/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

happy:
>building up lolita wardrobe a lot with my favorite brands and dream prints
>wearing lolita regularly with the support of friends and family
>coordinates and other posts being received very well on social media
>accepted and mentored by lolitas much more experienced than i
>feeling cute

not happy:
>need to strike it out on my own soon and figure out how to college
>no appetite and bad dreams because of stress
>constantly afraid that i'll somehow bring negative attention to myself

the last one is already kind of happening, because people assume things about my upbringing and my abilities due to my wardrobe. like, i'm bad and automatically mean because i dress okay-ish and i post coordinates from time to time. i wish people would talk to me instead of writing me off immediately.