/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>join stupid community cosplay group
>start to crush on the only single male cosplayer that isn't a weeb or a neckbeard
>I guess you can say he likes me
>but only in a friendly way
>pretty much we're not compatible to have a relationship
>I feel great complimenting him, talking to him, finally having somewhat of a friend
>crush develops even more, pls donut make me fall in love
>don't want to ruin the friendship
>group decides to visit con 5 hours away
>sit next to him on car ride there
>use any chance I can to rub my arm against him
>tfw whole car ride there was just me wanting to hold his hand
>you can tell he's just a stupid guy who doesn't understand signals
>or he just doesn't like me like that
>going to ask him on Monday if I can take pictures of one of his cosplays
>too scared to ask but I guess you could consider it a date
>just me and him
>taking pics of him
>him in a cosplay
>I don't want to be in love
>but I keep digging my hole deeper