscious.
>I'm 28 almost 29 next year trying to do a 13 almost 14 year old cosplay
>Suddenly doesn't want to do cosplay a which is based on a 13-14 year old
>Has thoughts about another cosplay because character is 22-24 and much closer to my age range
>Doesn't want to be an ass and ask commissioner to change prop project because I have no idea how much this new prop cost/already settled with the other one

I fucking hate being older. I wish I was 24 again. Instead I'm an oldfag who likes to cosplay.

>>7949962
As long as you get to work it shouldn't matter unless it's a specific job that needs a car amiright? My country is ass backwards on that regard.

I decided to try to get a driver's license but my friends/family members who have cars are like 'NOPE.'

I never drove a vehicle before so I'm afraid to fuck it up on the first try.