/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I am just really weird and creepy sometimes.
To the other lolitas in my comm I am apparently seen as a cute calm girl. I act properly, and dress quite well (without patting myself on the back).
For the creep part, i can sometime become kinda "obsessed" with a person? Rarely ever happens but.. If i find a girl really interesting i'll stalk her pictures on facebook,look at her wardrobe pics,scroll down her timeline or blog. It never happens anymore since i haven't found someone really interesting again since months.
But for the real creepy thing, once i bought a blouse from a girl in my comm (kind of admire her) and gosh it smelled so good...i hugged it and sniffed it for some time.
At the last meeting we went to a girl's house and i excused myself to the bathroom and secretly sneaked a peek into her room and touched some things,thought about stealing something just..even a small thing, but off course i didn't. Then quickly went in the bathroom where i looked at her makeup/shampoo/.. after peeing, and touched her beautiful cutsew hanging to dry to "try it" on myself (didn't take it off the hanger or anything) then put it back. On that day i also couldn't get my eyes off some girl's accessories and fantasized about stealing them for a short moment (i actually fantasize about that kind of things a lot? Like before going to bed i fantasized about having that girl's life, she's in my comm and her parents are reaaally well off, she always go on nice trips, do loads of cool things, has loads of pretty burando, cool friends and she's really pretty on top of it, she has my dream life) before coming back to reality.

Am i a fucking creep/weirdo or just autistic or something?