/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

ThIs is very offtopic but I need to get this out.

I found out that my mom, sister, and my sisters partner don't like me very much. They were all talking about me in another room a while ago. My sister started most of it.

What started this was, I went to lie down because my stomach was super bloated and I didn't feel good. My mom wondered where I was. My sister exclaimed "oh she's moody! She's always moody! 70% of the time she's with me she's moody!" (I was starting to tear up and didn't want to confront anyone )

Lately I have felt like she's been mean to me. She was offended that if my boyfriend got me pregnant, I wouldn't give her the baby. She got upset when I told her I didn't want to eat any sort of dessert because I'm trying to eat better and lose some weight. It's been over randon misc. I wish I knew what I did to upset her like this.

And im unsure if I'm that moody. I have bipolar II, but I'm properly medicated and haven't had any destabilization in several months. I feel like whenever I am in a good mood she kinda... ruins it.

I feel terrible. It's hard to not cry! I love my family a lot. I was so excited to go to my parents place for father's day! Now I just want to go home. My sister and her partner were gking to drive me back to my place in two days... but I'm going back with a friend tomorrow night. I don't want to be here. I make people upset and I really dislike myself for it, and if my sister really doesn't like me, I don't want to burden her. I don't know what else to do... I don't want to confront anyone. I know I'm not completely innocent in this, but I have no idea what I've done wrong to make her dislike me.

This is poorly written! Sorry! I need to sleep.